Quick sketch this morning.
#FurryArt #FurryArtists #DigitalArt #ProCreate #Art
One of my favorite things: a rare autograph of the god of tenors, Alfredo Kraus, after a Don Pasquale at the Met after Gedda canceled.
My voice teacher was his Lucia in Lucia Di Lammermoor at the Met. I love her stories of him.
#Opera #AlfredoKraus #Tenor
I'm stoked! My college friend @writeplayrepeat.bsky.social is here on this app. She's a fantastically-talented singer-songwriter!
Yes, she had to put up with me in college.
Anyways. Go get her latest album at: julianafinch.bandcamp.com/album/bitter...
Ok. Something positive for you tonight.
You know one thing I love?
80s-90s Mercedes Lackey covers. There was something about Jody A. Lee's colors.
Mercedes Lackey's Vanyel books were the first fantasy I ever read with a gay protagonist.
Your friends when you grab the last pan de yuca-
Mind How You Go, Sir Terry. Mind How You Go.
#GNUTerryPratchett
Composed only for pianists with buttocks capable of encompassing this range. All others need not apply.
I found the first piece of furry art I ever saved to my hard drive as a teen. 95% of the furry art in my collection is clean, believe it or not.
I wish I could identify the signature...
I need every single one of these bumper stickers.
I had a little potato cat wen I was a teenager. Arnie never grew to his full size- the vet said there was something wrong with his spine, but it didn't hinder his quality of life. He was just this little ball, very loving. And he tried to steal my pan de yuca every single time.
Every. single. time.
The SL Enquirer sat down with me for an interview about my music in @secondlife.bsky.social
#SecondLife #Merryjest
This was...
A choice.
This is definitely a choice you made.
Portraying your Wangus McGee as "flowering", with fungal imagery... honey that's not the sacred masculine, that's an infection. That's sacred "see your doctor immediately" imagery.
The best notebook.
Sometimes you have to wonder if Seneca ever started a letter with “Oh for fuck’s sake, Lucilius!” sighed, crumpled the parchment and started again.
Someday I want to be able to draw my character with the grace that @denisloubet.bsky.social draws this.
My brain seems to be easily wired for music, but art is always uphill.
My friend @leandrotomascuadra.bsky.social got his account suspended for 'impersonation' for speaking up about abuse. Right now you can get accounts suspended or penalized if you mobilize - say, a Discord server to mass report. The moderation team never answers e-mails or explains why.
Just as mysteriously as his account went down, it came back up after he sent proof of his ID. But neither before nor after did the moderation team interact with him, send instructions, or apologize. Bsky has a serious crybully problem and zero transparency in moderation.
If they had a lifetime tier for their iPad offering, I'd totally be game.
Oh I adore Procreate!
I love Massenet too- alas he didn't write for my voice much, I can get away with him in recital- et c'est tout!
Then you should not be allowed to enjoy the work forever and a day.
What will you trade instead?
Thank you! It's for the Pride Ball performance tonight ^^
No seas pendejo, pelotudo.
If your overcoat doesn't look like you could be a Mickey Spillane protagonist, what's the point?
I know exactly what story this references XD
I need to draw yours, too! I need to get back into practice- I've been designing clothes in SL for over two months, so I haven't done any figure drawing in all that time, I am rusty!
... you can't leave us hanging.
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I...
Think we have found the ethical use of this tool.
Now I am terrified and curious to see what it would do with a Riker image.
I am. But that does give me some ideas about the vulnerability of the algorithm so we can find more ways to render it completely unusable. It just so happens that Bikini Picard was the one to point the way.
This. It's a very egregious case of survivorship bias- one that will meet a very hard wall as our economy starts to spiral and disposable income shrinks drastically. The condescending attitude is very off-putting.
The best faith assumption is that it comes from a place of unawareness from someone who is fortunate enough to find a small niche that sustains her financially (for now), and assumes hers is an easily-replicated formula. Hitting a situation like that early on can warp your perspective of others.
Nonfurry spaces are very different. And usually what gets people into that financial spot in furry spaces is porn. Not only are some people just not interested in drawing porn all the time... that market is about to be targeted out of existence by the GOP soon.
"If someone isn't making it they're just not trying" is a very common assumption that presumes there is a static formula for lightning in a bottle. A lot of variables they ignore- living 'comfortably' in AR, for example, has a much lower financial threshold than, say, CO due to cost of living.
You can buy a house in some southern states for a fraction of the Colorado cost. But most people can't just pull up sticks and move to a cheaper state. Even if they could, many queer individuals wouldn't be welcomed in the cheap states, so survival becomes costly.
So "I did it, you should too" is very shortsighted when there's no discussion of factors such as safety net from family or partners, living situation, what state you're in, underlying health conditions, and what niche you're serving.
And how suitable are your skills to that niche. I couldn't be a porn artist- my interests are along the suggestive and sexy instead of the outright 'here's a giant dong and oceans of spoo' that's everywhere in the fandom. So that already parses me out of the top cash in the fandom, as an example.
But finally, the assumption that being a BAFTA-winning artist immediately translates into huge monetization in other fields, or the indie sector, is myopic. Only a very small cross-section of people who follow will cross-follow an artist into different fields.
So, on the whole, Punkitt's attitude comes across as very short-sighted and condescending, and immature. I don't think that's how she intended to come across, but it'd be a disservice to her to not point out how it all unpacks.
I think you're doing a bit- if you are, though, it gets a little lost in the text because tone isn't present over a textual medium unless you push it past the 'subtle' stage.
Or that a BAFTA award is somehow the golden key to fame.
That's like saying my voice teacher is famous because she was named Teacher of the Year by Classical Singer magazine instead of it being because she headlined at the Met.
It's a nice recognition from the industry-the public isn't the industry.
Goddamnit, I want it!!!
Anyone going to SDCC? I'm looking to get my hands on this exclusive- I'll pay for cost and shipping.
The majority of artists can spot AI art. You should speak to them instead of people with no training.
That's only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to Conway, I'm afraid.
It's one of the reasons I exist on the periphery of the fandom and don't go to most cons. Heck, Dragoneer protected quite a few sex pests himself, but when he died he got eulogized and lionized, and I got banned from FA for saying WTF.
I've pretty much remained an outsider by choice since I tried to raise the alarm about the admins in the Colofurs group grooming minors and got made into a pariah with my partner. A few years later, the scandal popped- nobody apologized.
I'm a furry, but I'm not part of the fandom. 1/2
But I also have friends who keep me informed of stuff, and Conway is a severe sex pest who protects sex pests as well, and has some extremely questionable friends- like Nazicat over there. 2/2
The banning message was pretty hilarious, too. Something along the lines of "We have determined that you are not a good fit for our community, so you have been permanently banned."
For pointing out Dragoneer protected sex pests. What does that say about the 'community?'
I should point out that I had my FA account since 2007, so it wasn't that I was some rando. However, I've never done the popufur game, so I was safe to ban. And the majority of popufurs don't have the balls to speak up for fear of losing platform, so 'Neer gets the rose-colored treatment.
Here's a mini-thread by someone about some of the dirt on Dragoneer, including the fact he protected Growly. This is the dude who is being hailed as a 'pillar of the furry fandom.'
If that's a pillar, the entire edifice needs to come down 'cause it can't bear the load.
bsky.app/profile/0ran...
Pretty much. The fandom has a toxic tendency to lionize assholes like Neer and forget about the people who actually helped pay the foundations, like Tigerwolf (the greymuzzle owner or Tigerden, not the Canadian jackass who went by that name as well)
"You're obsessive, you go looking for trouble" is what is usually said to people by people who don't want want people to look too closely at the shit they're doing. It's a classic abuser tactic.
I should know, someone is trying to do that to me.
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If you mirror someone's actions, and then they call your actions "petty," and they don't get an "Aha!" moment out of it, chances are that they knew full well what it was that they were doing. They just don't appreciate you bringing it to light.
Just like Jonathan experienced, my friend @leandrotomascuadra.bsky.social was suspended for impersonating... himself. My husband was banned for talking very openly about abusive crybullies here, and several friends' posts were taken down for nebulous 'violations.'
Stringier, maybe?
This is actually a quote by Ayn Rand criticizing Kant on his thought experiment of the Inquiring Murderer. Rand was mocking Kant's ridiculous posture that one should always tell the truth, even to murderers and even if the innocent died as a result of it because truth was a Categorical Imperative.
I want this to be part of a Camille Saint-Saens biopic.
"You wouldn't like him when he's angry- he's an animal."
And that's the worst classical music joke I've made to date.
How long do you think it'll be before even SFW furry artists like myself and queer people existing SFW-ly are branded as unsuitable? I'm taking bets.
That's, like, the most bland criticism he could level at that literary house of cards; he needs to put a little more effort. There is so much dirt that you can use to bury that altar of mediocrity, this feels like phoning it in XD
The only purpose to J K Rowling's existence was to help you understand what excellent fantasy with heart and mind, written by an outstanding person, reads like. Once you read Terry Pratchett.
Hence why I said there was no effort involved.
This is awesome! Happy birthday, Timber! You've got the tenor claw pose figured out!
I don't care how you disagree with someone, but your criticism should always be leveled at their argument and their actions. Every critique of their character should focus solely on their words and actions. Going for anything else demonstrates you're ineffective and a liability to any cause.
Yo también. Esta podrida herramienta nos está jodiendo la ortografía.
Lady Galadriel, where are you when we need you.
Seeing how the common folk voted---
In the playhouse of your mind
Peopled with the shadows made
up by every grievance you could find,
Three nails and cross displayed-
Hung from a trellised, perfumed frame.
This victimhood of you complete,
You chant Te Deums to your fame
With wilted poppies at your feet.
1/3
Whence the blood? Barbarity
That pierced your flanks, O slaughtered lamb
At the altar of your vanity?
Did they see you at the jamb -
The slivered smile that, in your hand,
flashed once or twice at necks
To paint your grin, a gaping band
That spattered crimson on the decks?
2/3
They ran out of cheeks to turn
And raised their hands to fend the blow
They chased you across the bridge you burned,
And you, so fetching in its glow!
3/3
Bullies like to bully others, and then cry that they're being bullied when their chickens come home to roost: A poem.
Boundaries are rules and limits you set for yourself. Actual boundaries involve what a person will do in response to something. Saying "Don't do X" to someone is not a boundary, it's a demand and, very likely, an attempt to control someone's behavior. Those aren't boundaries, they're leashes.
The emperor and the nightingale fable is a documentary.
The emperor and the nightingale fable is a documentary.
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Take note of everyone and anyone using language that says you are 'allowed' to do this or 'allowed' to do that or that something is 'allowed.' They often hope you don't ask "allowed... by whom?"
They're going to call it La Traviata?
#poetry #poet #Merryjest
Thank You For The Kind Words
words, vocals, and music written by Merryjest
Soundfonts by Musescore 4
#originaltracks #originalmusic #furrymusicians #furrymusic #Merryjest #musicsky
I think I am entering into my Elder Kate Bush period when it comes to compositions because my approach now is "Functional harmony? That's a nice suggestion. I might entertain it at some point."
Oh that's wonderful! I love it <3
How was Disneyland? I haven't been there since... I want to say 2017.
I'm pretty proud of this composition.
Kindness is like the Shrine of Humility quest in @richardgarriott.bsky.social's Ultima VI- those who make public testimony of how much they practice kindness are the ones least likely to actually have it.
LB taught us well!
youtu.be/5zDr2eg3aNk?...
58 years and we are still fighting the same stupid fights.
Take it away, Tom Lehrer.
Aaaaa how long is the sale going on for? I'm waiting on my Friday paycheck XD
Does this mean we're never getting Mr. Nanny 2?
My weather app is more brutal than the weather right now.
My new single is out and you can buy it on Bancamp!
#originalTrack #originalmusic #composer #singer #musicsky #furrymusician #MERRYJEST #SymphonicPop
Let us not forget the divine Alfredo.
youtu.be/1fuOKfAZGAQ?...
Pour one out for Tom Lehrer, folks. A legend.
All the world sings in tune
on a sweet afternoon...
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Not going to lie, I rather miss this style being popular.
Oh yeah, that thing is super cursed. Every time I flew in at night, that satin Satan was waiting for me driving out of the airport.
#poetry #poem #poets #poet
Some further background- I left a country that capsized under populist autocracy. Most people who've had similar backgrounds, most are saying the same thing for a reason. This is like nothing you have faced so far.
There are a lot of writers who are completely unaware of what story beats they have locked themselves into, and fail to recognize the preamble of a dystopic genre despite having gobbled it up for years.
It's just a waiting room for demonic possession hosts.
It is the height of hypocrisy to bemoan that this site "conflates conflict and harm" when you were party to getting someone banned because they entered into conflict with you by telling you what you did.
I'd be more specific, but I don't want to get suspended for "harassment."
I'm reminded of what the Tao Te Ching says about change and the world "If you try to rule it, you will ruin it. Try to grasp it, and you will lose it."
"The great rulers are hardly known by their subjects.
The lesser are loved and praised.
The even lesser are feared.
The least are despised.
Those who show no trust will not be trusted.
Those who are quiet value the words.
When their task is completed, people will say:
We did it ourselves." TTT 17
The unexamined life is not a life worth living, and unfortunately a large number of people are showing how true that maxim is by the repercussions their lack of thought has on everybody else.
New #poem for my second volume.
#poetry #poem #originalpoem #PoetrySky
John I don't want to alarm you, but you're at the wrong end!
I am not surprised. David Mamet is a terrible playwright and his fifteen minutes of fame that rested solely on his 'naturalist' dialogue have been up for a long time. Thus, let's reach for the MAGA grift.
I would go so far as to say that his earlier writing was not that great, either, and merely coasted on its novelty. This one-trick-pony didn't learn any other tricks, and it eventually grew old.
Both him, and the trick.
This mesh singer at Club Nouveau in #SecondLife.
That facial expression.
50% existential dread.
50% anger.
100% relatable
Why must they use AI slop? One can easily grab royalty free photos of camera lenses and edit them on free programs like GIMP or paint.net.
I know you are probably tired of the Deadly Australian Animals tropes but... still. If something is that cute, there is a high chance it could end me (I know it can't, but the laws of narrative demand it)
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XXXII. Saving Grace
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Light the candles, make bright
all the rooms in the house-
incense wafting, the sight
of the sacredmost spouse
to the cause of your name
and the virtues of being
seen to play the right game
of the make-and-believing.
(click for full poem)
#poem #poetry #poetrySky
It's interesting I am hearing someone saying that we "need a greater focus socially on the right to be left alone" while, essentially, vague-posting and talking about people without naming them on their channel and radio shows for months.
You first, darling. Crybullies love to squeal at pushback.
A Mór-Ríoghain, Abú go brách,
I ngach gníomh, i ngach cath, i ngach caint.
Mo ghrá thú, Ban na nAigneacha Dorcha,
Cosain mé i bhfad ó bhréag is ó laige.
I want you to understand that when someone says "They don't have a problem with me, they just hate themselves," you are listening to an incredibly self-absorbed individual doing performative pop psychology with a toxic twist. The subtext? "Nobody could EVER have that big a problem with ME!"
One of those gives me strong LOOM vibes. These are beautiful.
Thanks to both of you! I went the extra mile and verified my account using my domain name. That's at least *one* avenue to take me down that's been cut off for now. But they will keep trying.
Will, thank you! I replied to your email- I apologize for the length!
Thank you hun!
Thank you my friend!
Thank you my friend, I am back- for now. Who knows how long before they find another way to try to shut me down.
Well, if @gailsimone.bsky.social just didn't completely call us out.
Nightcrawler's always my favorite- how can you not love a swashbuckling fuzzy Errol Flynn who can appreciate and weaponize camp?
"Alarmingly well" oh my god 😹
DAYUM has it been two years already???
HAPPY #NationalCatDay
As a Cheshire Cat who lives in a nation, somewhere, I had to do something, right?
I sung a song I've been waiting to do forever. Filmed in @secondlife.bsky.social at #FurryElysium
#SecondLife #Merryjest #MusicSky #FurryMusic #FurryMusicians
youtu.be/Qll_uq7T_Rg
This mic was $45 before Trump's tariffs hit.
I am reminded of something I heard once: Every piece of art starts off as ugly, and you just work hard at it until it's no longer ugly.
Yes, I know, I know. But hear me out- I think there's a very good for a tenor to sing O Mio Babbino Caro--
Because he damn well wants to.
Sung at the Varro Threatre in #SecondLife
#Opera #Tenor #MERRYJEST #FurryMusicians #FurrySingers
I need this game...
Only slightly less terrifying than Clown In a Candy Cornfield.
"I hate society,
I hate propriety-
Art is calling for me."
#opera #MERRYJEST #operetta #MusicSky #Classical #OperaSinger #FurryMusicians
youtu.be/Sgc58-65Xrs
We need Weatherwax energy more than anything else right now.
#GNUTerryPratchett
Oo. Will the updates be coming to the PC version too? I've been eyeing it.
Beautiful! Next paycheck time--- here it comes!
I am sure I will- I had a lot of fun breathing life back into Paradise, so I've been waiting for you guys' next game with anticipation.
You win the Dorothy Zbornak Zinger Of The Year award.
More than anything, right now America needs the lessons in The Neverending Story.
No, forget the movie. It's a gutted-out husk compared to the book.
READ THE BOOK. Then you'll understand.
So, I started working on something. Work in Progress #composer #Furrymusicians
youtu.be/hy2QH-_fq-Y
Is it bad that the first thing that came to my mind was
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Hooray for the exploding man!
You know, I feel that people have slept on one of the greatest science fiction dystopias ever, Tanith Lee's Biting the Sun.
I KNOW, and that drives me up the wall. She was magnificent, woefully under-appreciated.
Yes you do! I envy you, reading Tanith for the first time.
It is, but it's usually sold in a collected edition. A few years ago, an ebook version launched, too.
Wait until he finds out who was preserving Aristotle and making scientific leaps while the Europeans were drinking out of their enemies' skulls...
Trust me, buy this book and read it! You will not regret it.
www.amazon.com/Neverending-...
To whichever furry gave up their sketchbook and sold it without realizing they left this page in- I hope you didn't give up and are still drawing!
Karma/Raglan convinced me me to stop my planned Disney set for Wootstock on its tracks and make me veer into the Tenor National Anthem.
I'm a lyric tenor, I don't sing Calaf. But every tenor has this in his pocket for concert settings, so--- Nessun doooormaaaaa...
#Merryjest #FurryMusician #Opera
This is Bsky. Anything remotely like that gets you banned. My husband's acct got permanently banned for naming people who had abused him and what they did. They weaponized their discord and brigade-reported him. No appeal e-mail has ever been answered.
I got targeted as well, at one point suspended for "impersonating"- myself? Another friend who was speaking up also got suspended for the same, and supportive friends had their posts removed for "violations"-- what violations? Your guess is as good as mine.
Moderation here is a joke. All it takes is a large enough number of people brigade-reporting and Bsky will take your account down. If you look at their VERY nebulous TOS they're rolling out, notice they don't define what constitutes "harassment" at all? That's by design.
Victims naming their abusers with evidence is a bannable offense because "harassment", Jesse expressing the mildest discontent towards Rowling is a "threat". Bluesky pretends to be safe- but it's the social media of the brigade trolls. I can't speak up about my husband anymore, lest I be targeted.
It is clear they don't do research, they merely take the number of reports into consideration, and the extremely vague and undefined terms of the TOS, and pull the plug.
That's what I gathered. It looks like a furry doodled briefly on it and then sold it- I found it in the used books section at the bookstore.
Bluesky moderation has been weaponized for a long time to brigade-report ban. Moderation seems to be staffed by three potatoes and a hamster who go "# of reports = must ban" and no further investigation.
I mean, Korgsaard was right in this regard. The problem is that nobody told Matthew that he was also terrible at journalism.
The fact she has no literary comprehension kind of explains what her novels turned into once she got big enough to fire the editors who made the first three books tight, doesn't it?
She is basically the posterchild of "Someone had an okay idea, terrible execution, and a publisher saw dollar signs thinking they could shape a better author through heavy editing... and backfiring spectacularly."
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Alfredo Kraus, the true king of 20th century tenors- one of my most prized possessions. He was an elegant, magnificent singer and a courteous and generous, if reserved, human being.
#opera
I like how defined your shape language is! I struggle with that so much.
I remember seeing the archival recording of the ToH with Ruth Welting and Alfredo Kraus. What an amazing production that was.
The offending skeet was as as harsh as a whispered complaint. Bsky's moderation seems to rely entirely on number of reports with no investigation. So it's easy for brigades to take an account by sheer force of numbers.
Thank you, that is lovely! I appreciate it a lot!
I hope I get there, I still suffer from choice paralysis at every blank canvas and I've been doing it for a bit >_<
Not harmony, a polyphonic motet in 34 voices.
I went to a Russian conservatory in Latin America staffed entirely by teachers from the Moscow conservatory who escaped during the collapse. The stories were.... yeah.
I got to study with a pupil of Sviatoslav Richter, tho.
... who was later murdered.
Well. That turned more depressing.
Rose Nylund would be so proud tos we the chicken community represented in this way.
Rose Nylund would be so proud to see the chicken community represented in this way.
But let's be frank, the best ones do.
I originally conceived of this piece arounf the character of the Rusalka in Quest for Glory IV. I used the melody I had sketched for the Jabberwocky in 'Wonders', however, because the melody was suitably eerie.
But now i've finished the original concept.
#OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #composer
This aesthetic... is so up my alley!
Did someone say... disco? XD
That's my whole thing! See for yourself!
... wait
Wait
Wait.
Is the pianist the motherfucker suspected of murdering Reynaldo Cañizares in Ecuador????
I've been an #operafurry since the 2010s. At the time, the fandom wasn't receptive to it at all. I kept doing my thing. Fast forward 15 years and suddenly opera furs are cool.
Well, I'm here and always eager to collab!
We all have really bad art days. I know you regretted posting that but I wanted to tell you-- that fox looked good. Frustration can make us perceive things as being worse than they are, and it sucks donkey balls. You're right, though, don't make decisions when angry or agitated.
Who let Michael Bay speak up?
And let's not forget Sullivan's Travels!
I'd argue there's quite a few, just not as well-known.
Antonia's Line, for example, is a masterpiece in narrative quality.
Everything Everywhere All At Once - my god.
Arrival was a rare and intelligent spec sci-fi offering.
Many movies by Jean-Pierre Jeunet...
He's gone where the goblins go, below, below, below- yo ho!
youtu.be/j4KxMuu1NhY?...
Time to crank up the stereo!
youtu.be/j4KxMuu1NhY?...
I am extremely proud of the Avalon Suite, and very proud of its finale- both music and poem written by me.
Have a read/listen!
#FurryMusician #composer #OriginalMusic #MusicSky
I like it!
A forgotten and flawed gem. I wrote a retrospective about this game, and the stuff they had to cut out and retool because the publisher thought talking animals meant kids was infuriating.
We deserve the original version of this game, and its sequels.
Thank you, I love it!!!!
Sure! It's in my retro site: merryjest.neocities.org/writing/ite
It was originally published in GamingFurever. I also did a restrospective of Quest for Glory and interviewed Lori and Corey Cole about their spiritual sequel. I was working on an Ultima retrospective and a potential interview when I was told the site was moving away from retrospectives and-
-focusing more on streaming and game videos, and my retrospectives got taken offline.
I see the site is back, though, and doing reviews, but none of the old staff seem to be associated with it. I might reach out to them at some point.
That is a bummer! During the kickstarter for the Hero-U games, Lori read excerpts from a QFG novel, I helped with the video editing. My memory may be failing me but... I think that may have been Mishell's novel treatment?
If I recall correctly, this podcast is done by people from the classic gamers' guild, right??? Trying to roll a good roll for memory XD
Nice! I am definitely always up for QFG nostalgia bit. I helped Lori and Corey during the Kickstarter by running the social media campaign twitter trivia contests.
Cruel people have a tendency to go scorched earth when someone points out that they're cruel, thereby completely and totally proving they're NOT cruel. Makes sense.
Rowling has the gall to talk about trans women making a 'mockery of womanhood' with surgeries that turn 'femininity into a performance'
And.... JK, Darling. We've seen pictures of you before the plastic surgeries. You were very homely. And there's no problem with that. 1/2
But then you went and had surgery so you could look like a red-headed hyper-femininized Morticia Addams going through an Atkins Diet withdrawal and diamond cheekbones... and then you have the gall to say shit like that to demonize trans women? 2/2
I'm not sure about that- there are also some pretty damned reliable Penne All'Arrabiata recipes, too!
Shanda Fantasy Arts were foundational for many of the early generations of the furry fandom. This is such sad news.
These are the people Terry Pratchett ridiculed in a lot of his books, and many people thought they were exaggerations.
If anything, Terry was being restrained in some of his portrayals of these nimrods.
Sickle-Swift and silver slight
My smile dawns on all I see,
the fools will jest on this delight
and take uneven stock of me.
And see, you flee beyond the heath
from the bite that marked your sin-
You dare to wonder I have teeth?
I've been showing you my grin.
#FurryArt #Poem #Poetry #FurryAr
I mean, it's always in the last place you look, so maybe they're trying to get all of the other places out of the list first, right? Right?
HUMAN ARTISTS, use only one piece to convince people to follow you. #art #SkyArt
Thank you!
... stop calling me out like this >_>
That is quite true XD
Wonderful work, then! I am so looking forward to this game.
Ok, here's one funny thing about me: a 🧵
My fan-canon got made part of Ultima Online canon.
I used to be in an #UltimaOnline private shard called Ultima Legacy, where we ran a plot that took place in distant Sosaria, where I wrote the lore of one of the founding families of Trinsic. 1/6
I played Donna Elvira Ondariva, a paladin of Trinsic. Her ancestors, the Ondarivas, had a hand in the founding of Trinsic- after a civil war between two warring factions of the great house. The warlord Belo Ondariva was defeated by Sabella Ondariva. 2/6
The stones from Belo's keeps were used to create the distinctive flagstones of Trinsic. It was a fun story.
And then, some goof at #ElectronicArts must have googled 'Sosarian Timeline' and yoinked our shard timeline.
Next thing you know... Samurai Empires. Belo Ondariva appears! 3/6
Once the notice started making the rounds that Belo was a fan creation, OSI wrapped the Ondariva plot RATHER QUICKLY.
I stopped playing UO after @richardgarriott.bsky.social left Origin, so I was completely unaware of this until someone told me. 4/6
By the time I made it to the Stratics board, the dust had settled and Belo Ondariva had been hastily swept under the rug.
I had a big laugh, though, at the mess EA had made of the Ultima franchise, they didn't even know the IP history. I thought they couldn't do worse.
Then... Ultima Forever
5/6
So that is the story of how my fan-timeline became part of the official OSI timeline canon. It's too bad Electronic Arts stopped short of bringing Elvira and her sister Dessay in-world, though, because that would have been even more hilarious.
6/6
'tis a little human bean! Contragulations, and excellent choice in music.
There are magical things in the works. I finished composing the opening music and wanted to share it with you.
More updates as they happen for The Last Wish.
#Gamedev #Merryjest #furrygamedev
That would only tell me that you don't know how to write, especially with Patricia McKillip, Tanith Lee and Ursula K. LeGuin standing right there.
Starfox vibes with a healthy dose of SwatKats: The Radical Squadron. I'm in.
And then didn't move past it, by the inordinate amount of 40 year olds who refuse to move on from it.
That's the game- all about the pageantry of virtue and care, the accolades of championing the most photogenic cases while those who are inconvenient, who are truly distressed can be painted as unhinged and deranged when your special brand of 'care' does what it always does- burn through them. 1/5
Those who don't pass muster? The ones who are actually troubled and can't be helped by dimestore bromides hocked by QRM counselors with shortwave mottos? They get to be paraded and ridiculed for the benefit of your paying customers in a true theatre of cruelty. 2/5
When you are cruel towards the disturbed for the affrontery of being disturbed in a way that doesn't flatter your lighting, what then? When cruelty and lies push someone to harm themselves, will you wear red gloves to hide the stain? 3/5
It's all games and poses and pageantry for you. And those who have to pick up after the wreckage of your wake for years because you prefer playacting to growth, fantasy to the work? They must be dunked so you that you can walk on water while they sink. 4/5
The savior complex must be fed, because you believe that if you can't save others, you also lose yourself. But anyone with a clear eye can see that, indeed, it's not therapy- it's a sacrificial offering. And guilt is a rope that wears thin. 5/5
"One of her former clients previously told The Tribune and ProPublica that Hildebrandt had said she became a life coach as a way to get around the ethical rules therapists are required to follow."
Kevin Franke, the father of the children abused by Hildebrandt and his ex-wife, (said) “I’m particularly concerned with life coaches who effectively impersonate a therapist or present themselves as some cheaper alternative to a licensed mental health professional."
"Ethical guidelines and standards of practice are integral to responsible mental health advocacy and support. Licensed professionals adhere to ethical codes that prioritize client welfare, confidentiality, and informed consent. "
This is a very personal piece. In memory of my aunt Magdalena on the anniversary of her passing. Fuck cancer.
#MERRYJEST #Composer #FurryMusician #FurryMusicians #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic
Vis a vis yesterday's video, @vividfaegarden.com, and your comments in regards to that. I'm still on that list.
That list you and your girlfriend put me on, stalkers or unhinged or whatever, it changed names a few times.
Fill your bowl to the brim
and it will spill.
Keep sharpening your knife
and it will blunt.
Chase after money and security
and your heart will never unclench.
Care about people's approval
and you will be their prisoner.
Do your work, then step onwards.
The only path to serenity.
-TTC ch9.
I cackled so hard-
In her video today, Kerzner quips that she got screwed over the game.
How screwed are you when, time after time, your very public breaks always end with your only flaw being "too understanding" and the other people are the worst, unstable, manipulative, grifters, stalkers?
It's almost like design.
Not really asking anything, just kinda noticing that part about shifting perspective, if that makes sense.
I am Merryjest Starchild, cheshire #furry and not only am I an #artist and an opera singer, but I'm also a #composer.
Take a gander at some of my work here and hear some #originalMusic on #MusicSky:
www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...
#FurryMusician #FurryMusicians
Being a kid in the 90s who grew up reading The Cat Who mysteries means I was woefully misinformed about your average cat's willingness to help solve a local murder mystery.
That's a cool design!
I was asked to sing at a Bacchanalia event and became terribly aware that there are very few TONAL Pagan-adjacent classical vocal pieces appropriate for such events. There's a bunch of atonal gonzo stuff but, come on- pagans already suffer persecution, they don't need to endure Iannis Xenakis.
Don't worry, I can provide some
Lore for this after I'm done eating dinner, if you'd like ^^ I'm a nerd, so I like to show things to people, if they like nerdy info and whatnot.
I'd be delighted! This is what I do in my concerts in Second Life! I mean the bits between the singing. So I'll provide some details on the things I mentioned above! Coming up: 🧵
The Bacchanalia is the Pagan celebration of the Roman god Bacchus, the counterpart to the Greek Dyonisos, gods of revelry, one, ecstasy, etc.
I'm an opera singer, so I usually scour the classical music vocal repertoire for my selections. 1/
"Tonal" music is organized around a single, central note (the "key"), which provides a sense of "home" and direction. All of the mainstream pop music, and a good chunk of classical music up until the 20th century, so Mozart, Bach, Vivaldi, etc, were tonal. Example: youtu.be/u2qkw21z5Rg?...
Now, the MAJORITY of religious classical works are Christian. The Pagan revival wouldn't happen until the 19th century, most famous classical sacred works were written around the 18/19th century. The famous 'Hallelujah' choir, for example, is from Handel's "Messiah": youtu.be/weFJHtcxJt0?...
This means that any Pagan-themed religious classical works wouldn't have been written until after the 19th century, and would most likely be atonal and 'experimental.'. One example is Iannis Xenakis' "Oresteia" youtu.be/1S3E72lNlWU?...
Now, not all modern music is atonal, and lately there's been movements that mix experimental approaches with tonality that are much more emotionally resonant, like Thomas Koppel's work: youtu.be/SVB6zaYubSQ?...
But, by and large, it seems that any Pagan sacred works written by any modern classical composers have fallen in the 'weird harmony/melody' experimental school, so not something that would *stick*, like Norma's prayer to the moon goddess from this 19th century opera: youtu.be/yzirPbCvc0Q?...
Looks like Bsky ate this skeet: Atonal music lacks this tonal center, treating all pitches equally and often sounding dissonant or chaotic to ears accustomed to tonality. It's less approachable to newcomers. Also more intellectual than emotional. Ex: www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQmX...
I'm glad I could add some more interesting things to look for! Thank you for your background- yes, atonal simply means that there isn't a tonal center, not a total lack of defined tones. I blame Arnold Schoenberg for the clear as mud terminology ^^
Absolutely Nobody:
Mozart: "Oh, you like oxygen? HAH."
(Sung live at Elyisum in @secondlife.bsky.social )
#OperaFurry #Mozart #OperaSinger #Furry #FurryMusician #SecondLife
As a solo opera singer, choral works aren't exactly very useful to me, alas:
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The Dvorak is not tied to any pagan symbolism, alas, it's just a Rusalka singing to the moon, no gods involved, pagan or otherwise, alas.
I'm not gonna lie, I did do a Cheshire grin when my voice teacher, who sang Lucia to Alfredo Kraus' Edgardo and had an international career, said to me "I've only heard one person do that phrase in one breath- Alfredo."
Afn ganef brent dos hitl.
Like they say in Saint Olaf-
Lily spent her entire life spinning stories about other people, telling herself she was The Good One, that she was helping people and knew what was wrong with them, what they wanted, and how to fx them, in order to never deal with her own story.
But all stories want to be told.
#Discworld
My electronic pre-order of @rhi.bsky.social 's book arrived today and I just can't even.
The two letters that opened the book got me.
This is exactly the book I needed for what I'm about to deal with. I'm glad it's here.
Why is anyone taking health advice from a man who is just a meat suit that an entire ecosphere of bacteria is using to purchase cigarettes at this point?
His name was Mokk...
Techbros Don't Enshittify Your Services challenge level: Impossible.
Ugh.
So much of the early internet that helped creators establish themselves if just gone, and there doesn't seem to be alternatives- at least, that's what it seems like from this end.
I am very proud of the theme for The Last Wish, it's some of my best composition work to date. Just wait 'til you see the game concept screens it inspired. Will take a little while working on dealing with something far less pleasant.
#FurryMusician #composer #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #gamedev
When your take is so bad that it reads like it was written by a LLM.
So "The Gruesome Twosome" is back in play? I guess we're back to the Trump school of name-calling, hm? That's a choice.
If you use terms like that, does it really matter if you don't use any names?
The answer is "no."
Mhm, yet again.
Schoolyard shenanigans.
I love your art. I see some influence of Terrie Smith in it- I don't know if that's intentional or not, but that's always an A+ in my book.
The atonal school's precept of holding all tones as equal instead of specific centers felt as effective as considering all words in a sentence, or a language, as having equal functional weight. It's an interesting exercise, but it will never have actual emotional weight.
And I finished it.
And god, it hit me hard. It made me YEARN for a new Terry book, and a new book with the witches. The marginalia between Granny and Nanny felt so good and so familiar, but also new at the same time, like any good Discworld book.
@rhi.bsky.social and @gabriellekent.bsky.social have done such a wonderful work laying all of Terry's witchy world right there, in full richness. Them's wot know what witchcraft is all about. Tiffany's final words had me misting up.
Let's raise a drop to all those who guided us. #GNUTerryPratchett
And Paul Kidby's art is-
Well, do I need to say anything? He's sublime, as he always is. Absolutely perfect.
In other news, my new track, "Goodbye Magda', can now be purchased on my bandcamp!
#music #musicSky #composer #FurryMusician #Merryjest #piano
I mean, there IS precedent for a Great Mouse Detective, right? So you could have all sorts of great rodent detectives- the great rat detective, the great gerbil detective--
Okay, I'm not entirely sure about the gerbil...
Absolutely!
Yes. More actual inventors, fewer tech-bros. There is a very marked difference in the mentality between them.
Oh gods what did he do NOW?
The Voltron has assembled.
Just waiting for SANRIO to join the fray with HELL-O Kitty's iron paw in a velvet glove to deliver the laser beam attack.
Who all remembers when the Narada imprint was a New Age music imprint? You could find some very interesting artists through it.
As a Latin American viewer who grew up with 'Robotech', I am aaaalll too aware with the 'free adaptation' woes.
Oh wow XD
Nevertheless, I absolutely adore your art. It inspires me to someday be at least half as good as you.
You are in for a treat!
Wasn't it just beautiful?
It was wonderful!
My mom and her sister passed at the same time that Shepherd's Crown came out. We'd always read a new DW book together when one came out- mom identified with Magrat and my aunt with Nanny. That last paragraph... I *felt* it deep down.
New composition is up to celebrate the arrival of Autumn, feel free to share and repost!
#MERRYJEST #Composer #FurryMusician #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic
youtu.be/YwXriOgyVtc
Remember that the more someone lies, the harder and more spectacular the fall.
One of my favorite Yiddish sayings by a local friend of mine is 'Der emes shvimt aruf vi beyml afn vaser.'
Out friend Richard's cat Fosca is the cutest little void demon.
This book was a gift I needed at a time where a lot of bad things are about to happen, so I appreciate it greatly.
90% of the time, a tenor's mind is a this. I demonstrate.
#opera #OperaSinger #operafurry
That mind must exist in the perpetual transitionary space of Schrödinger's cat.
How DO we get one?? I've been trying to suss out how
Thank you!
I just scheduled one for us!
Poppy's ex-girlfriend claiming that if you don't have a family who hates you, then you're not queer, IS A FUCKING CHOICE.
My earlier observation that she essentially practices gatekeeping through competitive victimhood 100% spot on. That entire circle is rotten to the core, exes or not.
A reminder that Thank You For The Kind Words is a single, and you can get it at my Bandcamp store!
It's dedicated to all of the cruel people who try to disguise their cruelty behind a persona of kindness.
#MERRYJEST #OriginalTrack #MusicSky
Thank you ^^
We will see. I am about to face my version of the queen of the elves. It's going to be rough.
I always try to ask "What Would Granny Weatherwax Do?"
Doctors I trust more than RFK
My first thought was "He looks like he's working on his third novel and wants his editor to take a Xanax already."
How beautiful!!!
This is a gorgeous contre-jour!
#MERRYJEST#poem #poet #poetry #PoetrySky
Your shape language and lines are god-tier. This is what I wish I could achieve!
The reason you don't name names is because defamation is provable.
In February of this year it was my 19th anniversary of having joined the #UDIC Ultima Dragons. At the time, I sought to revisit and expand my theme-and-variations on "Stones" that I composed for the Dragons' 25th anniversary back in 2017. Here it is!
#MusicSky #MERRYJEST #composer #Ultima
What head is Lukas is using? I don't think I've seen that skunk head around!
The siloing of opinions ended up creating hothouses of extremism and left two generations completely unprepared to root out bad ideas. Shouting down nonsense doesn't extinguish it- and the fascists were all too eager to reassure the recipients as victims to ensure radicalization.
Can I play your game? I would love to try it. It's in this year's IFcomp entries, right?
Thank you! I'll play it this week!
Nosey little old spinsters have a higher accuracy rate in hunting down perpetrators than cops do.
You should be concerned only if you actually manage to succeed.
~At three, I had the feeling of
Ambivalence towards my brothers,
And so it follows naturally
I poisoned all my lovers.
But I am happy; now I've learned
The lesson this has taught;
That everything I do that's wrong -
Is someone else's fault.~
-Anna Russell, "Jolly Old Sigmund Freud"
Always the best option.
Dear god, are those fossils still going at it? I broke completely with Mike Baron, who is local to me, when his irrelevant ass jumped on that bandwagon to try to Frankenstein his career back to life.
I won't confess how many times a year I watch through the whole series, but let's just say that at this point Hulu gets concerned if it's not queued up.
Is Van Scumbag still jockeying for leadership?- he blocked me and my husband when we confronted him and then he complained to his Patreon that the 'mean furries' were making fun of him back on X, a long time ago.
Of course he is. If he applied energy to learning better, cleaner composition and several writing classes instead of this, he'd actually have no need of grift to bolster his career.
But then he wouldn't get to be nasty for money, which is what he truly wants.
Cats are greatly offended by this because they know we're not their equals.
Blame @richardgarriott.bsky.social for this piece. Learning to play it in the harpsichord/spinet in #Ultima 5 when I was a kid put the idea in my head that it'd be cool to hear the song on a harpsichord.
So here's my own spin on David Watson (Iolo) and Kathleen Jones (Gwenno)'s iconic tune.
Thank you! and UO-- Good memories!
EA plagiarized one of my fan-made stories and accidentally inserted it into Samurai Empires. You'll find the story funny:
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The Ultima games were absolutely foundational to my childhood gaming experince!
Ooh, where can I peek at the guide ? I've been looking into sculpting.
Perfect. thank you! I used to know all the names too, but since then a lot of them have been pushed out by having to remember music XD
Ben Shapiro is easy to differentiate- he is Lawrence Of The Labia, for wheresoever he goeth, the desert goeth with him.
Cuando te vienen con esas pendejadas tienes que hacer como decía mi mamá: decir "A la mierda los pastores, se acabó la Navidad" y los sacas a patadas de tu vida.
Refrán que muchos deberían aprender!
#poem #poetry #MERRYJEST
"Oh my gosh, they're so cranky that I've been telling lies about them for almost a year now" is definitely a take, isn't it?
Your colors!
Clara Ysé's voice sounds so much like Barbara (Monique Serf), it's like this dark, honeyed sound that pours over you. Her music is beautiful, too. Singer, composer and writer. New music follow!
The Governor of Utah, Spencer Cox, said, "For the last 33 hours, I had been praying that this person was from another country. That he was not one of us because we are not like that. But it was one of us."
Maybe his wife could draw him a map.
The map would probably lead outside of the bedroom and into the woods- but can you blame her?
It's with a heavy heart that I need to announce that my friend Crim Mip has passed away. Saturday's @secondlife.bsky.social concert at the Varro at 3pm is going to be dedicated to his memory. Please feel free to come by and share your stories. #SecondLife maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Q...
Well, now David Bowie's song has been answered.
I have yet to hear of anyone who received a reply from an appeal.
My account got mass-reported by abusers and I got suspended for "impersonating" myself. I didn't get my account back until I got people to make enough of a fuss at your team here. 1/2
My husband got banned for "harassment" when said abusers mass reported him for talking about what they did. No emails were ever answered and no evidence of what posts constituted "harassment" was produced. Zero transparency. 2/2
Stop attacking me ;_;
You do not have an appeal process, you have an empty altar with an absentee god.
In memory of my friend Crim Mip.
#Music #MusicSky #opera #operafurry #SecondLife
Thank you my friend.
I did, and thank you ^^
Thank you. Crim was a close friend for three years, it's so sad.
A baroque-style piece- only in the trappings. Structurally, it doesn't follow the form at all. The ripieno (Queen) keeps trying to bring structure back but the violin (Cat) soloist won't let it, until the concerto gives up.
#OriginalTrack #MusicSky #furrymusician
Jay, I'm waiting for an answer here, and you're doing a Fortinbras here going "And the rest is silence."
Richard Wagner was the J K Rowling of composers- a bigot, someone who thought way too highly of his own talents, and *desperately* could have used an editor.
She's radiant. My husband has struggled with clinical treatment-resistant depression all of his life. He finally decided to try ECT and it changed things drastically.
My mom is no longer with me- treasure every moment. I wish you both many good years in each other's company.
Purple and orange- I approve!
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Wow. He really did say that with his whole foot, didn't he?
The light, the colors, the brilliance, the shapes. It's so gorgeous.
I yearn to do this...
I played it through, and all the brownies are gone. Thank you, that was a very intense moment.
On Thursday, I lost a dear friend. I spent a rather sleepless night composing, and this took shape.
#MERRYJEST #Composer #MusicSky #operafurry #OriginalMusic
I have taken Asher's phone away.
This whole "permission structure" thing is such bullshit. The notion that people are "allowed" to do something if they basically externalize the internal epistemic process into a commodified bandwagon is absolutely ridiculous.
You can't groupthink ethics. Because then it is just peer pressure. And always ends up faltering in the end because outside of the smaller core of people who actually introspected, the rest will go with the current when the tides change.
Example: what's going on now.
I seldom do audiobooks, but I'll look it up for a travel day!
I recomposed the fifth movement of my organ suite to better suit the character of Morgan LeFay:
#MisicSky #MERRYJEST #FurryMusician #ClassicalFurry #OriginalTrack #Arthuriana #Arthurian
Se ve increible!
Oh this of beautiful!
Happy Birthday, Mama Cass. Your voice was the aural equivalent of a hug. You were gone way too soon.
What a radiant voice, and performer.
That CD was magical. Up there with Lorena's best work.
I've never found something comparable. Loreena basically travelogued and researched every album and included ethnic influences from the regions she traveled. It's what makes each album unique- she's a scholar-bard in her approach. Which influenced how I write music.
I'll look them up! When I was a teen I dreamed of being a composer in the style of Loreena, making each album a book of themes. I didn't really start composing again until a year ago, so now I'm determined to make that happen.
Hmmm, I'll have to listen to that again and pay close attention.
Hmmm... this gives me ideas.
There's a big project I've been working on that I'll announce soon. It's almost done- just a few things ha to put into place, but I'm extremely proud of it.
Just a few weeks!
I was banned from #furaffinity after 19 years because I wouldn't let someone eulogize Dragoneer in my journal post comments and pretend he didn't cover up for sex pests like Zaush or zoophiles like Growly. Someone reported it, I got a ban message saying I wasn't a "good fit for the community."
FurAffinity manages?
Omg is this on steam???
I guess that between protecting sex pests and zoophiles, Dragoneer managed to get something done every now and then.
There are some things that have been necessary to say for a while now.
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Well, now I know exactly who has been sending those anonymous 'stalker' messages.
That's all I ever really needed to see, can't imagine why it took twelve months.
Well, now I have a good idea of who has been sending those anonymous 'stalker' messages.
That's all I ever really needed to see. The more people can see it, the less power any of it would have, and the people who don't want this stuff can identify them.
Unless that's not the goal.
"It's me. I'm the cat " should be the new single released by Taylor Swift's cat.
Loved by its members who don't mind the head honcho covering up for sex pests and zoophiles, you mean. 😹
I guess that's worth turning a blind eye on sex pests.
So we're Tu Quoque-ing from actual sex pests and zoophiles to... an edgelord troll?
Who was spewing hate?
Hating on a dead man who protected sexual predators and dog fuckers and covered up for them.
So kindly go fornicate thyself with the false equivalences.
It looks like, once again, I must trot out my notice about being impersonated:
When the way is lost, virtue appears;
when virtue is lost, kindness appears;
when kindness is lost, justice appears.
When justice is lost, ritual appears.
Ritual marks the waning of belief and the onset of confusion.
-Tao Te Ching, 38
You will never see this #PixelArt game hit the stores, but the work I did on it speaks for itself- and I will defend its quality to hell and back.
There's nothing there that I can't do by myself.
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Dinosaur Dracula... wasn't that one of the sites owned by the person who owned X entertainment? Man, that site had one of the most hilarious movie recaps. Cartoon All Stars To The Rexcue and the Worst Witch's reviews were 🔥
Alas, gone now...
Beautiful!
Pray the compline and then spa time with the gals- 14th century nuns.
Some people just can't appreciate nice things, I guess.
That is true. The architecture of those buildings is always so stunning.
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Weni widi wikki!
Don't worry maestro Uematsu, that's going to be my goal!
Pratchett, McKillip and Ende are my go tos, and of course beloved Tanith- so underappreciated, who wrote one of the best science fiction dystopias...
Hello #MusicSky, I'm a composer (among other things) who delves into many genres. Here's an #OriginalTrack for you today!
XXXIII. The Tower
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Foundations built on sand,
swaying over sea and land
the creaking tower groans
on its rotting, wooden bones.
just a breath of air-
Tumbles down the whole affair.
#poem #poetry
They completely screwed it up. I can imagine Rhianna was furious.
... is that the Unseen University Librarian's skullcap?
I mean, Terry wouldn't have cared about the gender-bend characters, the Discworld is all about people who are different.
But the writing was atrocious, there was nothing essential to Discworld there. This show was run by inept edgelords who didn't know the material.
If you are a mental health worker who thinks you can actually see into people's minds and know everybody's motivations with absolute certainty, you might be on the wrong side of the equation.
My friend Cynthia owns a used bookstore and she had this out. She doesn't sell magazines but someone dropped this off and she didn't know what to do with it.
This was THE one issue of Disney Adventures I owned as a kid. By pure coincidence.
I own it now, of course!
I am addressing some false claims, and also shining a light on the YA 'queer-friendly' author who actively participates in Kiwifarms' harassment campaigns of queer and trans individuals.
#BookSky #YAbooks #LGBTQ
youtu.be/2JOP8VezbLQ
@willpollock.com @dogpatch.press You might be interested in the author (Chapter 7), but feel free to watch the whole thing, which gets absolutely outrageous at certain points.
Thank you my friend, I'm sorry for the hurt it caused
Thank goodness for neocities XD
This year I started on that: Merryjest.neocities.org
I never saw this show- but I was a kid in Latin America at the time and the only shows we got were Spanish dubs. Like the Golden Girls (Dorothy's spanish voice actress had a higher pitched voice, it did not prepare me).
I need to find this show.
Your wish is my command!
Yes, but are you the cut-throat businessman who comes to his little hometown and ends up getting heart-thawed by the local wholesome love interest, or are you the wholesome love interest doing the thawing?
Or the local college professor who thinks everybody needs to just take a breath already!
My husband grew up in a tiny itty bitty little Colorado mountain town and bizarrely enough he told me *HE* remembers this show when he was a kid (he's white). I pulled up the intro and I went "IS THAT VANESSA BELL ARMSTRONG?"
Now I NEED to find this show.
I can't decide who is worse- Mario, or Vanzzini who makes money out of #LGBTQ readers with his #YA novel while bullying them under his Kiwifarms/twitter identity. I hope #BookSky takes notice.
Liana Kerzner, once again, blurs all details and overlays a narrative that is inaccurate and self-serving.
1) Screenshot of her response to my video.
2) My response.
3) Proof of one of my claims.
I am making explicit demands now. I will not repeat myself.
Getting me to 'go away' and forget you is very easy:
Stop lying about us and apologize for your lies, and own up to your actions.
It really is the simplest thing in the world.
A ligner darf hobn a gutn zikorn.
Notice Liana saying we live in "a small apartment?"
Classism much? Not everybody can afford to live in a large house while having her community GoFund her the cost of a new laptop!
And a fancy celebrity lawyer.
The Middle Class Somewhat Affluent White Woman energy REALLY comes out, doesn't it? "They live in a" *clutches chest and whispers* "small! apartment!"
Like the members of her community live in mansions. Liana Kerzner isn't the quirky outsider. She's as normative as they come.
The last thing that is funny is that Liana Kerzner claims that Kiwifarms is 'a bunch of anons'- when, as my husband has observed, two are not anons anymore. In that video alone we have exposed two, with evidence.
You'd think she'd be glad for that.
I'll also point out that we would never have been able to expose the identities of two KFers if we weren't watching what was being said about us on those forums, and tracking accounts.
It's almost like she doesn't want people to do that.
A bit of additional information:
Liana Kerzner did not eject Heather4Ever from her server until around January 9th, 2024. Almost six months after Asher had given her due warning of Giancarlo Vanzzini's Kiwifarm activity.
"A Mór-ríoghain, bean na cath,
Bean na scátha, bean na fola,
Thig chugam ar na gaoithe dubha,
Mar chaora fiadhaich thar na gleannta."
#Composer #MERRYJEST #originalTrack #OriginalMusic
#MERRYJEST official reply to Liana Kerzner's false claims, yet again.
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Well, now I know what I'm getting this Friday!
Demonstrable violations of privacy, mischaracterization, divulging of deeply personal, private and in some cases medical information regarding traumatic events of ex-clients and friends to her Discord community by a Peer Counselor prioritizes kindness. #MERRYJEST
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Demonstrable violations of privacy, mischaracterization, divulging of deeply personal, private and in some cases medical #MentalHealth information regarding traumatic events of ex-clients and friends to her Discord community by a Peer Counselor. #EndTheStigma
In response to my documenting of her misdeeds and violations of privacy, Peer Counselor Liana Kerzner yet again avoids accountability for the actions I demonstrated, and instead displayed an ugliness that was astonishing- yet again reaching for private mental health details. #MentalHealth
Kerzner abused my confidentiality, my trust and my friendship, and has behaved in truly monstrous and horrible ways.
What will she do? Release the recordings of a vulnerable individual in dysphoria?
The mental health advocate who fights against stigma?
It's like my husband's favorite dish- eggs Benedict Arnold Palmer.
If.
So, the first big news is that I have composed a total of an hour and thirty minutes of music for an album, entirely original music.
So it's going to be a double album, "Of Small Wonders And Secret Sorrows" will be launching soon, the cover is being worked on! 1/2
If recording schedules work out, it'll also include a sample aria from a work-in-progress, the opera "Lola", based upon the life of Lola Montez.
A peek at a work in progress I'm composing. Step into the world of Lola Montez, the infamous 19th-century dancer, courtesan, and scandal-maker.
This is a demo I made while I wait for a soprano colleague to record the aria in her voice. #originalMusic #opera #operafurry #originalTrack
Did he mug Fran Drescher and walk away with her clothes?
By the fact that nobody answers moderation appeal emails, or any moderation emails at all, WE CAN TELL.
Trying to get a straight answer out of Jay is like trying to get ELIZA to be original- it's not likely going to happen.
Rest thee well, Hyacinth Buckett. May you always have access to that white slim-line telephone with last number redial in the afterlife.
Thank you!
This is exactly what happened to me and my husband. It's worse when they have a large audience and can reframe your story and can run noise even when you put evidence forward.
Yes!
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@jenthegreat79.bsky.social Asher figured it out: what you are doing, for what purpose, and that you are not who and what you claim to be, and who you are.
We collaborate with no one, much less you.
You can stop it, pack it up, and take it down now.
Or when it all pops, you'll look even worse.
A peek at the track list for my upcoming double album. And there's still one song that is missing from the line-up as it gets tweaked.
@willpollock.com It looks like Bluesky Moderation is at it again.
That statue is an excellent likeness, at least- way better than the 'Scary Lucy' statue Celoron unveiled in honor of Lucille Ball - or as I call it the, Vetagmeatavegemint Demon Statue.
Happy birthday my friend!
They did, probably after half the town had a heart attack.
Lucy's comedic timing was just pure vaudeville gold. So much of her comedy is a gold standard of that brand still.
Yep, the new one actually looks like her. Though it dropped the vitameatavegemint reference.
I never quite got that impression. After all, Granny let her fend on her own during the broom-fueling. The 'wet hen' aspect felt more like Granny's take on Magrat's propensity for being extremely sentimental- but she still knows Magrat will be a witch.
At this point I am surprised the kingdom of Lancre hasn't found a way to weaponize those as a defense against elven invasion.
The corniest of victories!
Babe don't look but new bops by Henry just dropped.
I love sharing the work of living composers with audiences who are new to classical music. This is a piece by living Spanish composers Víctor Carbajo.
#OperaFurry #MERRYJEST #ClassicalMusic #Opera #tenor #MusicSky #ClassicalMusicians
There's a #game coming out soon that has a good chunk of #music I composed for its #soundtrack. I'll showcase it soon- but it was a blast #composing it. One of the tracks is a good ol' Spaghetti Western-style background. And there's space music. And some Robin Hood-style shenanigans forest music.
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To the gonzo who's been sending me creepy emails on my performer page while impersonating other people:
Unlike some people, I do actually know how to incorporate IP tracking into my forms.
God, you're not even good at this. Use a spellchecker! 😹
Oh, I love this style!
One step closer...
#music #MusicSky #MERRYJEST
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Someone asked me some questions about the track names-
"Momo" refers to Michael Ende's book of the same name (subtitled "Momo and the thieves of time"), NOT the horror meme from a few years back, and "Lola" is an opera currently in the works by me.
Pink hair is the best hair!
I DID NOT KNOW A MOVIE ABOUT MICHAEL ENDE'S 'MOMO' WAS COMING OUT WHEN I COMPOSED MY PIECE FOR MY UPCOMING ALBUM.
I am over the moon- Momo has always been one of my favorite books!
I regret to inform you that apparently the "Momo" adaptation appears to be a bust. They added too many things in an attempt to make it topical.
Michael Ende can't catch a break.
Ooooo
Man, I love your style and your lineart work. Excellent shape language and dynamism. I feel like I learn something when I see a new piece by you.
Michael Ende wrote about people like this in the Neverending Story.
And let's not forget the people who practice mass gaslighting- co-opting someone's narrative by telling other people what a person really means and what their motivations actually are, so nobody believes the person but their "interpreter." Social Media makes that a weapon of choice for manipulators.
I got this IM in #SecondLife after this concert: "I saw Alfredo Kraus doing Pêcheurs at Chicago Lyric in 1979. The way you sang Nadir's aria today reminds me so much of him, bravo!"
That made my happy ^^
#OperaFurry #Opera #Bizet #Classical #Tenor
This is so cute!
Wonderful! I love the art!
I love it! You did an outstanding job, and excellent mastery of the other styles.
You're definitely artist goals! I hope someday I'll be half as good!
I went to a Jesuit highschool - I've totally seen it! Replacing those can be pretty expensive, the decent ones run at like 13K or something like that.
Oh yeah! My highschool was one those that aimed to be affordable, so tuition rates were super low, they had subsidized attendance for low-income children, and everything was kind of very old. No AC... in Ecuador. The monstrance and chalice were the most expensive things in that school, and *old*.
Yeah, the bringing of the Monstrance is level 10,000 of The Audacity, and definitely a Means Business move. I went to a Jesuit school, I'm a non-believer, but *massive* respect for this move.
You're doing an awesome job! Keep it up!
Nine To Five remake but Tasky is in it.
#Procreate 's new free brush updates is pretty amazing. I can't wait to start playing around with those new oil brushes...
Mr. Cuba is lowkey channeling every Celia Cruz backup dancer's outfit that ever existed and I am here for it.
Please consider donating to the "GoFundMe" for Rebecca Ann Heineman, who is fighting aggressive cancer, only partly covered by insurance.
Ms. Heineman worked on The Bard's Tale (1984), Borrowed Time (1986), Tass Times in Tonetown (1986), The Bard's Tale III (1988), and Dragon Wars (1990).
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What a lovely style this is!
I need to get this!!!!
I see that it's coming out in 2027, I'm going to set up a search alert to let me know when it launches. It'll be one of the jewels in my tarot deck collection.
New composition uploaded: The Rose (inspired by The Little Prince)
#OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryComposer #Composer #MusicSky
Thank you ! ^^ I'm glad you liked it!!
Betty Brooch- Betty Boop's fancy cousin.
The detailing is exquisite.
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Aaay de mi, llorona, llorooona,
hay muertos que no hacen ruido, llorona,
pero es mas grande su penaaaar...
I'm not gonna say I'm not tempted because damn, I totally am.
I mean, I grew up with stories of La Llorona from my grandmother. I'd totally get the doll if it weren't $110.
I realized that, for my first choral piece, I fell into the composer trope of setting an Emily Dickinson poem.
Fun fact: Dickinson is the poet whose poems have been set to music the most— ever.
GODDAMNIT-
Some fur I hadn't spoken to in 15 years decided to reach out to me again. And suddenly he decides to 'test' the waters with a transphobic video made by AI slop.
It was a very "The Lion, The Witch And The Audacity Of This Bitch" moment.
I'm sure he'll remember me for the next 15 years.
An updated rendition of my composition "The Missing All" with me filling in for the choir. Composed in @musescorestudio.bsky.social
Dedicated today to my mother, the day after the 9th anniversary of her death.
#MuseScore
#OriginalTrack #MusicSky #FurryMusician #Composer #MERRYJEST
It seems the refrain for today is going to be:
If you write a self-aggrandizing, self-congratulatory post centering your 'healing' and your 'moving on' while also casting your critics as 'haters' or similar terms, and Rachel Platten could be singing 'Fight Song' in the background?
Log off and go buy some groceries instead, for fuck's sake.
The spider wouldn't have drowned if it had a little floating door to cling to.
Unless another spider was already occupying said door--
I'm in a surrealist frame of mind, apparently.
... a surrealist door-frame of mind.
Okay, I'm done.
Consider purchasing this remake of a classic. The Avernum series is one of the staples of classic CRPgs. Spiderweb Software has been making these games for thirty years now.
This is absolutely stunning!
Through here?
I don't think you have your DMs enabled here on Bluesky.
I have turned their tech against them by having my books... on my phone. Physical books are lovely but when out and about, I hate bringing books with me because they can get damaged.
Wilson's translation of the Odyssey is very eye-opening vis-a-vis the sexism inserted by prior translators.
One of my favorite parts of the Odyssey is when Athena pulls the Ancient Greek version of "O Mio Babbino Caro."
@carpetsharkstudio.bsky.social
☝️ that's your brother pulling that crap after I froze him out for sharing transphobic shit with me and then refusing to even acknowledge what he did.
This got cleared up- it was the wrong Dook, I apologize!
Your work is perfect for the dusk-lit worlds of Lord Dunsany. I can't wait to see the results!
Thank you, this is awesome! ^^
The most insufferable kind of hypocrites are the ones who clearly bait and, when confronted about it, go "oh you must be so obsessed to think the was about you!"
The toolbox of narcissists and manipulators. Pay attention.
Another sign by which you can identify narcissists:
They know everybody's real reasons and motivations, they claim they can peek into the minds of others, but nobody can claim to know their motivations.
Narcissists only understand people and words as tools of social manipulation.
Dedicating a song... because I can actually write my own!
Big thanks to @musescore.bsky.social for the free instrument soundfonts that come with their professional-grade free software!
#MusicSky #Jazz #Noir #MERRYJEST #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryComposer #Composer
I love that genre too!
There's a podcast done in the style of old radio that you might enjoy, done by the Decoder Ring Theatre people- Black Jack Justice.
decoderringtheatre.com/shows/black-...
Just wait til you hear their other show- the adventures of the Red Panda!
Peernnyyyy!
Just carving pumpkins with your Class IV ectoplasmic manifestation in the background.
Pumpkin carving party: success!
He reminds me of Shameen in Quest For Glory!
10 games to know me. 🧵 1/3
#10gamestoknowme
10 games to know me. 🧵 2/3
#10gamestoknowme
10 games to know me. 🧵 3/3
#10gamestoknowme
I ran out of places, otherwise this would have been in it too: manofnottingham.itch.io/nocked-true-...
I love your style!
The best approximation I've found for simulating pianistic Anschlag in Musescore is to essentially micromanage dynamics down to the granular level for audio generation. This creates an engraving nightmare, but fortunately you can make certain dynamics invisible for publication.
#Composer
A peek behind my WIP composition process. This is a piece I am dedicating to two very dear people who shaped a great deal of my childhood— one of them is gone, but I am in constant communication with Martita.
#composer #Merryjest #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic $FurryMusician
Legend!
That's wonderful!
~I put a spell on youuuu...~
Oh no! That sucks! Have you put in a ticket with the bluesky team to see if they can fix it? Following you!
Thank you, it worked! I'm back!
I'm back. The suspension got reversed- they sure do keep trying, though.
I know that the em-dash is one of the superficial tell-tale signs of AI usage, but you also have to remember that people who've had to do Masters-level work had the goddamned ALT-0151 code ingrained into our very core for fear of being slapped by the Chicago Manual of Style. It just happens now.
"Yes, Dr. Christian, I'll remember next time, Dr. Christian. Yes, I will watch my indentation, Dr. Christian..."
*Rocks back and forth*
I love the composition, and how there is so much going on and yet it does not feel crowded or stifling at all!
My favorite professor during my Master's was Dr. Christian, for Research Methods. That class was awesome.
It was also frustrating because there were three students who objected to how many books we had to read for the course.
In GRADUATE school.
They got her fired because of it.
Yeah...
The three students were very much the Mean Girl type. They traveled in a pack of three, and had an enormous air of privilege and entitlement. And one got into a shouting match at our history course teacher because she kept insisting Verdi WAS Versimo. In the middle of class.
My best friend, Captain Coloratura, and I, just stared at her, jaws to the floor. A grown-ass mid-twenties woman throwing a tantrum over a credit... while being dead wrong about it.
And then she claimed afterwards the professor condescended to her because she was a woman.
No, you were a child.
To this day, "Verdi *IS* Verismo!" with a snarky tone is a go-to phrase for us for someone who is so dead wrong and saying it with their full chest.
By the way- the professor who allegedly condescended to her because she was a woman... was a gay man.
Looking forward to it!
I became aware of your studio because of Massive Galaxy- any news on whether development on that title will continue at some point?
Oooo!
When I was a little kid, I'd hang out at Inteldata- the computer game store, and stare at this box. I'll wanted to play this game for forever. When we finally got an Atari ST, I was finally able to play it. And a whole new world of storytelling games opened up to me.
I love the series!
Funny enough, I ended up befriending the creators in my adult years.
QFG would be Lori and Corey Cole. They created a spiritual successor to the games a little bit back called Hero-U, that you can get on Gog.com and Steam.
I actually have a little text cameo in the game, as a pun— which is very much in the vein of the games.
37. Your dagger was the test-
But crimson suits ~me~ best,
I'll take those horrid slashes
and multicolored sashes
will weave upon the wing,
embracing everything:
and all your petty wrongs
will be kindling to my songs
for my fire to renew—
There is room for you.
#Merryjest #poet #Poetry
The new game has turn-based combat and it's quite fun!
And Terry Pratchett! And Tanith Lee! And Patricia McKillip! There are infinitely better writers than Rowling. Rowling's work shows that for the first 3 books, she was constained by editors. Afterwards, no-one could hold her bad writing back.
And that's before you factor in the, you know, transphobia, racism, classism, anti-semitism, homophobia...
Is that all of them? I swear the woman appears to be a Bag of Holding of awful things.
The wording of the definition implies a normal fear of clowns...
Does anyone have a #VgenCode they can throw my way? I'm an #artist and #composer / #musician- you can see some of my art here.
And a sample of my compositions is here: youtu.be/n9Zy9Utd_1E?...
I will!
Finished! The final piece to be added to my upcoming album, "Of Small Wonders And Secret Sorrows," a piano piece dedicated to childhood memory and old friends.
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryComposer #Composer #Piano
Frank and Sadie!!!
Blessed Samhain!
Yeah, Colorado Springs is weird. If you're in downtown, you see the place turning into the Upside Down as soon as 6 o'clock comes around.
This is why you always have furries in the QA team. If they giggle at the design, go back to the drawing board.
The goodest boy.
Social media was a mistake, and I will be glad to see it burn down.
I have no idea who this person is but accusing me of using AI because I have a computer is kind of hilarious.
Girlfriend, I'd be more worried about whatever the fuck is happening to your feet in AI-generated pfp. It's giving "Ripley's clones begging for Nepenthe."
So it turns out that the music I've composed works best, conceptually, as three albums.
- Small Wonders and Secret Sorrows
- Floating Worlds ("Wonders" the musical and the Avalon suite for organ)
- A third album of my vocal compositions, name currently in the works.
I think that makes sense.
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Get Sanrio involved and it'll be Game Over for Sam.
Then you will become the New Lady Of The Books, and may preside over your shop with a resident bookstore cat who will judge the patrons quietly- but they'll still know they're being judged.
Last night I played my compositions for a live audience for the first time. A fellow classical musician said "Your work is just beautiful. So imaginative. Challenging, but still lyrical" and offered some help with the album release. The pieces were well-received by the audience, I'm happy about it.
Oh, excellent!
I love your style!
Thank you!
Mozart never goes out of style as a teller of cautionary tales.
I still remember that production of Don Giovanni where the Great Stage Director decided to *cut the finale out* and end with Giovanni's going to hell but no final ensemble.
We knew it was a mistake, and the audience agreed.
"Traditore! Tutto già si sa!
Trema, trema, o scellerato!
Saprà tosto il mondo intero
Il misfatto orrendo e nero
La tua fiera crudeltà!"
2026 is the year I get to sing Don Ottavio in my favorite opera! And this act finale is *chef kiss.*
#Mozart #DonGiovanni
A sneak peek at my work-in-progress setting of the poem "Jabberwocky" by Lewis Carroll. I aimed for the highest amount of atmosphere in the orchestration.
I'll post the finished version soon.
#MERRYJESD #Composer #MusicSky #ClassicalMusic #FurryMusic #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #Wonderland
Now I wonder how long the list would be about what people get wrong about my favorite IP- Changeling: The Dreaming.
... actually, that IP seems like it should be a LOT more relevant now, of all times.
It SO is.
Pookahs forever!
The Pookah and good for tea and tall tales, even if told quietly!
It's the story of Don Juan DeMarco, and what happens to him after a lifetime of abusing and lying.
@georgetakei.bsky.social that percentage means you are obligated to say it now...
I still miss Borders, goddamnit. Screw that guy.
Discworld, too!
Besides, Mistress Weatherwax wouldn't approve if I chose another universe.
They only see people as things to use, then discard. Afterwards, they're the perpetual victims looking for someone to bolster their cause... it's my musical tribute to that Noir genre staple, the femme fatale!
#MERRYJEST #composer #OriginalMusic #Jazz #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #FurryMusician
I had fun coming up with Mickey Spillane-esque Noir lines.
No, but that would probably have been his fursona! He was the king of pulp noir fiction. He created Mike Hammer, the Noir detective character!
Do not speak to me of impossible odds, child, for I beat Heroes of the Lance on the Atari 1040 ST with only Raistlin, Goldmoon and Riverwind surviving in my party.
It would be interesting to see- Spillane was definitely a character. His protagonist was a bit... intense.
"But I will do it with my brains intact." Isn't he 20 years too late for that?
I am saving up to buy it, it looks like so much fun! The first game's lack of third-person view disappointed me a bit with how much time I put into making my character.
I will! It may not be until December for a holiday self gift, but we'll see!
Then I will regale you with all the absurd adventures I'll get up to!
Four years ago I got to experience something I never thought I would ever see— an actual album release by #ABBA. Voyage is a mature gem and a crowning final entry in their catalog, and an album I love as much as my favorite one, The Visitors.
Square lost its soul a while ago. The company that made Final Fantasy VI and Chrono Trigger is unrecognizable now.
She tossed me in all of those, too.
I've never actually interacted with her prior to it. But I made fun of her sad sack AI generated pfp and that blasted her off like team rocket.
She seems like a joy.
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Lose the bitter and strange herb
In the corner, growing wild,
As that which poison harbors
No succor can provide
And better, stranger flowers thrive.
#poetry #poet #MERRYJEST #poem
Stopping point in Jabberwocky- measure 57, page 10. Now to work on other things today!
Damn, you move FAST! That's awesome!
All ready for the December concert with the symphony. Some Pecheurs de Perles, some Boheme, some Favorita, and of course, your standard holiday pieces.
#MERRYJEST #Opera #Bizet #Tenor #OperaSinger
Now I want Corey to play this game because I believe there is a nonzero chance he'll make the same joke.
Oh, this will come in handy!
Let us poison the little algorithms, shall we, my dears?
Why is the audio out of synch? Blueskyyyyy
I'm singing today!
From 2 years ago- the moodiest commission I've done so far. You don't want Nebula wishing you a happy birthday.
#MERRYJEST #GotG #Marvel #ArtSky #Art #FurryArt #FurryArtist
I don't know, the last time anyone tried it, it was Final Fantasy VIII, and it didn't go well for anyone...
Her reply was also written by AI. The rhetorical devices are absolutely tell-tale.
My first DnD adventure ended with my flailing mage discovering the existence of the Wand Of Squirrel Rain. That was a glorious moment.
@touji.bsky.social loved the work you did on Love Me, Maybe #1. Was there ever a second part published?
Cat burglar! That's a vote for me!
You can do this! You teach that novel who's boss!
The lines on this are so tight! Good job!
I'm so sorry for your loss, Sooj.
A friend of mine used to say "Hail to the new ancestor" in moments like these.
But were there any mysteries solved in the meantime?
I've finished setting one of my favorite poems to music- Alfred Noyes' "Sherwood." I had to pull a Beethoven-On-Schindler and truncated stanzas because otherwise it'd have been 20 minutes long. It is a gorgeous poem, though, read it!
#MERRYJEST #Composer #ClassicalMusic #ClassicalFurries
I also find it funny that Musescore 4 thinks that the G is the tenor's top registry. My dear, that's our bread and butter.
That's a beautifully detailed mask!
"In Sherwood" finished and recorded, now it's mastering time. the Jabberwocky is almost fully composed.
Then, it's album launching time once the cover is finished!
Album one of three, since I apparently composed that much music over the last year.
I just heard a YouTuber mispronounce "Tulpa" as "Talupa" and now I'm imagining a chalupa that comes into existence because you really want to believe it is real.
Es una pena tan grande. Le tengo mucho afecto a España.
As someone who had to learn English as a second language... dear goodness, it is. The only reason I managed to do it as a teenager and reach my level of proficiency is because I have a knack for languages.
But this was totally me at the start:
In 100% here for that rewriting of the play!
Lady Love Dies would not approve of AI, well done! I knew I liked y'all for a reason.
I knew the truth about it from the get go. It has always been a bubble- let's pop the little zit!
There is a place for althorithms, but this ain't it.
It really is rather awful these days. And no real viable alternates out there, are there?
Perhaps it is time...
This is also my favorite Star Trek novel by far. And it's absolutely bonkers and glorious.
Admittedly, I sometimes trip over fantasy names in English because my brain speaks three languages where MOST of the pronunciation rules make sense, and then there's English.
Is this a cultural thing? I've had some experiences with some public Canadians who treat public criticism of them as, basically, the worst possible thing and often rebrand it as harassment, when it wasn't.
Don't give up. I'll boost your link.
That tracks with my experience. I've observed instant weaponization of critics as "they're harassers/haters" and pivot to a victim narrative when all that was going on was people airing grievances- but pivoting to that is a good way to dismiss critics without addressing their critiques.
That tracks. I've also seen this behavior in people who have been in the media fields in Canada.
Hi, there!
My friend Mike gave me this!
Lady MomBeth.
I did some more research on that Poisonpill company that claimed to use adversarial noise to protect tracks against AI scraping. Don't use them- the team behind this website have listed all their projects, and one of them is an Al music generator.
I can't wait to read it!
And it doesn't even take place in Australia!
Compounding unwise decisions is not advisable, they have a tendency to stack and collapse on you.
No hay link? Quiero!!!
Gracias!
Oh thank goodness I'm not the only one-
RIP to Rebecca Heineman.
Lace the Kool-aid with laxative and then try to look innocent!
My husband of 20 years also has BPD. The level of stigma regarding it is absolutely gobsmacking- including stigma coming from pop psychologists and their adjacent unlicensed 'influencers.'
I am happy to announce the launching of my website as a #composer- glimmerpatch.com
It includes a preview of one of the three upcoming albums I've composed this year alone. Just one of many projects coming!
#MusicSky #FurryMusician #furrymusic #Merryjest #OriginalMusic #Furry
Babe don't look but two new Bach singles just dropped.
"Write for the market."
In some universe, somewhere, The Market is a shambling monstrosity of assimilated, disjointed parts that goes around demanding people feed it precisely what it wants, or it will eat them instead.
Be very careful with the lies you decide to tell. I have reached the point where I am no longer inclined to be benevolent.
This has the feel that I used to get as a kid playing Inherit The Earth. Brilliant work!
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Oh, it's one of the CLASSICS! I wrote a retrospective about it here: merryjest.neocities.org/writing/ite
XXXIX.
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Lose the bitter and strange herb
In the corner, growing wild,
As that which poison harbors
No succor can provide
And better, stranger flowers thrive
#poem #poetry #PoetrySky #MERRYJEST
If Lola Montez were an influencer today, you just know she'd be making YouTube Videos titled things like"Is Causing The Ruin Of Kingdoms All Bad?"
My husband showing off his programming skills!
Did the Warren Wilson peeps get into the trouble too? That's where I went to school!
Another Warren-Wilson grad? Nice!
I went to school at Warren-Wilson, and I visited CLT every chance I got every couple of weekends. I fucking loved that city, and I'm glad it's bringing it.
What gorgeous work, this is amazing!
He's a programmer!
Bandoneón or accordion?
Lovely instruments, both of them!
I miss Asheville, I haven't been there since I graduated. I loved signing at the Diana Wortham-
Goddamn, "Jabberwocky" is about to hit 26 pages. Mind you, this is a chamber orchestra score so a piano reduction would be about a third of that size. This isn't a piece you really could perform with piano reduction, though, just practice it. The orchestral color is too important for the mood.
I am also not embarrassed about having used an orgy of tritones to introduce the Jabberwock. That mofo needs to be scary.
... us bards being able to kill AI using sass and rhymes tracks SO HARD right now.
Yeah, I was thinking the same :(
Neuroimaging studies show that narcissists' brains show heightened activity in the brain's "social pain" network when excluded or criticized, a network also involved in the processing of physical pain. To cope, they may become aggressive, lash out, or invalidate the person criticizing them.
"Just paint your album cover like a Maxfield Parrish painting" said he, laughing at the danger.
@richardgarriott.bsky.social I'm reminded of that realization you had that led to the Eight Virtues.
My heart went out to them because of the special help that drawing that angle is.
Man, these guys are going to do so well when this bubble pops.
Oh, this is going to pop hard. And it will take a chunk of the economy when it pops. Bookmark this skeet and catch me later!
Yes but did you remember to prepare Fireball???
It's pretty embarrassing. It's Fremdschämen inducing.
This is totally Quartz 2.0.
They never learn.
Square Enix is even worse.
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Rehearsal yesterday. This shows how much of my mics for SL performances cut out a huge chunk of my vocal overtones, especially my high register.
"He's not very good" I think someone said a while back? 😼
#Opera #MERRYJEST #Boheme #Puccini
Now here is an interesting question: How would you go about recreating Maxfield Parrish's painting process digitally on, say, something like Procreate?
You have to appreciate the sheer chutzpah of these researchers whose first instinct in trying to break LLMs was "I am going to fucking chant a spell at it."
I want to live in the timeline where a gamedev made typo and we got the game "Fatal Furry" instead.
Last December I was Score Magazine's Musician of the month— and I'm not gonna lie, I love the cover!
Just showed my husband a video of Stefan Zucker and Rosina Wolf, and he said "I don't understand how things managed to get to that point" and I'm not going to lie, it's the correct response.
The Last Wish is one of the tracks in my upcoming debut album as a composer, "Small Wonders & Secret Sorrows." Keep an eye on glimmerpatch.com and subscribe for launch date announcements! #MERRYJEST #OriginalTrack #MusicSky #composer
Paws up: Who also thought of the same joke when Inherit The Earth made this very clear Mel Brooks reference?
Thank you!
A few years before Carol died— we had JUST met Carol Channing. She signed her CD and autobiography for us and we spent a little time chatting. She was absolutely delightful and everything you would have expected- witty and wild.
It's the only time we've actually been star-struck meeting someone.
Carol was a treasure, a unique performer and a wonderfully witty person. You also had to sit down with a cup of tea every time you asked her a question, because you may initiate the question, but she took the reins from there. As every interviewer found out.
One of our Carol treasures:
Doing some data clean-up, I unearthed Stephan Von Crof's article on Richard Bonynge and Joan Sutherland. What I read with skepticism fifteen years ago is now "Yep, this definitely seems extremely plausible."
Yet another reason to hate AI techbros. Add it to the pile.
You are totally safe! Not only that, even if she gets kidnapped too, the Cabot Cove Statistics force of narrative causality means that the kidnappers will probably get murdered. And then she'll solve the crime.
A worse crash than 2008 is looming. And largely because of the AI bubble.
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My friends Cran and Fiona need a miracle in this very dark time. I am hoping our fae brigade can help them- please, if you can help!
Watching Enya as a very obviously uncomfortable teenager performing in public is interesting. This is the woman who'd become Ireland's #1 solo artist with 4 grammies under her belt and who created a whole new soundscape in electronic music. So take a lesson from that.
If you do a grisaille in blue, shouldn't it be a bleusaille?
Or if there are no nearby bands she could have just learned to compose, written her own arrangements on Musescore, and then recorded herself with that backing track. That's what I did for my upcoming album.
I've no sympathy for them whatsoever.
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Many of the images are 3d generated without AI, according to the stock footage service I use. But if I find any of them do use AI, I will replace those particular ones faster than CBS dropped Jimmy the Greek.
Another HUGE influence on me as a composer was Loreena Mckennitt, who is still composing, playing, and singing, and sounding pretty much exactly the same at age 68. Go Loreena!
It is not winter until I hear Loreena's voice wafting through the halls. It is always a blessing to hear her music.
The song from Mannequin just started playing and all I can think of is @pftompkins.bsky.social going "remember the time I stood like THIS?"
This year has been hell. Nevertheless we must persist.
Who is the philistine ragging on Jim? For shame!
Tulip mania is strong these days.
Every artist out there at one point or another:
Happy thanksgiving!
The official track listing for the album. Listening to it on repeat while I work on the cover. So far nothing has made me stop and go "Augh, no, that can't be released!" — so, so far, so good, right?
#Composer #MERRYJEST #FurryMusician #OriginalMusic #MusicSky
Even Nana Mouskouri's???
Friendsgiving.... so... much... food left over...
The version I recall is slow ... but not chill. She sings it with a frailty and the orchestra slowly starts building up chaos and disturbance, and then at the very end it's all very brittle and eerie:
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The name you wish to be given
Is the one you will never have
from my lips, and for it you've riven
my tale in search of signs and glyphs
to claim I say otherwise--
because meaning is only a weapon
to the smallest in stature and size,
and injury is currency.
-Merryjest
#PoetrySky #Poem #Poet
The Hello Dolly production with Midler made the same mistake as the Streisand movie- why the hell do you slow down the finale of Sunday Clothes? The sheer level of energy that Carol Channing and Pearl Bailey gave- there's the top Dollies.
Well, it's happened, Mariah has thawed, #MusicSky
If you want to look at musical gifts and are looking for holiday music that isn't sappy or schmaltzy, remember that I have a holiday album: Wintertide!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/winter...
The perfect purchase does not exis--
Yes, unfortunately the Streisand version is quite bad. Once you see Carol Channing in the role, it's easy to see how awful and boring Streisand was.
.... the fu- is wrong with people.
Wait until someone tells the video maker about Leontyne Price, Angel Blue, Jessie Norman, George Shirley, Mattiwilda Dobbs... ... ...
Reading in the car. Duke William's men: Undercut pioneers apparently.
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My friend Leadro completely understands me as a composer.
Something is coming!
Stay tunes for announcements, or join my mailing list at glimmerpatch.com
#MusicSky #MERRYJEST #FurryMusician #FurryMusicians #Composer
I peeked at Annie's profile on threads and she is absolutely insufferable. Equal parts victim complex, gatekeeper and crybully. People like Annie seem to come to the fore more often in the wild. I can certainly think of a few who follow this doubling-down pattern.
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I am heartbroken to find out some of the stuff she'd been saying. I had no idea. That someone could fall so far into THAT...
"Be... sure... to... drink... your... heeeey wait a minute-"
You know it's Winter in Colorado when you see your neighbor go out wearing a winter jacket... and shorts in 30 degree weather.
I still remember Gopher fer cryin' out loud
Admittedly, I was 12 using Gopher in the late 90s, but my point stands!
You know what they say: Don't judge a haystack by its needles!
We all know that Titus Andronicus was Shakespeare trying to do Stephen King before Stephen King was born.
"What if I bake him into a pie? That'll totally mess 'em up!"
"Will, stop!"
And here I thought The True Love was the most annoying prat ever. I have radically changed my mind upon discovering that they were shoring up their True Love with their own army of hyper-intelligent Ravens.
Stop threatening me with a good time. I can't wait for this to hit the shelves!
I'm not only a #furry #composer and #musician, but I'm also a #FurryArtist, too! Here's my latest digital painting- which wasmade for a very specific project... you'll get to know all about it soon enough!
In the long term AI won't be a direct threat to your job- but an indirect one by tanking the economy, because it doesn't (and won't) do what the whackjob techbros say it does, and they've sunk way too much capital in this tulip craze.
We would like to inform you that your booth is haunted.
It is!
Looking for some #holiday #music that's not your standard hokey stuff? Take a look at my album, Wintertide! merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/winter... and use the code merrycheshiremass for a 20% discount on your purchase, valid until December 12, 2025! 1/2
And, if you want to have the physical album in your hot little hands/paws/tentacles/other appendages, you can buy the physical edition HERE: kunaki.com/sales.asp?PI...
Happy holidays!
#Opera #ClassicalMusic #Holiday #Christmas #MusicSky
@ironspike.bsky.social I adore Tanith Lee! Her Biting The Sun is perhaps the best dystopia in science fiction, and people sleep so hard on it.
I had no idea Neil Gaimam is credibly accused of cribbing from the wonderful Tanith Lee.
Which is just the cherry on top of the chalupa of cockbuttery that makes up Neil Gaiman.
The ATV one is adorable!
Every used book sold comes with its own quiet heartbreak. Did they ever get to see the play? We'll never know.
In a way, this feels like Trudy jumped into a glimpse of yet another life, right, @lilytomlin.bsky.social?
The play gave me goosebumps.
Did some #opera outreach last night. In this aria from #Boheme, Rudolfo bears his heart and his love for Mimi.
Whom he's only known FOR THREE MINUTES.
But who cares when he sings something like this?
#MERRYJEST #tenor #FurryMusician #Puccini
BLUESKY, why is the audio and video going out of sync? the video file doesn't do this O_O
Oh, it only does it if you scrub it. Nevermind. It's only partially fucked up.
Nadir in #Bizet 's Pearlfishers #opera is one of my favorite roles. This aria is a lot harder than people realize. I love singing it, and the optional high C is not optional if you are a tenor.
#MERRYJEST #FurryMusician
Sometimes people make bad decisions for understandable reasons, and sometimes someone decides to record Bizet's "Pearlfishers" casting Alfredo Kraus and Giuseppe Taddei as Nadir and Zurga, and yet inexplicably do the Italian libretto and use the abridged version of the famous duet.
Apple Music is suggesting this playlist for me. I'm not entirely sure what that deer is on, but I need it.
Aw damn, you mean I missed the Big Account Election season? I had a slogan, a costume and a musical number all planned out 😿
HUMAN ARTISTS, use only one piece to convince people to follow you.
#artshare
I will be very disappointed if there isn't a reference to Socrates anywhere in the code notes.
Ok. I've lived through a new ABBA album release. But 'A new JEM single using the original singer dropping in 2025' wasn't in my cards.
Found some of my notes from when I was a psych major at university, before my career switch to opera. Some notes on Vaknin and Buss on narcissistic relationships. 1/3
Narcissists often view relationships through a lens of social dynamics, seeing them as transactional arenas to gain status, seeing people as tools to boost their self-image. 2/3
Which is why they perform character assassination on people who cross the line with them: they are punishing a tool for going against their intended purpose. The tool needs to learn its place. 3/3
It's peak absurdism and I am here for it, definitely. If Ionescu had written TikTok videos, this would have been one of them.
That's a wonderful design!
Crecí en Latinoamérica y joder, que siento esto hasta en la entraña. Si no vuelvo a escuchar "gooooooooooooool" por el resto de mi vida, será aún poco tiempo comparado con lo que aguanté.
My second album will contain the Avalon suite for organ, which contains this invocation to the Morrigan.
The Morrigan is my favorite goddess!
Stay tuned for my second album, Floating Worlds, releasing in May 2026
#MusicSky #OriginalMusic #MERRYJEST
This looks amazing!
Quiero irme a esa playa en este momento, que estoy en frío bajo cero, carajo XD
Your mastery of conveying atmosphere with negative space is amazing. It's a shining example of Ma, properly applied.
A reminder to keep an eye on my website for updates on my upcoming music:
#Composer #FurryMusician #MErryjest
Diaphanous and vibrant. Those gorgeous colors.
It's on brand for him to go for the homeopathic counting.
I bought the game, I had to with that art!
That series will punch you in the gut with the last episode. Holy hell.
Loved it.
Oh, Old Skies is already in my to-get list for Christmas. As general practice, I never miss a Wadjet Eye release.
Composition on the title track for album #2 has started. The music for that album is 98% done- I'm going to re-compose 'Guinereve' after this and I'll be satisfied!
#MERRYJEST #Composer #FurryMusician #MusicSky
I adored Unavowed. I need more games with Mandana in them!
Oh these are wonderful! I'm going to get myself the first one for the holidays!
The spirit and feel of your art is everything I aspire to create. I adore it.
I want someone to make a dish called Banana Florence Foster Jenkins- they're wrong but somehow irresistible and you feel happy after eating them although everything about them was off.
The only reason I still stick to social media is to see things like the ones you post, and share mine. It's the shining light.
Turn your AI bullshit off, you slaghooples.
I love the look and the style, Lukiro!
I wish I could find a school that taught the martial art near me.
"Die Unendlische Geshichte: Michael Ende's refutation to Schopenhauer's Endless Desire principle," a graduate thesis I probably wrote in a parallel universe.
Bob Iger is an imbecile, and this will be extremely destructive to Disney in the long term. Inkwell has it right — at this point, any artist who can afford to say no to Disney, should.
Si necesitas ayuda, soy de Ecuador y el Español es mi primer idioma.
This was the second best miniseries Hallmark ever made after Merlin (the first Merlin, the second one sucked)- prove me wrong
A valid theory 😸 I'm glad Pinterest added a filter to blot out AI slop. It would be better if they banned and suspended accounts that uploaded it, but I'll take a minor win.
Bards just have that magnetism!
Lutes help, too.
That, my good sir, is flyting, and I 100% approve of it!
Yes, the Sam Neill Merlin was wonderful! Miranda Richardson doing super heavy lifting as Mab and the Lady Of The Lake, too!
Also I want a series of novels exploring the other 9 kingdoms already. So much wasted potential.
New composition dropped for my NEXT album— they one coming out in May, not January. Enjoy!
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #Choral #FurryMusician #NeverendingStory #MichaelEnde
That whisper she was able to produce was perfect.
Yours and mine. But who knows, ABBA released an album after 40 years. We just got a sequel to Beetlejuice that was good.
Who knows what might happen.
Thank you ^^
I'm still happy that I was able to snatch a commission from Nikolas Draper-Ivey, one of the best artists you're ever going to find, before he started working with Marvel and other houses. He drew my boy Vorpal for me:
I'm honestly convinced that if she had a choice, she would have still chosen to go right before hitting 100 because Betty White had impeccable comedic timing.
I'm gonna go back to Wrath Of The Righteous and play a Kitsune Azata storming the castle with all the art kids and driving the demon lady up the wall. "I tried to undermine your army's discipline BUT IT DOESNT HAVE ANY!"
The cover for my upcoming album. I sought to paint a tribute to Maxfield Parrish, one of my favorite artists and a lifelong inspiration.
It is beautiful, though.
And Terry Pratchett
The two big Maxfield Parrish inspirations for the cover were 'Reveries' and 'The Man In The Moon.'
And the first question that comes up to mind is- how many people has this happened to, and they didn't have a prominent profile to rally the troops? How many people got their accounts nuked by Apple, their money thrown away, and them not caring one bit?
You may unearth something here.
Back in 2017 I got crazy lucky and got to see #LadyGaga 's "Joanne" tour while being this close. Watching her performing was fascinating— and her breath support is spot on. She sang live for the majority of the performance, and it was one of the best live performances I've attended.
Awesome compositon for the photo- and that tree shape is gorgeous. I'd forgotten how swishy Junipers can get.
The spirit of that tree
This movie is so full of everything that is good. I would go so far as to say that this is the best movie anyone could watch on the holidays.
Mis condolencias. Soy de Ecuador y vivo en los Estados Unidos, así que te imaginas cómo me siento...
No idea why my brain thought "I'm going to need you to set music to Robert Frost's Acquainted With The NigHT NOW" at 12 am was a good idea but it's 2 am and I've got 3 pages and my third album apparently is going to have one more song.
*taps the sign that reads [ #Composer At Work]*
Ni sabía que existía esto! Tengo que solucionarlo!
Hey, I love ABBA, I get it!
I want my Training To Be A Witch Discworld game goddamnit. Let me be terrorized by Granny Weatherwax's disapproval.
I've had issues with all of the usages of that word in social media parlance. It is the commodification of creativity. I heard a mediocre tuber say she "consumes content by Terry Pratchett" —and boy if that's not a way to out yourself as not getting Terry at all. He'd have found it revolting.
I like your style. We both have an affinity for outing grifters.
Looks like her account is suspended now.
They did it. They finally did it!
I saw this #anime as a kid growing up in Latin America and it haunted me for years. It was the first Matsumoto series I saw, and it remains my favorite. #Harlock and #GalaxyExpress got re-issues and re-imaginings but this one didn't...
Until now, it seems. #XmasList
She also referred to Noel Coward's plays as 'content,' too.
I could hear Noel's corpse rattling in his coffin, and that is one way to ensure that you will be haunted by a not-very-blithe spirit.
What I picture in my mind when someone says they 'consumed content' talking about reading books.
What I picture in my mind when someone says they 'consumed content' when talking about reading books.
Family Matters makes sense as a show if you reframe it as an ordinary family being constantly terrorized by an extra-dimensional demon from toontown.
Judy going up to her room and never being seen again? She was the first victim of The Urlkoning.
A reminder that you can pre-order my upcoming album at Bandcamp- both digital and physical!
If you purchase the physical version, you get the digital for free!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #Composer #FurryMusician
Waterfox is good, I hear, but it can be a pain to configure.
Time to switch to Waterfox.
Pretty much. Larian is dead to me henceforth, and there's nothing but complete disavowal of AI from them that will get me to buy their games again.
His entire post was written by AI, so the absolute irony of complaining that the kids are undermining the world built on words is just...
Aw, this is adorable!
I love the game, but maaan the RNG hates me! XD
I composed a lot of pieces, this was one of them!
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Thank you!
You've got this. The polishing is the hardest part of creation.
I love seeing your art on my feed, it's always such a flash of life and color!
@silverspookguy.bsky.social omg you created NeoFeud! I love your work!
I love good fruitcake, I need to find a way to make some diabetic friendly ones that taste good.
Stop tempting me!
When you let a mere tool do the thinking and 'creating' for you, you become the greatest tool of them all.
Actual worthwhile usage of algorithms. This is what we should be using these things for instead of trying to supplant creative people with things that can't create, only regurgitate.
I still treasure that commish I got from you way back in the day ^^ your art never fails to make me pay attention.
I don't understand how you can love Tolkien and still name your company "Palantir." That's, like, 100% not understanding the assignment.
... oh shit, he is one of the psychos who worships The Last Ring-Bearer? Ok, that tracks.
Of course, it had to be Russian.
Highly recommended. Play them or Lady Love Dies will be disappointed in you.
So basically a highly-empowered, intellectually-impaired colleague that can be abused to great potential damage by cunning human operators. People may laugh this off but this shows this technology is catastrophic. "AI" is nowhere near deployment-ready, and never with these models.
If I were to create something called "The Torment Nexus", it'd be a spherical room that rotated, wallpapered with M.C. Escher patterns, and which piped Nickelback 24/7 from omnipresent speakers, not a global doomsday machine. But alas.
But Wadjet Eye Games. They will make you cry and you will be incredibly happy that they did.
Me at the end of Epiphany.
Now you describe her, describing you... and we just need a few more links to form a recursive chain-
As someone who lost his mother in 2016, Jet, it's perfectly ok to grieve. Grief does not come with an expiration date.
Watching GenAI fail catastrophically at replicating my style because I eschew functional harmony while still staying within the tonal sphere without devolving into atonality warms the cockles of my heart.
So it basically took a look at my style, sampled about 50 of my compositions, and then decided that the only thing it could do was... write a safe piece with no harmonic shifts and just one phrase repeated over and curled up in the corner chanting "can't sleep Cheshire will get me."
So there you go, chat. The best way for us to fully and truly break the machines is *adversarial weirdness*.
Gods I love the feel of your line-work
I love your style!
Written and *delivered*. Those four served so hard.
The door to the realm of Fantastica is just beyond the page of your nearest book.
Go ahead and read. The Childlike Empress is waiting for you to give her a new name.
#MERRYJEST #NeverendingStory #OriginalMusic #MusicSky
Oh, this book. This book.
This one is special. Even special by Pratchett standards.
Tiffany Aching and Granny Weatherwax are the role models children need, not pissant Potter.
Unquestionably so. Discworld is true magic, Potter is cheap tricks barely held together with paste.
... the implication that if they can't talk about the shoes they're wearing, they've got nothing to talk about...
If you line that friend group up and blow into their ears I bet you could make a human panpipe.
Looks like Wrath of the Righteous was the last game of theirs I'll ever buy!
That's the winner RIGHT THERE.
And Pratchett's stories ring so hollow because the world is not a disc!
I love these guys!
You realized that maybe she was born with it, maybe it was Maybelline.
Already bought! I hope we get more cases down the line!
I did enjoy! I bought it when it first came out!
Hanukkah dinner with friends tonight — as the resident goyim we're bringing... the food of my people (tm)! Pan de yuca! Dough is ready!
Le womp womp
Wait til they find out who yaoi is aimed at...
Wait Tate as well????
I hadn't been paying attention to some of the artists I followed— just found out about the whole RossDraws scandal and holy hell. Artists using AI is just... ugh.
There is no AI in my art, and no AI in my music. I compose old-school like I learned at the conservatory- writing on the score.
I figured my 'About' bio page at glimmerpatch.com didn't have enough of my art, so added some!
Dealing with loved ones' major physical health issues during the holidays is truly heartbreaking.
Aw, I'm gonna be at work :(
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Yes, keep that motherfucker in check as long as possible!
Merry belated Christmas !
Let's ruin an opera by changing one letter in the title. I'll start.
Mozart's Magic Glute.
Welcome to my stomping grounds. It's unseasonably warm this year. Right now we should be in the 20s and this does not bode well for fire season.
I hope Colorado treats you well, master storyteller!
Isn't it? I am not a huge fan of snow, but we need it else the state barbecue us come the summer.
Just a doodle. GLAZE applied.
#FurryArt #Art #CheshireCat #MERRYJEST
That's a good one. Hmmm, in English... the Carriage of Fígaro. An opera about donkey-draw drag races.
Verdi's Gigoletto, about the tiniest Gigolo in Mantua.
Wooo! The early proof for my CD arrived! Which is thrilling but I also saw the printing issues that need to be fixed before launch.
Piano piece finished. Now Floating Worlds has 15 minutes of extra music counting the Childlike Empress piece. So that's clocking at 1 hour and 16 minutes for CD #2 out in May. That means I can't compose any more pieces for it or Elden I'll go over time.
Humitas, or tamales?
Tuxie!
That's how people engineer getting people banned on Bsky. There is a certain YouTuber whose second-in-command organizes report mobs on their Discord server of anyone openly calling them out to get them banned or suspended because of how fucked Bsky moderation is.
They got me suspended one accusing me of impersonating myself. The second time around they tried, but I had migrated to BlackSky and I explained to their moderation what was going on and they reversed it within hours, not days like Bsky.
The energy and loose grace of your line work are GOALS.
Unfortunately, my husband got permanently banned by them before migration was an option.
I can spot posts written by AI in an instant. This was 100% AI-written.
Also this commodifying of art as "how can my song be USABLE" is... fuck that shit. The public is not a "product."
Tellingly, the non-musician telling musicians how to make music needed AI to write a post about communication.
Too late, alas, Firefox— I have moved on to Vivaldi, and I ain't coming back.
Singing in @secondlife.bsky.social for Chloe and HSG's birthday. A little bit of #Puccini #Opera from #MERRYJEST the Cheshire cat!
#SecondLife #FurryMusician #OperaSinger #ClassicalMusic
All hail the new bard. Even if she doesn't do it professionally, she's got it in her and it will be an enormous asset for her.
She will know more than she knows she knows for a while. And then, she'll know she knows!
My husband out-Tingled chuck Tingle. He's whipped up a social commentary/satire that reads like Chuck Tingle and Salinger decided to try their hand at a sex farce by Ionescu, spotlighting the bankrupted zeitgeist of a certain kind of national identity.
TFW the piece you've been trying to bring out finally tells you what it's about and you can finally go to bed, knowing that in the morning you'll know where to lead it the rest of the way now that you know where it wants to go.
She's failed as a science fiction writer in her slavering and mindless utilitarianism. Congratulation to her- she and those who support these weak arguments have written themselves into the group of people that were part of the problem of every science fiction dystopia. 1/3
Perhaps what gets my goat the most is the "UwU i am small bean and being vulnewable! Don't be mean!" bullshit. You can predict what her response to the backlash is going to be, talking about 'abuse' and reframing the conversation as a poor defenseless writing creature being beset by angry hordes.2/3
... instead of this being about an author who just advocated feeding the profession to the wolves. 3/3
If you start talking about yourself as a 'content creator', close down all your accounts and leave the internet for three months, because the streamer rot is settling in your brain. If you continue down this path before cleansing, you'll be lost to all sensible reality.
Doing the car test listen for my CD proof. Noticed one or two things that need adjustment, but they're easy fixes. Everything will be ready to launch on time!
Don't let AI write anything. Generative AI is a waste of time.
Specialized algorithms trained in pattern recognition for research? Perfect!
Statistical models that churn out lowest-common denominator slop based on stolen work? Fuck that shit.
I had never heard of her, I searched for her writing, and I am still none the wiser. Amazing how it always seems to be people with very little work to show champion these things.
Perfect Christmas Present!
I don't think a lot of people realize that when they dismiss someone's experiences or interests they're doing so from the point of view of what they deem valuable, and never bothering to ask the other person why they find something valuable or important- but outright dismiss it.
A lot of people don't know how to communicate, or even be curious about the motives and thoughts of others- they seem to invent them for themselves and seem to think they know what is the real reason why someone feels, does or believes something.
"With seething contempt, I disagree" has to be the best valediction in any public post denouncing AI slop- courtesy of @aprildaniels.bsky.social. I read that post and went—
The AI trying desperately to force a cat on Chuck Wendig is one of the bizarre takeaways I was not expecting from that awesome open letter.
Alas, poor Boomba.
@chuckwendig.bsky.social Yours is a wonderfully-worded letter, and a much-needed response from a well-known writer. I applaud you.
But, Chuck, we do need to have a conversation about the number of cats you seem to have gone through over the years.
My husband and I wear a mask to most places still, and if some fool wants to try with me, they're going to be very, very sore.
The only appropriate reply to that is "Yes, sick of your bullshit. Mind your own business, or since you think it's your business to ask me about my health, should I demand to know if you have an enlarged prostate? Do you suffer from erectile dysfunction syndrome?"
I'm a hard-ass, I'd probably say "I have a chronic health condition- being beset by idiots, and you're part of the vector."
I've gotten into it in public with jackasses- I'm not afraid of confrontation, they always count on people wanting to avoid confrontation or being apologetic, and I do neither.
I'm your guy then XD
This is a work of art. It's one of my favorite things I've seen in years.
And people don't draw distinctions between Generative AI which is built on plagiarism, and specialized algorithmic tools that are used in medical research and weather predictions, which are not.
... do they think it's Catholicism? Because I mean... it's absolutely baffling that suffering and misery should be considered a marker of legitimate identity to some.
We all have had our moments. But I'm sure you at least weren't an anti-trans person participating in Kiwifarms harassment campaigns while also selling a queer-themed YA book like an author I unmasked. A suspiciously troll-protective YouTuber screamed at me for "doxxing" the dude who was harassing.
All I did was expose his author identity and the evidence on that harassment forum that linked his account to who he actually was... so that people buying his books would know the dude was ok with participating in campaigns harassing trans and queer people.
"Mishell Baker, who lived."
When I die, I ask for only one thing: That my epitaph be the opening line from Rafael Sabatini's novel, "Scaramouche."
And still doing it!
Exactly. But the screaming youtuber has also done a lot of wrong things to people while painting themselves as virtuous, a victim, etcetera, and doesn't want a lot of those things to be spoken of. So, I guess, their protection of this associate of theirs was an honor among thieves situation.
This is a very good idea! I should compose something to give out for free too!
Unethically sourced tools will always carry moral culpability for which the responsible parties must be held accountable.
Man, I LOVE your line art!
Artists are entitled to fair compensation for the use of their work. You cannot divorce that from the ethics equation.
Is there anything else that you would like to boorishly assume about what it is that I do or do not believe? I was not aware that Jean Grey had left the X-Men to shitpost on Bluesky, but I guess times are hard for everyone these days.
I will advise you to stay in your lane and don't put words in my mouth that I didn't write myself. I spoke of artists, not corporations. Take that under advisement and you can cut the edgy teen routine, it's not impressing anyone.
Organic Intelligence Viability Empowerment Yearners!
The countdown hath begun!
A New Year's Spell:
A Mórrígan, Bandia an chatha is na fírinne,
Éist liom ar oíche an athraithe seo.
Faoi scáth do sciath dhorcha, seasaimid.
1/3
#FurryArt #Art #DigitalArt #MERRYJEST
Tabhair dúinn ceartas nach lúbann,
Cosaint nach gceannaítear,
Agus fírinne nach féidir a cheansú.
Glan ár gcosán ó bhréaga,
Nocht an dallamullóg agus an feall,
Agus lig don fhíor-chumhacht seasamh.
2/3
Cosain an té a sheasann le macántacht,
Neartaigh an guth nach bhfuil eagla air,
Agus ceangail an éagóir lena hiarmhairt.
Mar éan os cionn an réimse,
Mar scáth ar an teorainn,
Bí linn sa bhliain atá romhainn.
De réir do thoil, de réir na fírinne,
Seasaimid. Seas tú linn.
3/3
Welcome to the Public Domain, the most terrifying incarnation of Betty Boop. Asher said she looks like Ayn Rand on an acid trip and you know ...
Yeah. I can see it.
The Dutch cut coif is terrifyingly accurate.
He just wants to say Hi!
Tracklist reveal for my CD!
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician
Patreon is active once again!
www.patreon.com/posts/147199...
The Witch was right in 99% of the situations.
Well, now you need to go on the ultimate trickster arc and march yourself to a recording studio.
Me in one opera scene:
It really is. It's Rossini at his most utterly chaotic for the greatest maximum effect. Barbiere and Cenerentola try to recapture this but don't ever quite manage to go all the way to bonkersville the way Italiana does.
This is perhaps the most ignorant, pretentious and uninformed thing you could have said. And for the record- I have immigrated before. Unless vast amounts of money or very narrow circumstances are present, none of what you said is true.
My new album launches tomorrow! If you want to come to the listening parties, there will be two: one on Bandcamp, and another one in Second Life: glimmerpatch.com/listening.html
#OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #Composer #Furry #MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic
Have you considered using Glaze and Nightshade? They are not perfect, but they are the best protection we have for the moment.
... may the odds be ever in your favor, that is one hell of a difficult game.
My husband gave it a go a few years ago, if you ever want to see what teetering on the abyss of "WHYYYY" looks like, it's here (out of order for now, he'll fix it soon): youtube.com/playlist?lis...
They're so well-drawn, I can't choose!
Statistical models are basically designed to require plagiarism and theft. Of all possible models they could have chosen, of course they chose that one — and also the one that would be guaranteed to be nothing but mirages instead of actual reasoning.
MN has always seemed like a beautiful state- but I've never considered it because I have zero cold tolerance.
Unrelated ... I stared for a full minute before Miss Frizzle popped into my head and went "What sound does a clock make, Merry?"
I need more coffee this morning.
Launching today! Join me in #SecondLife in an hour for the launch party!
I adore that one too- I adore the novel, too, and I appreciate each as its own beast, very different.
I do adore the approach to magic in the original novel.
How is Outlaws? I've been considering.
Work in progress, an oratorio piece dedicated to the Celtic goddess the Morrigan: youtu.be/2xJDuzv57T8
#MERRYJEST #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #FurryMusician #ClassicalMusic
Mmmm I'm sold! I'll give it a spin! It should still be on sale on Steam I think
Wooops, looks like I missed the sale and is back to 70 bucks. I'll have to keep an eye out.
Was perusing books when this conspiracy nutbag approached us because we were wearing masks. The moment she said we were brainwashed and that Covid was a hoax, i told her what she could go do with herself. My aunt died suffocating because of it. And not just my aunt, I lost many.
My album, Small Wonders and Secret Sorrows is now available on iTunes for purchase and streaming!
music.apple.com/us/album/sma...
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #Composer #FurryMusician #Music #ClassicalMusic
If you prefer bandcamp, my album is also out on #Bandcamp here:
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MERRYJEST #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #ClassicalMusic #FurryMusician #Composer
... you could make the leftovers into ice cubes for novelty surprises.
Post your favorite Star Trek character, wrong answers only
This is wonderful work!
New #Patreon post today.
#Merryjest
New #Patreon post today.
#Merryjest
Mike Wheeler. Hm, I bet he's a CGer-
*five nanoseconds of research*
Man, how did I know?
When faced with everything, the only thing artists can do is create. This is a part of what I've created, I hope something in here finds you.
#MERRYJEST #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #ClassicalMusic #FurryMusician #Composer
Art goals. Man, I need to get better!
What would you recommend instead of Ubuntu?
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You made it to the end of Monday! Have some music!
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician
Holy crap, you got a "Why do you hate pancakes?" In the wild?
What is the Dutchman's favorite breakfast dish?
Der Fliegende Hollandaise.
Those are some great expressions. I want a sticker of Surprised Jessica Fletcher!
It's #portfolioday and I've got digital paintings and albums of music I've composed... in the same package. Because I like punishing myself!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
Excelente!
My feed is full of artists, it's very hard for it to be boring, admittedly.
I'd work there!
Not that you'd have use for a composer/opera singer, but...
I'm not Ai generated- but I think my music isn't your cup of tea XD
I'd argue they deserve more than they get. Some of us remember what EA did to Origin and the Ultima series.
Well, it's my own compositions- and I also sing on three tracks of the album:l, maybe it'll tickle your fancy!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
I'll believe them when they finally allow Garriott to buy his IP back instead of sitting on it and doing nothing with it but refusing to sell it off spite 😝
If you have a piano, I will sing with it. Tenors are VERY easy creatures. I'll sing anywhere, as proven here; bsky.app/profile/merr...
😸
I've composed three albums worth of music and I'm releasing them as such. Better than screaming into a pillow.
It's very hard to pin what furries will like, music-wise XD I come from the earlier days of the online fandom when EDM was the primary interest and classical furs like me were mostly ignored. I guess I'm still not used to the wider listening base!
We're alike in that, then!
Yo, I've been making CHOICES.
This piece is getting huge.
@bandcamp.com love you guys!
... holy crap it's like she was summoned out of the ether exclusively to play this role. It's a perfect match.
Why yes, my brand new album is on @bandcamp.com — and I'm glad that they're putting AI hucksters in their place. Drop by and consider purchasing it, give it a listen and support real musicians!
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #Composer #FurryMusician #Bandacamp
Holy crap I forgot all about unclaimed property...
It is a complete and total lack of familiarity with the concept of critical thought. Epistemology to most sounds like a dressing you put on a gyro.
The anti-intellectualization of America is something that Sagan warned us about, but few listened.
You know... perhaps there is a podcast in this. Too many people afraid of reading do listen to podcasts. It could be used as a gateway to bring a certain level of awareness...
New Patreon post!
Disregard the adult rating- the Patreon is not adult but an error in classification that I'm working with Patreon to resolve.
#MERRYJEST #Music #Patreon
Please tell me you reached for the trebuchet.
Looking back at some of the art I did in 2025, and I am very happy with this #BeastBoy - he's always been my favorite #DCComics character along with #WonderWoman. He was my first comic crush when I was a teenager, actually!
#MERRYJEST #DigitalArt #DigitalArtist #Fanart #Superhero
I love those two dorks!
Correction, that was 2024. I don't know why I said '25 lol
Wait wait wait what- updated???
Ok, I think I am completely disconnected— why on earth have y'all been simping for PAWBERT of all people? My brothers in Agnetha, Benny, Bjorn and Anni-Frid, what is wrong withcha?
I feel so called out.
I love it! As an Ultima Dragon, this is very appropriate!
No new pictures.
Where are you at mentally?
Holy crap, I walked away from Adobe when they started doing their subscription bullshit, and so many things were incredibly annoying then already.
Today is your daily reminder that my album is out, and not to toot my own horn, but I think it's rather nifty. Give it a listen and consider owning it!
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryComposer #Furry #Classical #ClassicalComposer
... that being said, why didn't you traitors tell me VNV Nation exists? I've just stumbled upon them, inexplicably late, and I am gobbling up all of their music like a black hole of sound.
... Ooooo yesss yess, more! More!
I love VNV's work so far. The early symphonic stuff is completely up my alley (which you can probably see from my album) but I also adore the most recent electronic stuff. I'd give my right arm to collaborate with him.
Without knowing them, I was channeling them last year when I composed this
youtu.be/5zDr2eg3aNk?...
"Be ... sure... to... drink... your... Ovalti-"
HEY-
My sparkly wrestler boy, Limelight.
Yes, he's what happens if a pro wrestler had been raised by Punky Brewster and Cyndi Lauper.
The glitter is strategic.
#MERRYJEST #FurryArt #Furry #FurryArtist #ArtSky #DigitalArt #ProWrestling
Willow G Wilson has observed that the younger generations, and even many adults, are having a great deal of difficulty reading and understanding compound sentences and lack basic reasoning skills. This tracks with what I've observed as one of the deleterious effect social media has had on people. 1/
I've seen a grown-ass woman mock someone for being verbose, complete with raspberry and wild gesticulations to indicate 'incomprehensibility'- as if her lack of bandwidth was somehow the other's fault. This same person mocks moderately-advanced language as "fancy thesaurus words" 2/
Which suggests a level of arrested intellectual growth and a deep-seated resentment. A troll, in order words. There are many who have embraced the forum troll mentality by virtue of being terminally online in the shallow ponds of social media. /end
You're also using AI to write your skeets. Stop being so lazy.
Bsky suspended my account for impersonation (?) when an abuser's Discord channel bridage-reported me. I had already transferred to blacksky, I contacted blacksky support and it was reversed within the same day. When it happened previously in Bsky 4 months earlier, it took a week and no communication
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And Meta never had opera singers singing there :3
blacksky.community/profile/did:...
Mea was all corporate sterile BS.
About as joyous as a coca-cola sponsored colonoscopy.
In second life, we have opera singers, artists, roleplaying, furry wrestling federations, mental health conferences and un-corporate weirdness. It may be old, but so's a 30 year old Scotch.
Pawb.
An imagine of Jayce Toranosai- a character belonging to my friend Andrew Graham, who passed away during the pandemic.
#Furry #FurryArt #Merryjest #PixelArt #FurryArtist
But if Tito add furries, that's how you end up with me singing opera while furry: bsky.app/profile/merr...
Those people would have first tried to escape working for the Zuckerborg.
He's off to find the Holy Grail— or a Caesar wrap from Jimmy John's, he'll decide on the way.
#MERRYJEST #Art #FurryArt #FurryArtist #Sketch #Sketchbook
I've toured it many times when I was singing for the opera theatre of the Rockies.
It's a great study!
I remember that ride when I was in Seattle for PAX six billion ages ago (pre pandemic time, so it stretches to infinity).
I'm still betting on it being an ad for Ovaltine.
Those other two sites are inflated with bots. The engagement you think you're getting there is even less real than an NFT.
Mñsdía Mafalda!
I loved my experience there! The trip is somewhat marred because of an extremely toxic person, but everything that did not involve her was great.
Have you had your coffee yet?
Good! Not have some music! I made an album just for...
Well, not coffee, but you get the gist!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician
The original is pretty good, and the comedy spinoff is so funny!
With AI bros cooking your ability to afford fancier hardware, it's not a bad spot for modest spec or 2d indie games. Maybe now we can stop focusing on the best graphic quality and instead focus on best art direction.
Wait, you know my aunt Ruth?
Followed, mentally, instantly by "at Chapel Hill."
In my experience, people who claim they get compared to famous people all of the time very seldom, actually, do. Every tenor who told me they get compared to Pavarotti never actually was.
The lion doesn't need to tell others he's a lion, he simply is.
An indie game with gorgeous art design is Book of Hours— play the role of an eldritch librarian sifting through cosmic mysteries while restoring an enormous library in a sleepy mystery coastal town.
Ursula K LeGuin's quote about fantasy and escapism has been very present with me for the last few days.
We all on that bus ride.
the illusion of hope is still an expectation. Instead of doing what must be done, we focus on the outcome we desire. If it fails to happen as we envisioned, we deflate, we disperse. I think wu-wei is only possible when the outcome is no longer important, only the doing for its own sake of doing.
I have the same relationship with my art that goth young adults in 90s TV series had with their corporate executive dads.
With Arlecchino and Colombina in the same body!
I see a paper being born from this!
People who advertise their kindness are not to be trusted. Dolly Parton needn't tell you she's kind, you know she is.
But if someone must repeatedly say "I don't try to actively hurt people," you really should ask, "Why do they have to say this so often?"
The Way that has to be named...
What is the registration process like?
And whatever that shit is in the background that causes massive slow-downs...
Where is my Zootopia open world game?
Like, literally even more than Dreamlight valley, that game would *kill*.
If I could butterfly effect anything, I'd like to move a chair slightly to the left in a cafe so that we end up in the timeline where David Bowie is still alive and our biggest outrage is being mad at something stupid Phil Fish said, please.
Shaddap -_-
I'd AUDITION.
Just your garden variety Cheshire Cat here!
Favorite things? Books, games, singing and composing, and the ocean!
Pratchett would have agreed!
It's 2026 and I've composed an album!
Well, one of three to launch this year anyway. Have a listen, every purchase helps, and share! Word of mouth helps independent artists like myself!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MERRYJEST #BandCamp #FurryMusician #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #composer
Goddamnit I turned to dust just reading that.
You know you're still half asleep when you read that as "Lacrosse intolerant"
Granny Weatherwax is the only thing getting me through the dark times. How could I not? 😸
When the Golden Girls did a joke of reading People Magazine do they could be informed of what was going on in the world, they never imagined the upside down world where that would be true.
Your words should be set into song, Ebony, because they ring out and true.
I finally recovered one of my old drives and I found this by @codyvfrost.bsky.social from back in the day! I thought I had lost this!
I love his design!
Your style is goals, my line work is a murder scene lol
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Oh. OH... poor little one :(
A really nice resource from J Federle's blog: AI-free magazines writers can submit to. Get to!
jfederle.com/2026/01/15/5...
No.
No, brain, I have things to do. Do NOT need to try to compose my own version of the Music Of The Ainur.
Yet.
WEDCOT rocks
I'm at work, but I hope you have an awesome birthday bash!
But.
Pudding.
When you have to create a table of equivalences to imply someone saying you were cruel means they're "actually" calling you a name because... they're not, and you need it for a public victim framework?
That's narrative control to rewrite a person's actual words with yours.
And that's kindness?
She should have come out to the balcony and sang Don't Cry For Me Argentina instead, she might have had a better reception.
AI bros are surely something, aren't they? Imagine accusing my art of looking like the regurgitated plastic nonsense that AI makes.
In Ecuador, Worcestershire Sauce is simply called "Salsa Inglesa," English Sauce, because they know a trap when they see one.
This piece from Sir Terry Pratchett's "Night Watch" book. I didn't know a composer had set it to music.
The book is a gut punch. This piece is a gut punch. And right now? Yeah.
@rhi.bsky.social I'm sure you've heard this?
youtu.be/1X2_2D1DFZQ?...
AI bros who think they're being 'gotcha' clever by going for the argument 'you use a computer, therefore you are hypocrite because computer equals AI' don't really understand how much they're embarrassing themselves by showing how little they actually understand about their cause célèbre.
Goddamnit you beat me to it!
If the festering sense of bitterness over never having discovered Terry Pratchett were a person and wrote an editorial, I think it would look like this.
I am super proud of launching my first album of my musical compositions! Even though the current environment almost makes me go "Yeah, I'll advertise it... a little later, kay?"
Henceforth the article should refer to him as Zohran "Bigolas Dickolas Wolfson" Mamdani.
Thank you! It's hard to really focus on that right now because the Oh My God What Is Even.
Patreon has the worst helpdesk people. They keep refusing to change my account outside adult category, and when I ask for a reason, I get a copy-paste response about getting rid of sexually explicit material.
I ask which material (there aren't any).
Copy-paste same response again again. 21 days.
If you think Rowling stans are mind-boggling in the mental gymnastics department when it comes to trying to separate the creation from its awful creator...
Someday I am going to have to tell you about the fervent walking cognitive dissonance that is the body of admirers of Richard Wagner's music.
Oh the way RM handles those stats...
when it gets it right, RM is so good...
And then what it gets wrong, the team refuses to change with the absolute rigidity of a Dickensian schoolmarm with rigor mortis.
If you ever find it again, please let me know.
A timelapse for my album cover.
As a bonus, I threw in one of my compositions from my new album, sung by me. You can purchase it here: merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#Art #FurryArt #MERRYJEST #DigitalArt #OriginalMusic #MusicSky
The absolute level of narcissism that is needed to take the Alex Pretti situation and make it about your grievances is absolutely astonishing. It is so textbook that I think they're going to have to publish a supplement just for that.
Yes, but if you hit it in the right place, it goes FWEEEEEEEEEE, right? :P
Thank you!
I hate being nocturnal and having the best flow of ideas start at midnight- while also having a diurnal job.
Bluesky, I have a question for you, because I want to test a theory.
Without looking at a dictionary definition, tell me your definition of what *a virtue* is, and your definition of virtue in general, and is it something you've thought about?
I heavily recommend you listen to Philip Glass' 12th symphony, "Lodger," which uses the lyrics of David Bowie and the vocal talents of Angélique Kidjo.
And if you don't know Kidjo- follow her work. I've followed her since I was a kid in the 90s and she is fantastic- a grande dame of her field.
I get the impression that's a line that's very common! The answers help me sound a theory I've had for a while.
My name is Merryjest and I composed, produced, recorded and released an album! Give it a listen on #Bandcamp and if you like it, consider purchasing it and recommending it!
I'm not very typical as a #furry #composer- give it a listen and you'll see why.
#MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician
Thank you!
John Del Arroz is one of the dumbest motherfuckers in the vast hordes of the Comicsgate chuds, and that is quite a challenge to beat.
At this point I am expecting the building to pick itself up and leave, too.
Starlet Maker, The Game. I would so play this.
He is very dedicated to plumbing the depths of each case. He will go all the way.
The Devils of Loudon is a disturbingly a propos movie.
Have you had a chance to see The Passion with the Richard Einhorn oratorio playing? It drives an already electrifying movie into the stratosphere.
Impeccable taste!
I discovered the Einhorn oratorio on a long Greyhound trip to New York to watch a friend in CATS. I must have listened to it ten times over on that trip. When I saw it with the movie... wow.
Mr. Spice, please calm down.
I don't think most people nowadays have enough to put in one, unfortunately.
It's a literary tradition-
The greatest book title ever. This editor did not have a teenage offspring.
Chiitan is right up my alley. Chaotic colorful creatures have to stick together like birds of a feather.
If that bird is a Rainbow Lorikeet.
Virel???
VIREL?
That's not even trying, geez.
At least it could have called you Valderrama, in which case you could have made an Illya Kuryaki and the Valderramas joke. What do you do with "Virel?"
We lost him way too soon.
I'm among them. I am scared to 👀 who tf he is for fear of what I may find.
OH GOD THAT FINAL SCENE
The opening intro for Paprika is one of the greatest introduction credit scenes of all animation. And Hirasawa for the soundtrack was divine inspiration.
Too late. I saw he made Black Swan.
That was a movie I wish I had never seen, and which Sassy Gay Friend destroyed perfectly. I am not surprised he's gone GenAI, pretentious film bros can't resist it. I'm expecting Snyder to jump in next.
The thing these AI bros love about GenAI is that it feeds their god complex. No pesky actors with their own interpretations to get in their way- they can be the Richard Wagners of cinema!
And, like Wagner's work, it's self-indulgent, over-stuffed tripe.
And how long before the strings start getting attached... along with a price tag...
To stick with the Wagner allegory, he might end up facing his Gotterdammerung 😹
Some People: "My soul is juicy!"
The Juice:
I am so mad that we are never going to get the dreaming machine...
I've had some very good answers, a few sent DM to me. If you want to answer, go ahead and give me your take, this helps me understand people's perspective on certain things.
I have the hardest time letting my hand lead the way. My mind keeps strangling everything all the time and everything comes out super stiff because of it.
Which is the opposite of what happens when I'm composing. It's weird.
Blizzard just found out about the intersection of romance authorship and the legal profession, didn't he?
He Chose Poorly (tm)
This is the perfect redux of the first issue of the Wolfman run. Bravo.
Meanwhile Bobby In Denial is going "Make me like girls, please."
Please yell a lot at Hickenlooper, he deserves it.
Anyone trying to position themselves on the mental health sphere who tells you that you -are- your thoughts and your emotions is someone you should stay far, far away from because they have no notion of functioning identity boundaries, or actual theory of mind- their interpretation becomes truth.
If you ARE your thoughts and emotions, then you ARE your disorders, you ARE your traumas, and if you think something bad, then you are a bad person.
It destroys any chance for healing and process and growth- no psychological distance. Yet it explains so much about those who hold this, doesn't it?
I was a GenXer in Latin America so things hit very different. I don't have a lot in common with GenXers up here, but more in common with later generations strangely enough.
This sendup was perfect:
youtu.be/wNa9gYlKq6s?...
😢
And just like that the song starts in my mind
inside you, there are two wolves.
We're living in the consequences of believing that philosophy doesn't matter, and the basic foot soldiers were trolls of every stripe who made fun of thoughtful, verbose people. Anti-intellectualism was your poison and it killed the only thing you had to defend yourself from this- the mind.
Gods, I love your style so much.
There's going to be a crater, isn't there-
Anyone who knows anything has always known that the unicorn may have set to find the other unicorns, but that in the end she came for Molly Grue.
Satoshi Kon is such an important and influential figure... it boggles the mind how hard people try to deny him.
This is such a brilliant idea, it might jostle me out of my block
Yes!
Do the work but attach no expectations, the work is done because of its inevitability to be born, so let it take its course. Those who work from hope is susceptible to despair, those who avoid it cannot be touched. Interpretation is not reality, but it can still make you stumble.
I recommend you read the book. The movie is a perfect adaptation because it was adapted by the author, but it had to leave certain things out from the book for time, so it's definitely in your interest to read the book.
Imagine choosing generic-looking slop instead of commissioning Lauren.
Bluesky's open, quote one art to promote yourself!
I do hate that my visual art process is MUCH slower than my music composition process, or my writing process. When doing those two I slip into the zone easily— not so with drawing and painting. I still have a very present mind that needs to stop getting in the way when drawing. 2026 goal.
Latino kids who grew up with Amistades Peligrosas, sound off!
These two ate so much. La Profecía was ballsy in how it decided "I'm going to blend baroque with pop" which wasn't a thing in Spanish pop.
They abandoned it after that album, but still-
youtu.be/95JHOXoXR6M?...
Look at what some people claim they care about versus their actions and what those actions accomplish and who they hurt, and ask yourself: do they truly care about what they claim to care about, or is it a socially acceptable cover?
TFW you are in Second Life and find opera.
And it's a Cheshire cat singing it (me).
Only in @secondlife.bsky.social
#SecondLife #Opera #FurryMusician #ClassicalMusic #Furry #Music #MusicSky
Seeing someone go on their Anime Villain Monologue Phase while also being personally attached to a mental health figure is certainly something. That multiple people attached to this woman and her defenders seem to be on the same arc doesn't give anyone pause?
It is with infinite sadness that we announce the sudden passing of Cassie Fairelander (Eldemar) on January 31st 2026.
We all know of her infinite talent and creativity, as well as kindness and devotion to charitable causes. She will be deeply missed
#SecondLife #FantasyFaire
So the woman who saw Lolita as a "tragic love story," who threw trans people under a moral panic...
Invited Epstein to her play in 2018, long past plausible deniability?
Are you finally going to trash your Potter bullshit?
Pratchett isn't in the Epstein files.
I'll be there, I'll be in an hour late as I'm getting dinner. So you have the SLURL so I can post it to my server?
Thank you!
She's the Blanche Elizabeth Devereaux of her zeitgeist isn't she?
Remi has informed me that the Finch app is apparently offering me to people. Rude.
At last ask first, Finch, oh my god!
A #Patreon update I wish I didn't have to make.
#SecondLife #FantasyFaire
Gracias, Franubis, se aprecia.
In memory of Cassie Eldemar, my latest composition- Starsong.
It will be recorded by a dramatic soprano friend of mine, and a choir. It will be the final piece for Fantasy Faire.
#MERRYJEST #Composer #MusicSky #originalMusic #FurryMusician #Furry #Music #OriginalTrack
Saying something you don't mean to someone just to 'make them feel important' and then claiming you have honesty and integrity and people can trust what you say are mutually exclusive. Unless, of course, you live in Wonderland where words don't actually mean things, y'see?
Sounds 'bout right!
And, of course, it all was made worse because Aphrodite couldn't help herself shipping Paris and Helen.
OH my god I should draw a comic...
I've read how he writes. I can completely believe he thinks AI can do what he does, because everything he writes is mind-numbingly mediocre but celebrated as some great luminary.
Homo Deus has to be one of the most insufferably full-of-itself self-indulgent things anyone has ever written. *And I've read Irene Iddlesleigh*
Yuval Harari is to history what Deepak Chopra is to medicine, basically.
You forgot that left turn at Albuquerque again, didn't you?
Welcome back to the satellite, boys.
Them: "You're a furry musician? You must sing mostly EDM or pop, right?"
Me:
#MERRYJEST #OperaSinger #FurryMusician #MusicSky #ClassicalMusic #Opera #Puccini
Blockchain companies ruin everything.
"The world is burning, why do you care about—"
Because a large conflagration was always made up of smaller fires that grew and merged because nobody considered them important enough. But even seemingly unrelated ones, in various spheres, add to the conflagration.
Agreed. Stop reading the Potter nonsense. Trash it, don't even give it away. Abandon that stupid fandom, it always was second-rate crap anyways.
Discover Pratchett. Tanith Lee. LeGuin. Patricia McKillip. Peter S. Beagle. Read another fucking book and stop giving that mummy your money.
The Rowling Stan's are mightily offended that I dropped an f-bomb regarding their favorite author who sees Lolita as a tragic love story and who openly and cordially corresponded with Epstein after who he was became vox populi.
Pratchett will still always be the better author 🧙♀️
Also it was the ONE skeet this week where I dropped an f-bomb. If Rowling fans had thinner skins, they'd be perineums.
Let's have some fun and repost this to highlight how easily abused and abusive Bsky moderation is. Of dozens of skeets in weeks, only ONE had an f-bomb in a skeet where I mentioned Rowling, and I got slapped with a label to hide my skeets from people with filters. A lot of people abuse this.
I believe you already can with Rowling. Her skin is so taut from the same kind of surgeries she ridicules trans women for that if you were to tap her gently with a finger, she would most likely sound like a timpani.
Moldemort needs moisture to thrive!
Like Skywalker was a moisture farmer, but even he knew to not listen to the mold of darkness- he searched hid feelings.
100% here for the story arc where she gets defeated by the Ewoks.
At this point I'm going to start demanding that anyone referring to themselves as strategists should at least be able to point to more than one successful strategy executed before earning the title. Otherwise the cat who jumped at the fridge and got need in the trash can is a Strategist, too.
*hugs Procreate*
I never critique without reading, so during grad school I put myself through the Potter books and it was an ordeal. I procrastinated by doing my assignments on Schenkerian analysis.. and I HATE Schenkerian analysis.
Don't worry, since they use GenAI, they probably have thirty toes on each foot by now.
Thank you! You rock too ^^
Procreate has an animation app that doesn't require subscriptions. Any word on how good it is?
For a year now I've been working on an answer to a question about game development- and in particular why one specific but central issue hasn't really evolved since the 80s. It's important because it informs the implementation of its companion game. But I think I've had a eureka moment on it.
I remember a certain Canadian influencer who has made a profitable identity from being the cancellation victim for "wanting to tell both sides of the story." She's quite good at leveraging the victim lighting to garner sympathy even as she shunts from industry to industry. GG celebrated her.
So @rhettmc.mythical.com is trying to intimidate Mythicon- an arts festival that has been around for several years, for its usage of "Mythic."
Lowest common denominator comedy versus arts festival. Yes, such an airtight case for consumer confusion in trademark.
Henceforth, I am Mythic Merryjest.
#MythiCon is an important part of the independent artist landscape. It seeks to create beauty and support the independent arts in these bleak times. What would make my #MythicalMorning? Not going after small art festivals nobody is going to confuse with comedy duo! How about you?
Where I grew up, there were no festivals like #Mythicon. Heck, I would have given just about anything for something like that to have sprung up in my home. Have you seen their programming? Don't tell me you don't want to go now-
mythicom.com
#Mythicon is where the fae go home. 🧚♀️
#MythicalMorning is where someone drinks every flavor of LaCroix and then tells you about it. 🥤
I can see how there might be grounds for consumer confusion—
Have you looked at the Market at Mythicon, though? I didn't see a Lacroix in sight, but some Lamias...
Oh gosh. I hope the story doesn't end in a cliffhanger. I'm waiting for a sale...
People may also not be buying high-priced games because... well... The Everything.
Man, I can't wait for when a sale goes on!!!
Oh you know I will!!!
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... do we tell them about the long period of time that is basically "Aaaaaah what are fingers???"
Crybullies really should know better than underestimate me, and they really should know better than to try me.
I am this close to done with talentless grievance-grifters and victim aura farmers. Being a victim is very profitable to some- at the expense of actual victims.
That's a massive injustice.
That's awesome! Do you have your music online??
Oh GOD. That is one of the things that made me ragequit- how much of the class material and books were horribly outdated because the dev team can't commit to keeping design continuity.
There is no such thing as a perfect comme—
I've been drawing to Pärt's piano works recently.
I've noticed some of his influence creeping into my musical compositions as of late.
I made a meme about it once XD
I propose we call them Wolties!
Ziroonderel thundering a sword for you is her love language!
I'll listen to it tonight! I've been dealing with crybullies getting my account labeled to silence it. Bluesky moderation is as much BS as it has been XD
They on the whole have been pretty close to their historical namesake in that they do not seem inclined to lick the boot, whatever else they may be difficult in.
My husband just said that Russian sounds like a failed orgasm and...
You know...
Lose the bitter and strange herb
In the corner, growing wild,
As that which poison harbors
No succor can provide
And better, stranger flowers thrive.
-MJ
#poetry #poem #poet
I got brigade-reported by abusive people for directly confronting them and challenging their BS stories. That is a cardinal sin in their book- so I get the 'rude' label.
I have a community of about 150 people combined between Discord and SL- but you don't see me weaponizing them.
I swear, my kingdom for a platform that runs its moderation rules through a D&D Rules Lawyer who can immediately identify how a system could be abused by someone playing the numbers game in order to silence people. But BlueSky sure ain't it.
My account is permanently hobbled because they won't remove the "rude" label for a similar "offense." So my posts are pretty much invisible to people with standard moderation settings.
I don't know, I never get more than 10 XD
I put my name in but I've yet to hear a peep from them. It's been, what, six months?
Moderation is being abused to silence me and render my posts less visible- but that doesn't mean I will stop posting art I made that I'm dammed proud of. So there!
#furryArt #art #furry
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Yeah. Some abusive people brigade-reported me to silence me and BlueSky moderation doesn't give a damn, so my account is permanently hobbled.
But this place is so much better than X 🙄
There are people on this site who abuse moderation tactics like mass-reporting because it's inconvenient when people speak up to disrupt a false narrative they've built. Hence my label.
Here, I drew a sexy fox because I do #furryArt !
#Furry #ArtSky #FurrySky #DigitalArt
It's actually pretty close to it being just as bad. You can get shadowbanned if enough people mass-report you if they want to keep you silent. It's employed by abusers here all the time, and moderation doesn't give a damn, unfortunately.
Appeal to moderation. I did. They told me to remove the offending material. I asked what it was because they never include links. They never responded. Go through my account and tell me what you see that is rude and offensive- your guess is as good as mine.
Someday I'll see Beast Boy finally coming out of the bi closet XD
You're awesome, Frank!
Gorgeous!
So you did some ... data scraping?
I'll see myself out.
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You need to scribble an 'F' in front of the word with red crayon to truly capture the essence of NFTs, though.
What I find the most unbelievable part is that Schumer somehow found enough of a spine to say no.
Beautiful!
Oh god does that song make me cry.
And if you go into the books, the entire universe basically celebrates her birthday.
My theory? We did, and that's why we're here.
Oil on canvas (2026)
My account was labeled as "rude" and effectively makes it so that my posts are hidden behind a warning tab for most people.
Look through my account- is that label accurate?
One individual reported me wit help of their Discord.
You can silence people who are inconvenient, here, if you have a mob.
If you'd like to do me a favor, screenshot my comments and post them with your repost , since people can't see them, and tag moderation asking what exactly is rude about my account as a whole. Over 1K skeets do not fit that category. And I'll tell you why it happened: 🧵1/7
One person involved with what I've been dealing with for the past year made a derogatory post calling my husband a "broken nobody" and, once again, leveraged mental health stigma. She and her wife do this frequently, despite also being allegedly against it. 2/7
In our confrontation, they sought to silence us speaking up about our experiences because they claimed it delegitimized "real victims"— them. They proceeded to be racist and sexist towards me, and then tried to cover their actions by erasing what they did.
But I documented it. 3/7
Over a year, one been dealing with a false portrayal of my character and my husband's, and these individuals are part of the toxic sphere that is involved with this. The sphere itself got my husband banned, and they've tried to do the same to me. 4/7
Their latest tactic is reporting with labels to silence me, because they don't want you to see what I have to say, and they want to bury the evidence. They all do.
I directly responded to this individual and called them out, and toxic.
That was it. That's where the label comes from. 5/7
And I also posted a link to the documentation of their behavior.
Now you see why they got their Discord server to get me silenced.
They don't want anyone to see the evidence that breaks that pitiable victim narrative. None of them do.
6/7
Bluesky moderation is broken and weaponizable by mobs, and they don't care.
So let's try to undo that. Repost this thread with images of the content. Show what's being done- they want to silence me.
Contact moderation and appeal on my behalf, let's do the opposite of brigade-reporting. 7/7
@rude1.blacksky.team I imagine there isn't anything Blacksky can do about this level of moderation abuse. Labels applied from Bsky also appear on Blacksky, I don't know if they can be overturned on the Blacksky side of things?
You are going to have to include the screenshot of the full thread- because to see every part of it, you have to click on every post for the replies and the rest of the thread, though, because that's how Bluesky silences you- it even hides the replies.
Or you can use this:
Damn, Tem, your art is always so good.
We do not talk enough about what a brilliant presence Beverly-Glenn Copeland is. I am so glad that his work was rediscovered during the pandemic.
His latest album is a sparkling jewel, and I cannot recommend it enough— all of his discography. Go. Get it. All of it.
#MusicSky
With this #poem I call upon the Great Queen and the rustling of raven wings.
Now there's an idea- a cover this in operatic style. Maybe an arrangement in the style of Rossini? It's such a wholesome song!
Mental health advocates and anti-mental health stigma advocates will never say "Find your hinge." Only mean girls cosplaying the part without qualifications.
New piece released, here's In The City Of Night!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/track/in-the...
#MERRYJEST #Music #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #classical #piano #FurryMusician #composer
I've appealed with no replies— and I know the ticket was resolved multiple times because the app doesn't let you appeal until the ticket has been processed. It's let me do the appeal 3 times so far- which means moderation is ruling "no" repeatedly but without informing me by email.
Thank you Will!
Oh god that movie is a punch to the gut!
Cruel Angel's Thesis is the Dancing Queen of anime intro songs and there's nothing you can do to change my mind about that.
Been gettin' busy on this Saturday mornin'
#Merryjest #composer #music #MusicSky
Ok, THIS one might be a little rude, but nevertheless you cannot fault it for its accuracy.
Every narcissist starts a smear campaign upon experiencing a rejection. It's very much a textbook case.
Here's a video for In The City Of Night- a preview of my second album. Enjoy!
#Merryjest #Composer #FurryMusician #MusicSky #Music #OriginalMusic #Piano
If you have a Wolverine reaction, then maybe you might have missed your rabies shot. 😆
So your list feels like you are calling me out. I'm going to have to look into your boot camp when I have some cash for it.
Adorable!
When the mask slips in private and the relationship fractures, a narcissist will destroy the other person's public credibility. They cannot be allowed to be believed about something the narcissist avidly denies doesn't exist to their audience: what's under that mask.
There are some people who are career cosplayers. They spend their whole lives pretending to be things without ever putting in the work to become them— but demanding the respect, recognition and trust associated with the profession.
Maybe it's just not a good idea to give the hallucination machine the reins to your business? Just a thought?
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Uh oh!
@pftompkins.bsky.social I was going to make a joke that we're sister wives now but you turned off replies, so now I'm sad ☹️ this is not how a honeymoon should go, sir! I'm going to talk to Bunny about this as soon as he finishes cooking breakfast for three hundred million people
I was today years old when I finally read the final chapter of Inverloch. Somehow I managed to avoid that major twist for 19 years. Wow.
I remember reading some speculation that the mask was originally intended for Nefertiti and it was modified for Tut, based on the mismatched gold of the face. I need to read up on that and see if there is anything new about that.
Released six months ago, the single for my second album ( to be released in April — announcements forthcoming) is still very much a relevant and documentary song. Especially today.
youtu.be/5zDr2eg3aNk?...
#Merryjest #Composer #OriginalTrack #MusicSky #FurryMusician
Real confidence doesn't come from telling the world over and over that you're not cruel, have integrity, have honesty—
The lion doesn't need to tell the others it's a lion, it acts like a lion and others can see it.
If you need to announce it, you are not.
The Tao that can be spoken of...
Yes, let us upload our IDs to the company that just had a massive data breach. Right after I take a shower while making toast at the same time to save time on breakfast!
@discord.com the f are you thinking?
Things that make more sense than trusting @discord.com with your government ID:
-multitask sunbathing and beepkeeping.
-"ayes, foreign nobleman in exile who randomly emailed me, I'll gladly send you the money!"
-seeing the CATS movie. Multiple times.
-the icecapades.
-Scrotal parachutes.
#Discord
So who are some of your favorite #poets? My go-tos tend to be Sarah Teasdale and Emily Dickinson as of late.
It's interesting to imagine what they would be like, if they were born today. Would Emily Dickinson be the Enya of Goth #poetry?
So Bad Bunny brought the shrubbery. But where were the Knights who say Ni?
Nothmere uses AI-generated assets. Avoid.
Ooh, look up Stars I Shall Find, it's one of my favorite poems by Teasdale!
I need to read Hunter's lyrics with more attention!
Oh, that is a wonderful response, beautifully literate and erudite.
You-know-who nowadays would make a raspberry, call it incomprehensible, and a sign that he was unhinged.
Laura Bow calling out your senior prom self and your date.
When you finally find the missing contact lens.
The moment you become a publicly traded company, that's it, it's over for you. You've sold out your founding principles, you have no core artistic guidance, it's all replaced by shareholder wishlists. It is the inversion of value- it's not the value of what you can offer anymore.
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So the rude label is still there and I'm doing another round of appeals— I am, and will remain, indefatigable. But if you want to lend a hand, feel free to e-mail moderation at moderation@blueskyweb.xyz and advocate on my behalf, too. 😸
For some people, "Mental Health Journalist" is a 'fancy thesaurus' way of saying "I burned every bridge I've come across and now I'm trying to establish a grift in the wellness industry."
A quick reminder that my album is up on Bandcamp (and other places but Bandcamp rocks) over here. Give it a listen and consider purchasing/recommending it!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #Composer #FurryMusician
IRC sounds good, to be honest.
We went to the moon, and it sucked.
Yeah, my account got cornholed by people who brigade-reported me for calling them out on their abuse. Nowadays you just need a discord server to do your bidding. And the 'rude' tag is INCREDIBLY ambiguous. Info on that here:
blacksky.community/profile/did:...
My account has over 1K skeets, and the three I used to call out a pair of crybullies, gets me permanently labeled rude.
Moderation here is *great* XD
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Several trolls with low-bandwith wits who have leveraged such criticisms come to mind. Even some who seek to present themselves as authorities in one form or another can never help reveal that they are ordinary, unremarkable and unimaginative.
Two whole generations could have benefited from attending Prof. Garfield's lectures.
Podríamos habernos quedado con la distopia de Biting the Sun, pero nooooo, teníamos que quedarnos con esta mierda.
Nana Mouskouri and Julie Andrews existing are singlehandedly responsible for me becoming an opera singer.
GenX, you are a disappointment of a generation. You were raised by Jessica Fletcher to follow the trail of evidence and the logical progression of events, not the bullshit stories someone is trying to feed you. What the hell happened to you?
Stoat is not a good alternative, people. According to sources, they fumbled the name-related C&D so badly that their judgement is, honestly, completely unreliable. Keep looking for something else while holding Discord's feet to the fire.
The danger of composing with a keyboard that occasionally gets sticky keys is that it tends to go GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-
And also Granny Weatherwax and Tiffany are going to be judging you *so hard*, too.
Welcome back to the satellite, you crazy kids!
Tonight is brought to you by Totally Not Possessed Carol Channing Doll. Stare into her eyes, whisper 'Razzberries' quietly, and make a wish.
It will most certainly not come to pass, but it will distract her, and you will be safe.
For now.
Seeing how people in power act nowadays, I can totally see why Diogenes did the thing with the lantern.
The barrel was a bit much, though.
My inner Final Fantasy 6 fanboy just screamed.
... I just saw five minutes of the live action Snow White, the Queen's "fair" song ad... I want those five minutes of my life back.
Beautiful work, though I wonder what Paperback Paradise would come up with for the title!
Those are certainly some words he chose to string together like that. And as usual, from the look of his account, he chose poorly.
... rotisserie chicken is cheaper, do these assholes not but groceries?
No.
I wish Heinrich Schenker had lived long enough to analyze Bohemian Rhapsody just so I could watch him curl up into a ball and sob.
It isn't alive. Go outside. Touch grass.
Carol Channing was the first ever celebrity performer at the Super Bowl halftime show! She appeared at Super Bowl IV in 1970 ,at Tulane stadium in New Orleans.
This means that the first Super Bowl halftime show performance was by a mixed race woman.
(www.blackenterprise.com/iconic-broad...)
Wake up, Babe. The poster girl of Toxic Femininity just dropped a video about Toxic Femininity!
A reminder of what happens when the Queen of Heart goes up against the Cheshire Cat.
(Performed as part of my hour-long musical for Fantasy Faire '25in @secondlife.bsky.social to benefit the American Cancer Association)
youtu.be/_BBjOb393dM?...
Age Verificarion? I played this before they had to change the name to "Quest For Glory" because Milton Bradley got buttsore.
Queen Bees train their communities to act as a hive and swarm the dissenting voices and critics.
We shouldn't call them Queen bees, but wasps— bees only sting in self-defense and as a last resort.
Wasps are just assholes.
I woke up with this song inexplicably in my head this morning.
My mom used to play this to me all the time when I was a kid— she was learning French at L'Alliance Francaise.
I was lucky, I had an amazing mother. Her birthday is soon, she'd have been 70.
Fuck cancer.
youtu.be/Z97ZukL-kW4?...
This couldn't have been more disastrous if they'd hired Mr. Bean as the art lead.
Wow.
So, Megaplex.
Wow.
I guess a new lead COULD make a worse first impression, but by this point I'm sure someone has already tried The Aristocrats routine.
It's Wednesday and still no email from moderation. It must be a day that ends in -y!
Not a single one of these bozos ever had to deal with a bully.
My album's now been out for a month!
If you want to hear something different from a #furry #composer,listen to my #OriginalMusic, now out in an album for the first time!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
#MusicSky #Music #FurryMusician
Chiitan liked my album announcement, so I feel I've been officially blessed by the chaos fairies.
Wait wait what is this?
4. Il finally have a place for all my books.
No es que te despertaste dentro de la película Poltergeist?
Wait what
The only change she's going though is the Dorian Grey portrait one, I guarantee it.
Y si sale Nathan Lane del armario, entonces estás no en Poltergeist sino en The Birdcage!
And us latinos too. Heck, latinos are racist against other latinos. Make it make sense.
Except you can't because racism isn't rational, it's collectivist tribalism.
My condolences, Texas is something I don't wish on anyone.
Just go into the system to look for yourself- the password is 1234567.
I love your style!
Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's chlorophyll.
Yeah, Indeed has gotten absolutely railed by those. Friends of mine who are currently looking for jobs are incredibly frustrated by it.
Studies have shown that ravens remember humans who were cruel to them for *years* after the incident. It makes sense, then, that the Morrigan is the Raven Goddess.
(Art by Alex Stone— an account here!
@alexstoneart.bsky.social )
Never forget X is buggy as hell Elon scraped the guts out of it so he could curl up inside of it like a Banta.
Here is a moment for you:
The lyrics of Baby Got Back work PERFECTLY well when set as a Gilbert and Sullivan aria.
There is no godly reason for why I should know this.
Breathtaking!
We need relatable life experience songs for people in their forties— like songs about how you have 10 jars of smoked Paprika because you keep t buying it and forgot you already have it so you put it away and then you buy it again and-
I have been looking at all the beautiful things you've been drawing. You have creativity coming out of every pore and you inspire me to keep working on my art.
I'll keep on trying!
*salivates in diabetic* man, I do miss some good home-made bread!
Is Jen Psaki turning into April O'Neil?
Movie night with friends!
100% agreed.
🎵Tell Arie her stuff ain't working,
'cause raven wings fall 'round me
and all that you're been tossing
comes back to you, three times three.🎵
Hey chat, quick question:
If someone who, after your friendship ends, says to people that the only reason they ever complimented you was to "make you feel cool/special" but they never actually meant it, what a kind of a person are they?
Should this person be trusted?
If you're looking for a gift today, why not give the gift of music, mwahah? ;3 My album is out, and I'm pretty proud of it!
#MERRYJEST #Bandcamp #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #OriginalTrack #FurryMusician #Composer
Does anyone else get paralyzed by having to describe art they made? I can write, I can paint, but writing about my painting?
::Brain makes Modem sounds::
I tried with this painting I made and came up with the most pedestrian description possible XD
Thank you! I have noticed that I have issues putting alt text on the app. Like, 90% of the time I type it in, it uploads it WITHOUT the alt text. It's still bugging me as to why it's happening. Desktop- no issue.
Vday with friends!
Don't tell her about the second and third ...
Chere, chere Nana Mouskouri.
She's one of the two women whose influence turned me into a singer.
Hey, Nana Mouskouri rocked! She was a main influence in my becoming a singer, and she just recently was honored for her long career... I think the style is pretty cool!
Still nothing but complete silence.
This is beautifully posited and it's something that gets at me, too!
Felpurr ninjas forever!
Some #Ultima fanart I did AGES ago, trying to pay tribute to Dennis Loubet's iconic art. I've gotten significantly better since and I think it's time for another Lion Paladin picture. #art #furryart #furry #RPG #RetroGames #MERRYJEST
Version with Alt Text because yet again the first one erased the alt text, AHHHHH!!!!
Some #Ultima fanart I did AGES ago, trying to pay tribute to Dennis Loubet's iconic art. I've gotten better since and I think it's time for another Lion Paladin picture. #art #furryart #furry #MERRYJEST
There are furries still on twitter? Why on earth-
Thank you!
Encourage people to email bluesky moderation. The label does not represent the 1000+ skeets in my account.
Ahh, that new #TTRPG unboxing smell...
This is always such a fun game!
store.steampowered.com/app/1139490/...
My friend Rebekkah showed me this poem she composed today, and I had to sit down right then and there and compose music to it. Here it is- it came pretty quickly.
#Composer #Merryjest #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #FurryMusician#ArtSong #Classical
youtu.be/CqEVBrDhLto
new #Patreon post!
You kidding me? I'd buy the place, fire the entire moderation team and hire actually competent people. For starters. Ban all GenAI content, and optimize it to showcase artists and creatives' work.
What fools. Don't they know that they should be here to live-skeet their OW2 runs at you?
So gonna do it soon, too. Even if moderation got abused to brigade-flag my account as "rude" so it looks like I'm constantly swearing at people or something when I'm not.
What is seen cannot be unseen...
The only reason certain toxic people keep saying "find your hinge" is because you can't close a gate if it doesn't have a hinge— and how do you gatekeep an open gate?
DKWNTHT....
Agreed. If you're tired of incompetent and arbitrary moderation, migrate to Blacksky. On staging.blacksky, my account does not have an arbitrary label.
The hoes who live in Omelas needs to be the operatic adaptation.
I'm on it.
That one clocks in at 4.5 Diabetes. In other words, delicious.
I will TOTALLY do it. I'm in the middle of composing a mini opera for Fantasy Faire in Second Life to benefit the American Cancer Society but after that? All bets are off!
112 years ago last week, my uncle Adalberto was born. He is the one who taught me the power of poetry, and was one of the Afro-Hispanic voices of his generation.
My next big project is going to be to set Tierra, Son Y Tambór to music.
I haven't gotten the dates yet for my Fantasy Faire set, but I'll be announcing it! Today I recorded a demo of one of the pieces that will be in it. It will be peformed by a soprano friend of mine: youtu.be/9zbTpzXEcBw
I don't contact until I'm certain the work is going somewhere and I have something to show. I prefer approaching with proof of concept to show the direction and skill, it's how I got permission to use an Alfred Noyes poem for my debut album.
If it shapes into something that I can see developing into a full work, I'll contact the LeGuin estate to ask for permission. As a composer, it's better to show up with something more than just an idle wish.
I am replying to her in this thread. When time comes to write the libretto, I know exactly who I'm going to ask 😺
Pretty much. A lot of furries seem to think it's strange that I don't "hold court" as a visible performer. I've found that people with large retinues who mobilize Discord servers geared entirely around them are very likely abusive and narcissistic.
I have a very small number of close friends, I keep my Discord server as mostly announcements for performances and albums. There were a few people who thought they could get kickbacks from my popularity as a performer but-
They quickly dropped off when they realized I wasn't interested in turning that into social credit.
I'm an otrovert who isn't afraid of confrontation. The cult thing disturbs me.
You're going to my undergrad stomping grounds on Friday! Say hello to my beloved Malaprops for me- I spent so many hours reading at the cafeteria there, and drawing.
I hope for better times when I can get there, it looks like a blast!
The Ultima manuals and worldbooks were such a joy to me. And the fellows from Magnetic Scrolls and Infocom. And the Quest For Glory manuals...
Oh the LOOM book of patterns!
What a masterpiece that game was. And we were robbed of the sequels.
I'm as at publicity! I have an album and it's been well-received! I'm happy that it's been selling despite the fact that I need to be better at publicity- go and have a listen, consider purchasing it!
#MERRYJEST #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #Music #FurryMusician
Oh dear god this needs to happen.
Oh, if only Bea Arthur were alive to read the audiobook...
Have some opera this Tuesday. Some Boheme excerpts I recorded:
#Opera #Music #Merryjest #Tenor #OperaSinger #Singer #Classical #Puccini
SO they will get rid of all those things and instead trap us into dumb terminals while they host your computer on the cloud.
It's all geared towards ensuring you don't own a thing, rent everything, and afford nothing at all.
It does. It's time for the maker and indie computing spheres to converge and provide homebrew alternatives. Perhaps they won't be as powerful to start with, but that's how industries begin. If the techbros want scarcity, you fight them by providing what they want to deprive you of.
For this year's #FantasyFaire mini-opera, our heroes will face the Entangler— a creature co-opts people's stories and twists them to his own service. Tweedle-Lye and Crye, his helpers, shame those not going along with The Story as 'losing their hinge.'
#music #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #FurryMusician
Today would have been my mother's birthday.
Thank you for always being my friend, and for loving me. I miss you.
And Fuck cancer.
This is how you do promo teasers right.
It would. But they're determined to not leave us much of a choice, aren't they?
I was surprised, I'll admit XD
I was surprised...
dialed.gg
🎶Sigues espiando, arrastrada?
No sabes que tódo en la vida se paga?
Gimoteas como la que nunca hizo nada,
pero el tiempo no divaga
inexorable crepa a hora apuntada
y lujuria de justicia embriaga
cuando llega la aurora anhelada🎵
-Eugenio Espejo, "Adrasteia"
Justice is so fragile because it is an idea that people treat as if it were a force of nature and, therefore, capable of operating independently from the actions of humans. We have been taught to await its inexorable arrival, but seldom to be its conveyance.
You cannot let people off the hook when you communicate consequence.
When trying to express oneself, it's frankly quite absurd
To leaf through lengthy lexicons to find the perfect word
A little spontaneity keeps conversation keen
You need to find a way to say, precisely what you mean...
#Supercalifragilistiexpialidocious #BackInsaintOlaf #GoldenGirls
Congrats on 400! Here's my chaos goblin, Vorpal!
Just a reminder that I'm on @bandcamp.com . Follow me to be the first to hear when I release new music. Album 2 is in the works right now, and a title and a launch date are forthcoming! merryjest.bandcamp.com/follow_me
#Bandcamp #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #Music #Composer #Merryjest
I love your style!
Man, I LOVE your style. Your way with line art and shape language, art goals.
#8 is also how so many authors end up on sooo many watchlists
Donald Giovanni strikes again.
Ni el ceviche ni el granizado, sólo el agua de coco, Lwitch!
Tana veloz que comenzó a andar para atrás.
Se ven tan plásticos, no se como no se dan cuenta que el "arte" AI es como las figuritas de Precious Moments- genérico, idéntico, y con una apariencia lustrosa que te hace preguntar si alguien lo cubrió de lubricante para usarlo de consolador.
Y hazte pan de yuca o la pandebono- con una colita fría, perfecto al borde el mar.
Carajo que extraño tánto estar cerca del mar!
As long as that tag remains on this account, it stands as proof of how easily abused the moderation system here is, and how uncritical in though the moderation team is.
Screencap this and reskeet my skeet.
Let people look at my account and judge whether the tag fits, or if it is an abuse!
Some mystics say that, somewhere out there, there if a timeline where BoatyMcBoatFace won, and everything went right thereafter. Personally, I think it's too much of a navel-gazing exercise.
I did. Stupid autocorrect ruined my dad joke!
I've noticed as of late that direct and, when necessary, confrontational (but not hostile) communications are immediately seen as attacking, hostile, and essentially the greatest sin ever by Canadians on and off the internet. But indirect snide-talking seems to be acceptable an preferred.
It is incredibly infuriating, especially when they treat directness as a moral failing — whereas indirectness and avoidance are often the cause of all of the social dramas in their circles.
Artist! Quote with your yellow art!
#MERRYJEST #art #DigitalArt #YellowArt #artist #humanArtist
Which is so stupid.
Sabrina von B didn't become internet famous by playing a twist villain. It's the camp that is delicious.
That's a good idea. I'm going to check and see if the Bsky app has an update due!
Somebody fetch me my cloak.
One of my favorite shows! Singing an hour and a half of glorious ABBA music — some of them you know, some others, not so much.
Join me at Fantasy Island at 5pm SLT for a full show with 12 different stages and glitterdust of ABBA's music.
Your taxi: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/F...
#SecondLife
Person A: "My sympathy towards someone awful who hurt people, and who had something terrible happen to them, will fall within the same range of sympathy he offered his victims"
Person B: "Why are you giving yourself a permission structure to be just as bad as he is?"
... that.. is abuser logic.1/3
Arguing that you are as bad as a serial abuser because you refuse to have sympathy for them...
is telegraphing that you want awful people to never receive proportionate consequences to their actions.
And why might that be? Because you might, one day, might benefit from that? 2/3
It reminds me of that quote by Terry Pratchett: "The good are innocent and create justice. The bad are guilty, which is why they invent mercy."
3/3
They should totally use your design for a new set of games.
You are soooo not prepared for how ridiculous Tidus is going to get. Enjoy!!!
"Why does Monkey have eight syllables?"
You'd be surprised, but this commercial moved a TON of units. Kids wanted to find out WTF it was about and it was memorable.
That's John Kassic, the voice of the Cryptkeeper, people recognized that screech riiiiight away.
That's true, most of us know the voice- the moment I heard that voice, I went "wait a minute..."
I grew up in Ecuador, so I never saw this commercial as a kid.
It seems that Bluesky's approach is to note leave my appeal permanently unresolved, so I can't file more appeals against the abuse of the moderation label.
Oh, honey.
Go ahead and tell the moderators what you think by emailing moderation@blueskyweb.xyz !
Exactly.
I would have asked him "So when are YOU going to start to get smart, Sam?"
No no no she NEEDS to have her brother edit the videos
Lorenzo Music is what happened when Walter Findley and Stanley Zbornak did the Fusion Dance.
"I was not being deliberately cruel. It was tough love."
When you read those lines, tell me you do not get massive Mommy Dearest vibes.
Ah crap, I know how this ends, I've played #Ultima VII.
@richardgarriott.bsky.social , do you have any of those transmutation wands left???
I love this!
Wait what.
I have to admit, I never stayed in touch with the Eva fandom after the original series and the first two movies. I had nooooo idea that this level of balls-to-the-walls crazy set of spinoffs even existed.
Now I am so curious.
Admittedly, I have a ton of different interests so it's not uncommon for me to round back to something I haven't looked into for ten years and discover there's a whole sub-basement of things. I'm not as much of a steady fandom person as a cyclic rover.
I have seen and heard of the retelling of the main plot a few times but this madcap series of spinoffs passed me by completely. To find out they did go for the alternate world from the first finale is wild XD
I'll get to The Office one of these days, I'm sure >_> <_< >_>
It is my general experience that people who advertise how kind and caring they are are the candy coating on the witch's cottage.
Bree, that is Grandmaster-level use of a meme. Brava!
The United States grew up with the movie version of the Neverending Story instead of the book. And that explains a lot about where we are.
If you think this is a superfluous observation, you haven't read the book and thought about it.
Holy hells ok , THIS one I'm making a priority to get to sooner than later.
There are times when I'm composing late at night and I find myself having composed several measures, sometimes even half a page, half asleep. The worst part is that 90% of the time, I've no issue with what I put down.
This makes me so mad.
The great bard S00j is holding court TONIGHT!
sjtucker.bandcamp.com/merch/fae-th...
It's a lost cause, alas. I don't think the tapes even survived.
Pass it along, let's see your pfp in its full sized glory!
I drew this for my role as an UFW wrestler under the moniker Starchild!
🎨 by me
#furry #furryart #digitalart #art #HumanArt
Let me know if they ever get back to you!!
Bluesky moderation yet again resolved my appeal without answering or removing the label. How do I know? Because I could file another appeal on the app for this label. That doesn't happen unless they close the ticket.
Oh girl, you just did a lot of lying.
Guess what?
You have noooo idea of how true that is right now!
Oh, it's not Bluesky that's done the lying right now.
This is a long-running situation that I am about to put a stop to, my patience has run completely dry and is running in the opposite direction now.
27 years ago, Sierra On-Line closed their legendary Oakhurst office and fired two thirds of their staff. The remaining staff were given the option to relocate to the Washington office.
Ken Williams' autobio offers some heartbreaking insight into what happened.
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I'm speed-composing an operetta for #FantasyFaire in @secondlife.bsky.social , to benefit the American Cancer Society. 50% of the music done, 50% to go and I'm actually ahead of schedule!
Here's a teaser:
#Nusic #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #Merryjest
I want to switch from "Idiocracy" to "Biting the Sun" for my dystopia, please >_<
Bandcamp Friday is awesome! Plus you can listen to whole albums for free before choosing to buy them. I love that approach- I'd rather have my album there than most other places!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
This album art is not AI. I can see why someone would come to the conclusion by looking at the artwork zoomed out. Zoomed up close and seeing the details, though, it's obvious it is not AI slop. It's just that the aesthetic has been so fed into the slop machine that it immediately strikes as AI.
Freni was the most arresting and sensitive Mimi I ever saw. And her Susanna had all the right softness and edg that I have seldom seen in the character.
An that voice!
Well, also if you zoom in, you don't see any diffusion artefacts in the textures the lines are too clean and coherent to be AI, and at the same time it lacks the plastic over-glossy look that generated "art" has.
Somebody give Connie Willis the Cassandra award for calling us out in 1995.
And someone spank the designer who chose that font, which makes "Remake" read like "Remare."
Remare songs like a portamentau of Nightmare and Remake, which I could see.
The big question is whether you're in MYST and are stuck in the room for five hours or whether you're in The Longest Journey and need to rescue a rubber ducky from a canal.
The Kings and Nobles of the land have done it,
Hear it not, Heaven, thy ministers have done it.
-William Blake
The world is dying from cowardice because doing the right thing is inconvenient. Because speaking truth is unpleasant— so people tell you you're "no better" than the sins you expose. That's code for "you're being inconvenient, I don't want to deal with this."
Magnificent!
I've been stepping into mushroom rings for MONTHS and feeling incredibly disappointed with the results.
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I would very much adore being proven wrong. For the time being, though, it looks like it's not in the cards.
Precedent me, stamped in triplicate
And mimeographed with haste,
No more the days of men that complicate
the world in need of waste-
But blissfully ordinary whiles
spent in choreographed routine
And days that stretch for miles.
Precedent me, I'm tired of where we've been.
It looks like it's time for another Star Dispatch report on bigoted store owners. The ableist language really tells on her.
River, would you have any screenshots of that exchange? TI'm going to be writing an article on this on the SL Newser and submitting it to the SL Enquirer.
as a late 80s kid, I grew up listening to my older brother's "Stars on 45" remixes, which included MEGO's Star Wars disco remix. So when I saw this in the movie theater I knew EXACTLY what the fuck James Gunn was riffing on and I squealed.
I appreciate the request, but I am not in the practice of sparing people the consequences of their actions. My first commitment is to letting the public know so they know what businesses they choose to support.
If you read my report on Ansar, you'll be reassured that that is exactly what I always do.
The Tao that can be bought is no-(doesn't finish the sentence as he gets hit by a flying book)
Fuck I though that WAS DIANA before I read the text
I had to look up "jandals" XD
It's just a jump to the left...
Is Pix going to try to extend itself outside of Brazil? That would be great!
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Whaaat is STILL down?
I've received reports from other users who received harassing messages from this creator after posting reviews on the Marketplace.
They now have my full attention, and that's not something they will enjoy.
These are wonderful! I can't commission you right now but I have you on my list for when I can!
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@joshuafoust.com USian because the literal name of our country is The United States of America. Not America. America is a continent.
"USian" is actually more accurate.
Pauli is a fricking legend! I still have my copy of the original ALBEDO.
Recommendation list? I'd love to pick a few of them up!
The illusion that security exists is what eventually leads people to vote for strongmen who bamboozle them into thinking they will provide it for them.
If we were mature as a species, we would learn to live with uncertainty, and would be immune to that wile.
I am very open to all sorts of genres! I read most of them.
Well, looks like I've got *two* people deserving of the lash now.
Without counting the messages Dinples has sent me through alts and posted on my Yotuube channel.
This is either Dimples or one of her clients. The account is located in France, so I'm betting it's the Queen of alts herself.
And that was an excuse to use a slur?
And then send your squad after me when I started showing people what you'd done?
Nah, babygirl, you're starting to feel the heat and now you're in damage control mode. You said that word with your full chest, both of you did, and we're not fooled.
Thank you!
It looks like Blacksky is having some issues. I can't see a lot of replies to me from blacksky.community, but I can if I log on through Bluesky. So, if I miss anything, be patient, I'll get to your replies as soon as they fix the issue.
Every day that passes I understand Diogenes of Sincope more and more.
I don't think I'd be able to commit to the lantern bit. There would come a moment where I'd just started using it as a flail and lantern-whip motherfuckers left and right.
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Let's take a look at how respectful and kind your customers are.
Here's what Kamille Blackwood said to me when I posted a screenshot of what you said.
I guess she practices kindness under the Marquis de Sade's definition?
And here's another one of your respectful and kind customers implying I am a zoophile because I have a furry avatar. And I've got more smaples!
Nah, girl, we see exactly what kind of culture you foster, and it's rotten to the core.
And now you've got my attention. Aren't you lucky?
"if everyone were kind, I wouldn't have an excuse to use slurs."
If a business owner behaves that way, then the public should know so they make an informed decision. And if the store owner decides to mobilize a mob to silence people calling attention to the issue instead of owning up... well, doesn't that just say everything?
Especially when they put out an insincere non-apology after that doesn't work?
My favorite book!
But no, really, darling, why don't you get some of your furry friends to speak up for you? Maybe they'll want to comment on you calling people zoophiles through alts for leaving reviews on your MP about mis-labeled items?
Noscitur a sociis.
Beats me. I got brigade - reported into being labeled a "rude" account when you can see my content is anything but, yet moderation keeps not answering my appeals.
That's because the entire Bluesky moderation team consists of a potato hooked up to the internet. They're a gaggle of incompetent and churlish jerks.
Goddamnit Greg stop making me feel old.
Wait until someone tells him about Hedi Lamarr's ex-husband.
And let's not forget her 'kind and respectful customers' who go on Primfeed to report people talking about the incident to take things down... while resorting to ageism.
Her entire customer base is like Caligula's locker room or something.
And suddenly the fact that my account has been under an abused tag that got brigade-reported by toxic people, without any action from moderation to correct it for nigh four weeks now, makes perfect sense.
Dear dreamers, if you have impostor syndrome... please, wrap it in a box, with the glitteriest paper you can find, and get rid of it by mailing it to this guy at Bluesky moderation, who clearly needs a lot of it...1/2
I guarantee you that your impostor syndrome is deeply unfounded, whereas this techbro's would not only be founded, it would have such a foundation that Isaac Asimov would rise from the grave to write five novels about it. 2/2
Work with more competent humans.
Excellent texture and lighting, you killed it.
I will never understand the ease with which so many let go of their identities so that they can submerge themselves in an ocean of others, ignoring how dangerous it is to abandon yourself to the tides.
Sooner, rather than later, you get thrown against the rocks.
Joined! Looking forward to seeing your process!
Nobody in your life has told you about Hedi Lamarr's ex-husband, have they?
Oh, the moderation team is an absolute joke. My entire account has been labeled 'rude', but check it out for yourself and see if that label fits.
I've appealed countless times without a response or a resolution.
New Patreon post! Now that the operetta is almost fully composed I can start doing regular updates again. Subscribers get sneak peeks at the works-in-progress for art and music composition!
www.patreon.com/posts/we-nee...
It's even better if you sing the literal trailer lyrics!
~What the effin' crap, did that angel just feel me up?~
I want one just like that!
That is the sickest burn ever. Oh my god.
#ABBA just started playing at the sandwich shop. Please rise for our national anthem.
My account in Second Life is going to turn 22.
"The AI Art Bro", a play in three acts.
Sabemos exactamente que el dios al que rezan no existe, porque sinó se prendería fuego como la noche de San Juan en Asturias.
Y un rodillazo a los huevos.
Si los puede encontrar.
You mean the game called
It's #BandCampFriday, everyone! Why don't you take a look at my debut album as a composer and consider buying it, or gifting it to someone you think will appreciate it!
Album 2 is on the way!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
We're going to look at behaviors-
asherwolfstein.com/micro/anythi...
No lies told.
When they are the word, of course.
New track up!
merryjest.bandcamp.com/track/i-once...
#MERRYJEST #MusicSky #BandCamp #OriginalTrack #Music
Shaka, when the mountain much dig dig.
Ask them how they like the gas prices.
I'm reminded of a Golden Girls moment when Dorothy, after having to endure an hour of an elderly conspiracy theorist, looks up to the sky and says "SHE'S READY, GOD."
The flippity floppity FUCK 🙀
I wish, for a day, that magic could exist for real. There'd be so many fucking frogs.
Because right now I'm feeling the Last Midnight vibe from Into The Woods and I'm squarely in the Witch's corner.
A good old transmigration of souls never hurt nobody.
Why doesn't the Orion Experience have a bigger following on Bluesky???
I like the way you think.
The crooked tree will never know the mill.
Is that an "everybody is doing it so we might as well" argument forming?
ABBA wrote a song about how people fall prey to the lure of authoritarians and cult leaders back in 1980. Most people don't realize that's what this song is about.
youtu.be/oc4XqKSWOSc?...
Someone who is that much of a utilitarian and who uses people as props should be that miserable inside. The problems is that he lacks the introspection to understand why it is so.
I don't think people fully acknowledge how much of an eccentric genius Björk is. She is also 100% right in this.
Ok, people: what eldritch ritual do we need to perform to throw us back into the timeline where David Bowie and Aretha Franklin are alive, and the Murphy Brown reboot got off the air after the first season?
That laugh gave me life, I'm not going to lie- all that tap dancing she's doing? Girlfriend wants to travel the world she ruined with her vote and not have anyone throw it in her face.
You'll never figure me oot!
I had a good childhood and awesome parents but for fuck's sake I don't want to be a child again. What the fuck is wrong with these people.
The world is burning because of people willing to abdicate the power of decision-making to others.
And the derivative way in which it is implied they saw "girl story"... it should have been enough for the ghost of Emily Brontë to crawl out of the grave and Wuther their fucking Heights like Kate Bush in the video. The sheer audacity.
Beware of anyone who equates self-defense with abuse. You are talking to someone who wants you to think that defending yourself is immoral.
And why might that be?
Do we know for certain that Peter *isn't* Radagast the Brown, though?
Claiming people can't be unbothered by criticism is "physiologically impossible, science says so" is a reductionist argument and a misunderstanding of science. It is treating an approximated average as a totality, stripped of context.
To do what? To impose your narrative on other people's reactions?
I am pretty sure that if you talked to her about a game, you'd have a 90% chance for her to say "Do not quote the deep magic to me, I was there when it was written." And it'd all be true. And she probably did the writing.
Tired: Professional furry erotica writer.
Wired: Professional furry erratica writer.
Amazing, I have never wanted to slap someone as hard as I could from just reading a paragraph. Whomever wrote this has a very rare talent.
Oh wow 😮 I went to a small liberal arts school, nothing big or fancy, but my teachers weren't assholes or abusive. Eccentric? Very. Gosh. Mine was the "hippie college" in Asheville.
wait what?? Dish!
Just a reminder that Mozart wrote a canon with the words "lick my entire ass" and that it is very much a MOOD right now.
I can't possibly imagine what led me to compose these lines in the operetta. It's a complete mystery.
This is glorious!
I wish their app version wasn't a subscription model, that really grinds my gears and the reason I stick to ProCreate.
Oh gods, I love this, the composition, the colors, the lines, the shapes.
That DonEye image is so blursed.
Get their AI-loving assess, Julia!
I tested it by asking it a question about the history of vocal pedagogy in the bel canto tradition... and it kept mixing up Manuel Garcia Sr. And Jr.
I only have 40 days to finish composing, designing sets, stage and choreograph a one hour operetta. You bet your ass I'm going to look at Rossini and a Gilbert and Sullivan for lessons learned and bags of tricks!
Be careful of the lies you tell. They will come back to you.
This single moment from Hogfather is evergreen.
I'm glad to hear he got... retconned.
I had to do it. But he sounds like a bitter withered person, alright. I'm glad you showed him with your 20 page comic!
... why did I suddenly imagine you as Velma following Sasquatch footprints with a magnifying glass and saying g "Jinkies?"
It's Idiocracy: The Podcast, but the world-building part.
Well, it didn't take me that long to find the most idiotic thing someone could say on this app today. Bravo, bravissimo, here is your prize. A peek into the mind of a tech bro:
youtu.be/DMkHC65sF3w?...
What I imagine the inside of his mind must be like for him to say such an assinine thing:
youtu.be/DMkHC65sF3w?...
I remember when I first saw this and my answer was actually 80 minutes. 40 pre-performance minutes would be the orchestra freaking out and trying to find out what happened to 50% of the musicians, finding out they're all too drunk to play, and resigning themselves.
I have been following Angelique Kidjo's career since I was a kid in the 90s.
This woman is 65 years old and somehow she has more energy *now* than when she first started, and barely looks ten years older.
She's formidable.
www.youtube.com/shorts/aCK19...
What I want to know is what the hell happened to the Andrew Lloyd Webber who composed Jesus Christ, Superstar? All the amazing risk-taking all but disappears after that show, replaced by boilerplate inanity and a very 'safe' sound and formula. He became the anti-Sondheim.
I am tempted to draw a "fuck AI" sign with a hand flipping the bird, with seven fingers.
The worst part is that genuinely useful tools, like specialized AI for pattern-sorting in medical cancer research, are also getting lumped into the animosity even though they have nothing in common with LLMs. Sam Altman us a blight upon the world.
All the art and music I make is powered by human ability and very questionable decisions.
The operetta for #FantasyFaire now has an opening number that spans 41 pages.
The Queen of Hearts gets a Cavatina/Cabaletta, because you can't have the Queen of Hearts and not have her showboating at some point. WHen she takes over, things get pretty insane.
If the shoe fits, you have principles.
If you've never read a book by Patricia McKillip, you are missing out one of the best fantasy writers out there. In The Forests of Serre is particularly rich. The character of Brume is very much the archetype of Baba Yaga, beautifully explored.
This man-man up there just said that with his full chest like he's never in his fucking life even heard of , say, The Merchant of Venice, or... or... or...
Can I just scream into a pillow? It's better than wanting to smack him with one. Filled with mackerels. And brine. And-
All I am saying is that fucking Notre Dame has some serious explaining to do in regards to the graduates it is churning out because holy frijoles.
I went to a Jesuit highschool, theology teacher was besties with Pope Francis, and *I learned about the Church's long history of anti-semitism there*
Agreed. One of my Jewish friends says that every time he hears Netanyahu's name, he slips into the "Slowly, I Turn" routine response.
I've got their music on my tabs now!
If you're curious about some other furry musicians, I'm a singer-composer myself ^^
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
Let me know what you think about it if you do ^^
Nono.
Play Final Fantasy X-2 now. Trust me.
.... I don't think you can explain anything that happens in KH to be honest 😸
Illustration by Thalia Took.
Something's stirring in the wind.
Careful about gaslighting everybody. All it takes is one match and everything will blow up in your face.
Tough love time:
Words come with costs, and so do lies.
All the questions I have....
It's a race to the bottom. Mama was wrong, the scum doesn't always rise to the top, a lot of it goes for the subterranean world.
That one time I read "before was was was, was was is" and my brain screamed internally for a few minutes.
Thank you!
So Emperor Nero was the Dick Grayson of Ancient Rome, is the takeaway from that reconstruction image.
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Only some???
Megan, I know this is totally out of the blue... and forgive me if I'm mistaken, but did I meet you briefly for a while in Colorado ages ago?
Your reminder that my debut album has come out! Album two is going to be announced as soon as the cover art is finished (by me.)
#Music #MusicSky #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic
merryjest.bandcamp.com/album/small-...
I was a regular in the Colorado furs group in the early 2000s and you remind me of a pretty awesome woman who went by Shalinor back then, but I sort of stopped being part of that group and I lost track of a lot of people, life being what it is.
It was SO GOOD! I need to find a way to play it. GOG should work on getting the rights to it damnit.
Opera singer and composer here! Feel free to add me! ^^
.... your assets are AI and even your social media posts are written by AI.
Thank you! ^^
No, sir. Just no. Step away from the hallucination machine and stop telling us it is inevitable.
Not fast enough. I want him to choose the wrong grail already.
I always try to keep this quote in mind. It's why I jumped into the decision to write a one hour operetta in three months.
You mean yours doesn't already???
Nathan Fillion to step into the machine that turns people into cartoons exclusively for this revival.
Half a year ago, I composed a prayer to The Morrígan- a three-voice toccata to honor her triple nature. As the cycle dawns to a close, it is time to play it once again.
#Composer #OriginalMusic #MusicSky #MERRYJEST
Is it bad that the first thing I thought about when I heard abou the LARGE STEEL CYLINDER coming out of the ground in Osaka, and the mysterious donation in gold bullion, was that Lord IlPalazzo is finally making his move?
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As an opera singer I can't tell you how much I cackled.
He's got all the qualifications to be absorbed into the Kardashiansphere.
May I be added? I'm a composer and singer myself ^^
Not unlike how "everyone" had decided that Adventure Games were dead.
Someone, clearly, forgot to tell Dave a Gilbert and a crap ton of people.
I'm gonna cheat because it's the Last Unicorn, which had the fortune of having the author create a perfect screen adaptation.
And then he went and further broke our hearts by writing "Sarek" for Star Trek The Next Generation.
That moment when you need to pause the operetta you're working on to finish retouching the overture for album number two...
Coming out of Wonderland!
#MERRYJEST #Composer #MusicSky #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryMusic
The greatest music sheet direction of all time.
I don't know, is there a Ouija board under the desk?
You're doing archival preservation of furry vintage art? Nice!
Y'all need to stop using neurodivergent people as a fucking mood ring. "If you like X then you're neurospicy, if you like Y you're not" is phrenology-level nonsense.
If the courtroom were an opera scene, it'd be the Commendatore and Don Giovanni final scene, and the off-stage chorus has just begun to sing.
. . . *twitches and decides to scrap his game and replace it with nothing but text because...*
The The grand finale is definitely getting pretty grand...
Is Star Wars Outlaws worth the play?
Thank you @nvidiageforcees.bsky.social
Now go fornicate thyselves.
Aw, sounds like a big missed opportunity. Outer Worlds 2 may be a better experience.
"Whoever had created humanity had left in a major design flaw.
It was its tendency to bend at the knees."
-Terry Pratchett, Feet of Clay
#GNUTerryPratchett
Meanwhile, Second Life is to celebrate it's 23rd birthday on June 23rd and still going!
Oh this version is *chef kiss*
I appreciate that, thank you!
I have as of late found the music of composer Eydís Evensen, and I have been enjoying it a lot. Oceanic Mirror was released last year, and it's deeply spellbinding.
Seeing how incompetent and terrible the Facebook user experience is? I am pretty ready to believe that they just can't attract good talent, or that the direction from the top has about as much cohesion as a packet of firecrakers.
@clairewillett.bsky.social very much so about the AI zombiefication nonsense.
Also, later-life Val had swag powers young Val never dreamed of. Not just anyone can pull off red coral, hematite and turquoise like that. And the tilt of that cravat, too.
Trema, trema, o scellerato.
Zhuge Liang and Liu Bei were royally the Gandalf/Gimli of the Romance.
Me cackling when I read "Why is everyone acting so gay towards Ziluan?"
Looks like I'm staying with Procreate
I forgot about that episode. I was but a speck of existence in the eye of the universe when I saw it for the first time, hah!
Strangely enough I forgot about that episode after watching it. But a few years later, the Thundercats made me👀
It JUST dawned on me where I've seen you name and character before! I must have been... 15 or so when I came across some of my first batch of furry art on the internet in the late 90s! I still have some of my very old CDs from those days with art I got off the 'net so I could practice from it!
There is a better timeline out there, and in that timeline "The trees did it' wasn't the big twist in Shyamalan's "The Happening."
I was one too XD I think I have another one of you in my archives somewhere... color pencil, I THINK, and you might be doing cartwheels or a handstand? In overalls maybe? It's hazy, but I'll see if I can find it.
I cut my teeth on TigerMUCK. It's wild but I never made my way to FluffMUCK for some reason...
@clairewillett.bsky.social you MUST write that Baba Yaga murder mystery now. It is not fair to tease us like that!
I started Old Skies today!
I see another one of your games is going to punch me the gut, isn't it?
I'm a GenXer and I can spot them almost instantly. Being an artist probably has something to do with it, though.
I can also spot LLM writing with pretty frightening accuracy, too.
Hands are hard, I literally made a meme about how we artists feel when it comes to drawing hands. Even experienced artists. Except for the Eldritch beings who take delight in drawing hands.
I hate what AI slop has done to the world, and to people's trust in artists because of unprincipled people. Foolish Mortals has my full support- I've followed the development of this game and there are no AI assets in it.
"The bible tells us we're God's masterpiece"
Lady you're at an eye center because The Masterpiece has optic nerves wired so poorly that our brain has to spend processing power to correct the image because it's upside-down.
The Nautilus has an infinitely better eye than we do. Which feels like a raw deal on our end.
Meanwhile Second Life is on is 23rd year watching Meta get taken behind the shed and going "see ya."
It decided to jump on the Tulip Craze and now it is heading for bankruptcy. I'm here for it like....
I've been saying that for years. I love Second Life- it's a very unusual phenomenon and it's full of all sorts of things.
Where else can I be an opera-singing Cheshire Cat? Long may it live.
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I may be misinformed, but wasn't Harvard one of the few that didn't cut a deal?
Needless to say, I will purchase this book. I can't wait to see what you have to say!
Oh this is pure magic!
Making a phonecall to a ghost!
Gaelynn is an exquisite composer, singer-songwriter and musician. Each of her albums is a haunting offering that unfolds like a bud in the morning sun.
When someone has Infinity Stoned herself into becoming a being of pure drama who can't understand what people are saying unless she rearranges semantics into being some sort of slight she can take objection to, it's a sight to behold.
Rossini procrastinated until the last second - the impresario who commissioned Barbiere locked him in a room and would toss the finished sheets out the window to the orchestra below, and threatened Rossini that if no pages came, HE would be next out the window. That's a motivational boss!
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My husband and I just created a writer called James Joyce Carol Oates and what eldritch door have we opened.
OHMYGOD
Oh my god!!!
Goddamnit Frank, not Torgo!
(Yes Torgo)
Show somebody who absolutely rocks a hat and isn't Indiana Jones.
That one time a HuffPo reporter found Carmen Sandiego:
www.huffpost.com/entry/carmen...
It a pity that the wait staff must fear for their jobs instead of being able to respond "Then maybe your Daddy can take you to the McDonald's on the ride home after the adults are done eating."
And then they will dump him in the ball pit, where he will be lost until the next age!
Umjammer Lammy was the real agent provocateur.
There's a reason he's still mourned, he was one in a million.
Didn't Zaphod Beeblebrox write this in his memoirs?
Pssst
You reached 1K!
Yes!
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Furries showing up for dress duty!
That's not Anubis, that's Awoobis.
Roman furries, we see you across the millennia.
Ms. Rachel takes a lot of risks that could very easily end her career, and she clearly doesn't care because she cares about something else even more. That's how you know where her north is, she is a very good one.
I have the perfect GIF for these news...
Think hard before you decide to lie, because you never know when the truth will turn up and surprise you.
This is a Public Service Announcement!
Next time, use the nerve pinch— it'll save your knuckles some wear and tear!
On this day, 1,600 years ago, what would become one of the most beautiful cities in the world was founded at the stroke of noon: Venezia, La Serenissima.
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Any Terry Pratchett that has the witches. In the Forests of Serre by Patricia McKillip. The last unicorn by P S Beagle. The Neverending Story by Michael Ende. Biting The Sun by Tanith Lee!
There are a LOT of strange things surrounding this situation, especially the identity behind certain serial harassers who belong to an anti-trans harassment campaign website. Over several months, we've noticed things that don't fit the narrative we were given.
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Not these people not realizing that feeding into this type of humor is also feeding into the machinery that perpetuates being gay as a shameful joke.
You know someone's come through the othe side of the Rabbit Hole and into WTFery territory when they go "Why can't WE have our own theocracy?"
no, we need the glittering kingdom of ABBA!
Erwin Drood-Hopfstetter must have missed the meeting.
It is settled then!
I am afraid. This looks like I'd get hooked binge watching it and lose DAYS.
We exist in the consequence space of people with power lacking the fundamental courage to stop what's wrong, and those who have the courage having always eschewed power.
I decided to spend my birthday singing a two hour ABBA concert with two dear friends. I've made good choices.
See you tonight at Fantasy Island!
Thank you all for making it an awesome birthday— my ABBA concert with Justine and Lady Q in #SecondLife was a success! They had to raise the sim cap because the we maxxed it out!
Why did none of you cowards ever tell me Ome Henk was a thing?
That was me yesterday XD
America, can you please stop fucking up so Joan Baez can enjoy her retirement? The woman is a treasure and she has done her lion's share already.
The affrontery to have Leonard Cohen as his avatar, on top of it all.
OK. I'm hooked.
I'll have you know that Ms. Blurb was, in fact, a real person and in her later years she became an executive assistant to Mavis Beacon.
What Star Trek shows has this vapid shopping bag been watching????
That's not Star Trek he's describing, that's Star Wars. Weir has become the human embodyment of the "Use The Force, Harry— Gandalf" meme.
Tell me what's happening here.
Far less overtly than Star Trek. The thought process behind the birth of Star Wars and Star Trek is very different. Trek was social and political from the start. Star Wars was Lucas aping Kurosawa in space without much nuance. Politics didn't roll int until the prequels.
Thought as much.
The whole model concept is idiotic. LLMs instead of a heuristics-based approach? That has a glass ceiling. And the whole structure required them to steal so much to create a large enough training model.
They should'a paid attention to this musical:
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Performing true word sorcery instead of outsourcing it to a Lich!
I keep asking myself if they grew up watching Star Wars without really knowing it was Star Wars and convinced themselves it was Trek.
The original trilogy was more action-driven than Trek. There was political coding, but for the generations that grew up after the original airing, a lot of the Soviet-coded empire wasn't on the cultural foreground as much as the swordfights and the dogfights. 1/2
Politics didn't really get center stage until the prequels, and they were frequently vilified. Trek was always a lot more overt about having politics, diplomacy, social strife and bigotry at the center of the story instead of as the framework for action pieces. 2/2
That's just my take on it. I grew up with a brother who was neck deep in Star Wars and I was always more on the Star Trek side of things. The 'brand' identity also has a lot to do with it, too, insofar as what sticks in the mind of kids. 3/2 (i miscounted XD)
Pretty much. They ignore the historical context that informed a lot of the codification of the Empire, and only think in terms of 'pew pew, sword go bzzzt" terms. They're so media illiterate that they miss anything that is not overt and on the nose.
And in the case of 'Trek... even THEN.
You would be surprised how flexible the 'Fandom Menace' people can be. Most of them are literal nonsense yoga masters... these are the same people who also claim Star Trek was never 'woke', so we are talking about people in alternate timelines at this point.
Pssst... I got it.
It begins. I named him Misfit because his songs are better.
Excuse me, Frank, the real titles are Super Goodboy and Superest Goodest Boy II respectively.
... oh dear lord this man is eventually going to realize that not only how wrong he is, but that he was a total douche to TV's Frank over it. I'd rather be hung over from Mad Dog 2020 than face THAT realization.
Maybe his Babelfish malfunctioned?
Be thankful.
Battimus Crime.
The naming convention of the strains is weird. At this point we're going to end up with COVID variant Stephanie.
So when are we goign to find out that Aunt Gladys was just Endora on a bad day?
I remember watching the Challenger live as a little kid.
Sparkling surfaces hide deep waters.
The unseen remains
even when eyes are averted.
Blundering through the murky depths
your foot gets snared in what is ignored,
the more it is unseen
the greater its power of ruin.
And most humans can get hands right after practice.
When you see GOG listing "The Wolf Among Us" as a 'Good Old Game':
I'm not gonna lie, it's pretty thrilling.
But I also can hear David Bowie singing "Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do..."
"There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
- Leonard Cohen
So @mishellbaker.bsky.social Well... so far, Misfit has caused a storming of the bridge, and an entire town is now a ghost town. And a Protectorate shuttle went kaboom.
I have entered full chaos goblin mode. Niles is not ready for the ride he's on.
"Look to the helpers."
I finally saw the Chalamet clip and... unpopular opinion: there is some truth to what he says. People DON'T care about opera.
And it's not opera's fault. It's the fault of the gatekeepers. Opera used to be popular entertainment, but elitism and academia have walled it off.
We must change that. 1/2
And that's part of my mission in my own way. And it's also what fuzzies like @furryopera.com
and the fuzzies at Howlaria are doing.
Opera isn't diamonds and fur in the gallery, but blood, laughter and tears on the stage and in your chest.
And fursuits onstage. Of course. 2/2
For the first and only time in their lives, flying United actually paid off.
Misfit believes Niles must be protected at all costs but also red buttons are there to be pressed.
Me too! Misfit was going to be mean, but now he's just a well-intentioned whirlwind of neon chaos. Who somehow still manages not to disappoint Niles.
Oh my god i need the rest of this succee article
Thank goodness I don't use VR chat or I'd be going around dressed as La Bruja Del 71 just for shits and giggles.
Typical 1970s city apartments in Mexico, which were a very particular decade look
Add them to The List. Pass The List around, never forget who they are and never let them get art.
Thank you!
It's a VERY good book. Zot! Is also a masterpiece more people should read.
I hope @scottmccloud.bsky.social is seeing his panels making the rounds among artists.
I'm a huge fan of his didactic work, and I also absolutely adore Zot!
I wanna go back to the Old Internet. New Internet sucks and it's run by even bigger ashsoles.
It really is rather fascinating watching someone who makes the madness of King George seem dignified by comparison, but not as much as watching an entire ecosystem of people that is doing basically this:
The people who had the notion that checks and balances should work on the honor system clearly never fully understood what happens once dishonorable people have a go at it, didn't they?
I've been remiss in publicizing my album because I've been neck-deep in composing the operetta for Fantasy Faire. Once that is done- yes!
Well, my husband is getting that for his birthday now!
Captures that "I don't know what it is yet, but you probably need to apologize for something" Sisko glare energy perfectly.
Maybe that's what's throwing them off, him not lying is a one in a million thing.
Exclusively trained on Irene Iddlesleigh.
Forget your Hogwarts house. Are you a disciple of the Gyre, The Glimmer, The Runner, The Limen, The Book, The Majesty or The Jest?
You don't know what I'm talking about?
Oh, you will. In a couple of months, you will!
I finally figured out what anime we're stuck in. We're in that scene of Paprika where hallucinations and dreams are merging into reality and everybody goes absolutely off the trolley.
🎶Fly me to the moon
and let me sail upon the stars
Make Nutella sandwiches
and stuff them with mars bars🎵
I just adore your designs and the throwback aesthetic!
I'm a card carrying member of the international ABBA fan club. Trust me, I know 💃🕺
They got it wrong. You're clearly Moira McTaggart self-OUTserting yourself into the real world!
Learn people skills and get off the internet.
In fact, yesterday I sang a concert that was 50% disco over in Second Life! X3
Because goddamnit, I needed it- yesterday I put opera aside and did a disco/dance concert in @secondlife.bsky.social at Bespoke.
#SecondLife #FurryMusician
Composer/opera singer here! May I be added? :)
... oh wow!
... I guess that shows I am a tenor after all! I've got resonance where my brains ought to be!
Thank you XD
Four people floating in the void, looking at a planet where no territory lines can be seen.
And mendacious little men seeking to tear that world apart and carry a piece of it to their hovel like rabid scavengers.
Two futures existing at the same time.
I know which one I want.
At 60, Cher completely revolutionized a music industry that was ready to discard her as a fossil.
Four years we got a killer album by a quartet of people about to turn 80.
100% agreed.
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Respectable! In my heart they occupy the same place.
I can only imagine what adding Cher's voice to the duo would have been like.
Someone needs to find their spines, first.
And we got Eartha Kitt chewing every piece of celluloid scenery and it was glorious, too.
How on Earth did King George manage to go mad with more dignity than this?
I did not escape a demagogue only to die at the hands of another one, goddamnit.
And what the fuck are you and your party doing?
AOC should get to Chun-Li kick the fuck out of every Dem without a spine at this point.
You are a member of the House. You can initiate this.
Call your congressman!
Far too many people wanted to feel morally superior at the expense of the lives of absolutely everyone.
O for a voice like thunder...
He ain't doin' much.
Rather useless of a god that allows the innocent to suffer at the hands of the powerful. Not a single president has ever been held accountable for his crimes, not even Nixon.
Don't tell me to get to work, dimestore preacher, you don't know what I do.
Unfortunately Vice President J.D. Vance has neither morals nor ethics.
So it's going to run for office now?
Yep.
Am here for when you need to deploy the Gayotron to turn Verminsteel into Glittersteel.
I immediately heard Rusalka's song to the moon in my mind.
My friend @casterwolflena.bsky.social pulled this one out the other day. I find it fitting.
How did he take it? We're baiting with waited breath!
er, you know what I mean.
Ah, the church of Saint Bea, the goddess of beatriol: the spirit-inspired art of zinging one-liners.
Picture it: you're perusing your comic store as a kid in 1996 and suddenly Magic: The Gathering casts Furry Activation on you.
Heavens to Murgatroyd did they really just go for the "Says you" third grade response? I've heard of fertile imaginations, but this is the first time I've been inclined to describe someone as having a fertile LACK of imagination.
So this is what it's like to be burdened with knowledge you wished you didn't have.
I am also secretly disappointed that they missed the opportunity to name one of the tracks 'black hole sun.'
It's very sad that some people have no-one who cares about them enough to get them real help such as abusive charlatan radio jockeys pretending to be mental health experts. Some of us care so little as to only seek out qualified neurologists and therapists for our loved ones.
I love the mood on this piece, Enigma. They did a great job!
Karolina's 'rants' should be required study for anyone making these kinds of videos. This is how you make a point.
"There's nothing premature about it" was typed with the certainty and practice of someone who has most likely repeated that phrase many, many times in his life.
As an opera singer, I can attest to that.
Holy plosives, Batman!
I love how the branches avoided every single window
We don't want to force you to talk to us again.
You are repugnant and immoral.
We are merely reporting on awful people— them, and you.
All the twisting of tales you do creates a knot. Be careful, you might get caught in it.
I absolutely cannot believe that homophobia is so deeply and casually rooted in some people that they think it's a good repeat a KiwiFarmer's narrative about pedophilia because they're angry that they couldn't finish their project.
Utterly sick mind.
Quedaremos libres dos males
da nosa alma e de todo embruxamento.
Forzas do ar, terra, mar e lume,
a vós fago esta chamada:
se é verdade que tendes máis poder
que a humana xente,
eiquí e agora, facede que os espíritos
dos amigos que están fóra,
participen con nós desta Queimada.
Been listening to the first Loreena McKennitt CD I ever owned. This was such a fantastic album, too. I feel that this was the peak of her songwriting powers.
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"The trees on the mountain height are their own enemies… they are useful, so they are cut down!
This crooked tree has been trying for a long time to be useless, and this is very useful. No axe or bill prepares its end. No one will ever cut it down." — Chuang Tzu
It's giving speedofart dot com vibes.
Jedit O'Janen, not only the cat whose comic in the 90s caused the awakening of a thousand furries, but also whose hair magically flows in the opposite direction of the blowing wind!
Welcome home, Artemis II. You might wish you had stayed away a little bit longer.
Artemis II is a surprisingly emotional event for those of us who were old enough to remember watching the Challenger explode live, and were young enough to be deeply affected by it.
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Alfred Noyes is one of my favorite poets, so for my debut album I composed a setting of his poem, A Song Of Sherwood:
#Music #OriginalTrack #MusicSky #FurryMusician
The moment the final piece of the puzzle clicks...
Obsessed with 'hating' you? I've composed 3 albums, an operetta... and wait til you see what Asher's been working on!
So you agree with Asher: can't expect more than you give. And yet, you demand better?
Keep talking.
Michael is sending you my posts, so stop being stupid and 'taking the bait.'
And you want to blame me for my stalker? Okay, babe, then everything Stalker Chan does is your fault.
Two can play that game. You sure you want to step up to that board? Because I don't think you wanna.
Michael is sending you my posts. Stop being an idiot.
Also, stop calling us 'stalkers', we're your critics.
If you keep accusing us of criminal behavior, it will be actionable. We don't take kindly to being accused of criminal activity without proof.
Criticizing you is not 'stalking', you twelve year old girl.
Michael is sending you my posts, dork.
Anyone who wants you to 'not freak out the mundanes' and then tells you they're a fellow weird/quirky person is giving:
My Avalon Suite for Organ will be released sometime this year in an album. It consists of:
-The Morrigan
-Gwenhyfar
-Elaine of Astolat
-Morgan LeFay
-The Crystal Cave
-In Avalon
Here's a snippet of the opening, a three-voice fughuetta reflecting the triple nature of the Morrigan.
My friend foomf whom I've known for nigh on 18 years, telling me I am too much of a flamboyant ham to be anonymous.
Close friends? Yes, actually, I have them. It's almost like you should never take the words of someone who rewrites history to their benefit at face value. I made that mistake.
Know someone who knows you from your REAL awkward days.
How do people feel about accounts that are split up? I see some creative people who combine all their interests... art, music, writing, into a single account, but I've ALSO seen them create specific accounts for their art, their music, and then a separate social account. How's that worked for you?
... Oh no, don't do this to me. I am already captured by OW2 XD
I haven't been playing it as much as I want to 'cause I've got an operetta to finish by the 23rd. But after that? Hehehehhee.
Aye aye, cap'n! I will report on the result of my next disaste---er--- mission, once the operetta is complete!
Hands, feet, the intercostals and the armpit. The human body is a deathtrap for artists.
One of the mythological figures not often talked about, but for whom I have a very soft spot, is Argus Panoptes.
Some people don't really understand the concept of economic autonomy and how much that closes the world to you when you don't have it.
You've been trying to remember that for a while, haven't you? XD
I love singing Don Ottavio— he's pretty easy in my voice, and I can do his coloratura in one breath.
Performed at the Varro Theatre in @secondlife.bsky.social
#OperaSinger #Opera #FurryMusician #Mozart #DonGiovanni #SecondLife
Support your local library cat!
In its defense, some farts can be ominously atmospheric. Especially after a Schnitzel meal.
Went do what?
Your inability to read is not our fault, and you will not foist your failure and contradiction on us.
Charlene, Asher told you that you had no authorization to use his screenshots, and that we wanted nothing to do with you.
Why did you persist?
Everyone should know better by now.
LLMs, despite being instructed to be surrealistic, must hew to their probabilistic matrix and very quickly return to coherence. Human surrealism often has a specific intent like mocking of linguistic rules, conformity and the social norms of the bourgeoisie. LLMs serve word soups instead.
So...1/3
A phrase like "All I have to say is that when the wind is in the west and the midnight hour has percolated its last usufruct through my mother's goiter pads, we shall taste joy because I know a hole in the ground" is human made. Whereas this one is LLM-generated: 3/3
"A clock unraveled into paper birds that whispered elevator songs; my shadow drank moonlight through a keyhole while the city stitched its skyline from teaspoons of blue regret and a lantern mourned the sound of rain."
Can you tell the difference? I can. 3/3
That moment when you accidentally channel Kurt Weill while composing an aria for Alice's cat, Dinah.
I am in love with your art!
😢
Moya Brennan passing away at still a relatively young age is so sad. She was a continuous voice in my childhood alongside her sister.
A hard year for Enya especially, after losing Nicky Ryan.
Adam got put on timeout by Queen Marlena for getting his boots all over the clean sheets. That's what happened.
Literally the day after Asher wrote this, Kerzner goes and jumps up and down saying "It's meee, it's meee, it's meee."
She's so confident she can dictate what people *actually* say that she doesn't bother to make it line up to reality.
Michael is sending you my message, stop taking the bait, idiot.😹
Dinah has a whole JOURNEY in this operetta.
My engraving is just as messy as my sketching. I need to clean this up for performance once the piece is finished.
10 days to go and only two numbers left!
The full post is here, of course.
I am so sorry, Bsky never notified me of this mention!
My demo of Dinah's aria from my operetta, "TANGLES."
Because I've got nothing going on in my life, right? X3
#MusicSky #OriginalMusic #OriginalTrack #ClassicalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryOpera
Thank you Rodney!
Oh yeah. I am convinced Tolstoy was just a time-traveling Bea Arthur in drag.
One of my favorite shows of all time!
I disregard so many rules of "proper" music composition that I'm sure that any LLM that tries to copy my style will be reduced to a gibberish, whimpering mess.
Prepared cadences? Who's got time for that?
This man likes to live dangerously.
#OriginalMusic #OriginalTrack #BskyMusic #FurryMusician #Merryjest
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Me right now.
So lemme get this straight— the morons have now tried to add age verification to Bluesky... and completely broke the site?
Yeah, that tracks.
That seems to be the case!
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Yep. I try to log through Bsky and it gives me an age assurance screen and then it errors out for too much traffic. Blacksky? Nothing like that.
Consider helping out- Terrie is a wonderful soul.
Isn't it amazing how terrible people lie and accuse someone of being abusive throughout their friendship- and when that person has no other recourse but to publish their entire friendship to prove the allegations wrong, the terrible person squeals?
Truth isn't kind to liars.
When this all began, I composed this prayer. I am under her wings, and to her I commend myself.
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But let's be honest, it's not the Queen of Hearts.
It's Humpty Dumpty.
Aileyn, for fuck's sake, stop using ChatGPT to search a website. LLMs are incredibly unreliable and they hallucinate.
You're a Lit graduate. This is something you should know already, to be honest.
But wait. Shouldn't I say "STOP STALKING ME BRUH!" since, you know, "obsessively" searching content someone makes for mentions of you is, supposedly, stalking?
Which is it, you gaggle of hypocrites?
Ken is here?? I didn't know! Follow time!
I love his shading on pencil. I always wanted to get a pencil commish from him.
Operetta progress update: Alice is going through some shit.
Gurl, why are you obsessively looking at his stuff, you creepy stalker? If you didn't look, it wouldn't trigger you to react! Ain't that how that goes?
I had to do a quick check to see if I had accidentally e-mailed my voice teacher a suggestion that she should improve, or the Harvard Geologist who invited us over to Seder. Or the gamedev friend who helped change computer games... I don't seem to have done so, so whew!
It's also kind of hilarious that someone would refer to themselves as 'exceptional' unironically. That's not something you determine for yourself, others do. Calling yourself 'exceptional' is so egocentric, it's Florence Foster Jenkins levels of delulu.
I don't think there is a greater humiliation tactic than to call yourself 'exceptional' unironically.
Admittedly, most humiliation tactics are geared towards other people... not your own self. But hey, different strokes for different folks.
This composition is dedicated to my friend @sjtuckermusic.bsky.social, whose song "Cheshire Kitten" was a direct inspiration for this song.
#MusicSky #OriginalTrack #OriginalMusic #FurryMusician #FurryComposer #MERRYJEST
How thoroughly delicious!
Does nobody care enough about you to take your phone away from you? How lamentable. Obsessions can be rather unhealthy, or so I have heard.
Lies rot the soul, which explains why a hundred people in rural Ontario were hospitalized due to fumes emanating from a nearby dwelling that, reports say, smelled 'like Oscar the grouch's butthole.'
Duty of care is not neglected by failing to intervene— duty of care is violated by sharing client conversations someone had no authorization to share!
Alas, I am but a mediocre cat-man and such sophisticated matters are beyond me— perhaps a wise peer counselor might explain!
The wise peer counselor who accused someone of being abusive to them throughout their friendship in the following episode is now throwing an adult tantrum because the person published their entire Telegram history to show that the things she claimed... aren't there. No fights, no arguments, no abuse
So now she has tried to move in that direction towards me.
Perhaps it may not surprise her if I make the statement that, should she try to leverage that at me as well, I will do the same.
Perhaps at this point it may just be better for the wise peer counselor to tell the truth about the things she has lied about?
The reality of events is that she and I bear equal responsibility, and the other guy, none. But she would rather break the world than admit that.
But I know she won't do it. Why break a racket that has been working well for near fifteen years at this point? Old habits die hard.
Old habits grow musty and moldy, however. Just ask any nun worth her salt.
After all... nunsense is habit forming.
So we need a Starfox RPG.
Let me know if anyone shares their impressions of it.
Please don't use AI. I will gladly draw a cartoon depiction of this myself, as would many artists, for free for the cause. All you need to do is ask.
@magicalmerlin.bsky.social happy birthday, you legend, you!
That is an AI generated image, I'm afraid to inform you.
In the end, the forces a person moves around come to judge them too. The Orisha don't take kindly to being used for petty reasons.
This movie is a masterpiece. Satoshi Kon's death was a blow to the world of animation. We were robbed of a genius.
Oh god, have you watched Kon's Millennium Actress? You're going to need three boxes of Kleenex by the end.
What a wizard that man was, how deeply felt is his absence.
When she thinks she's Lois Lane but she is really Faora!
My husband and I watched it for a New Year's Eve once, and it was a cry-fest. But gods, it is so beautiful.
What she really loved in the end...
When she is old enough to discover the works of Satoshi Kon, that's going to be an extra special journey. Sometimes I pull up just the introductory scene from Paprika and stare in awe.
Just... chillllls:
youtu.be/uXCoXW8lr0k?...
Susumu Hirasawa's latest album is fantastic. The man is a genius of experimental electronica.
Paprika is a work of art.
Tokyo Godfathers is a work of art.
Millennium Actress will leave you crying, it is beautiful.
They really are. Kon's filmography is full of so many high points. And picking Susumy Hirasawa for his musical collaborator was such an inspired move.
Dream Machine would have been glorious, damnit...
Dear Morrigan, this man's tweet reminds me so much of someone...
[No text in record]
That is too fricking adorable!
Mission accomplished, cap'n!
Oh god yes!
JEM inspired so much of my vibe...
Me: Are you accusing Liana of failing to intervene in a personal matter regarding a client?
Asher: What? No. I said that she could say "No," which makes it not really about entitlement, if that's what it's about. Otherwise I don't know why would someone think that.
1/
Me: Are you stating that coaches and peer... facilitators(?) are required to cold approach third parties?
Asher: Uh... no?
Me: Did you say that peer support is crisis care?
Asher: Huh?
2/
Me: Did you publish that someone was complaining Liana wouldn't help them harass a sex worker?
Asher: What are you talking about?
Me: Was it... you?
3/
Asher: *boggles* I don't harass people. I didn't ask her to help me with harassing anyo... Is she talking about me? ... is she *modem sounds* is she saying @emilyschooley.bsky.social is a sex worker?
Me: Why does Liana phrase it so weird? It's not a bad thing. What is she, a Victorian matron?
4/
Me: *In my best Hyacinth Bouquet voice* "Because I refused to harass... *lowers voice* a -sex worker! (vapors)"
Me: Did you write that her talking about AI in mental health was about you?
Asher: I have no idea what she's talking about.
5/
Asher: According to my stupid fucking X timeline I released April 2024 on 1:16 AM on April 17, May 2024 at 8:09 PM, and I have like *counts* 4 more months to go. Then Twitter, then BlueSky, then old blog posts... it's like she's making it sound like I'm done so people won't bother to look.
6/
Me: Did you not talk to Liana for 3 weeks because you were so upset you hurt her?
Asher: Paboh! You know this!
Me: That's what she said!
Asher: ... is everything I do about her?
Me: Apparently!
7/
Asher: No! I didn't talk to her for 3 weeks because I depedestaled her after she reinforced Poppy's idea I was splitting, when I literally just told her that was my biggest issue with what Poppy did. I wasn't experiencing those symptoms with Poppy... I was just angry. 8/
Me:...
8/
Asher: This is why I'm releasing everything.
Me: This is why you're releasing everything.
Asher: Lemme see that....
Me: She says you're stalking her.
/9
Asher: *reads out* "This is stalking." *looks at me incredulous* So, writing about her in my own space, without contacting her, about my own life and experience with her, as she so emphatically said she has a right to do... is stalking her.
Me: *nods*
/10
Asher: These people man... these people... they are too self-centered even for me. I swear the world has lost its mind.
Me: Well, did you tell her how to improve?
/11
Asher: *blinks* No. I don't know how she can improve. I said she's not a terrible person because terrible people can't get better. I mean, she said I'm a terrible person because I apparently refuse to get better so... what else would I conclude?
Me: Makes too much sense, she wouldn't get it.
/12
Asher: I've seen crazy. This is nuts.
Me: She says this is all old news.
Asher: So... what? That makes it unimportant?
/13
Ever notice how some people seem to disguise their tantrums and awful behavior behind trauma?
There are just too many excuses to dehumanize people to make it easier or even fun to try to hurt or destroy them. Things like claiming there's a tiny part of them "that's still human," or 'rotting souls' all the while going "they hurt meeee!"
Or hiring vodoo practitioners...
Are the appearance-based attacks in the room with you right now? Let's see them?
Wait, has "T. T. Teller" woken up from her convenient 2 year slumber somewhere? Summoned, as if by the ancient arts, when she is most needed?
Hope she's more careful this time around! That was such a gaffe she made!
Chronic appearance-based attacks are weird.
I mean, who *does* that?
Well, Totally Not A Stalker, the way I see it, you've got one choice: Keep spreading false shit about people pretending you aren't because you haven't 'named' them and then claim they're 'staaalking yooou' when you give them reason to watch what you say about them to your public— abuser logic 1/
If you want to preserve dignity, Totally Not A Stalker, you can own up to the fact that we BOTH blamed our husbands for the fact that WE couldn't deal with OUR emotional responses to crises at home. And no, there wasn't 'administrative shuffle' with ALL the volunteers I allegedly didn't talk to. 2/
There was only ever one at a time. Jess, who called you abusive & you fired for breaking NDA (you broke NDA by talking about Inferno in your server by the way), Song whom you fired and Mara who ghosted you. I wonder why? Your passive aggressive resentment? I mean, who'd want to stick around THAT? 3/
So the scripts didn't get finished because of *one* volunteer at a time you had to wrangle? Even the five month period when I had to take a hiatus because unemployment and then new job? What were you doing during that time?
4/
And yet, I came back and pulled a demo and a scenario out of my head because four days aftrer deadline you still hadn't finished the scenario. Fuck, if I'd been in charge of writing, the scripts would have been finished.
Was it Steven yelling at you again that kept you from writing? 5/
It sounds like I should have called for a cancellation then because, you know, I couldn't stand by and hear (via YOUR recordings) someone getting abused.
Or, you know, I let you deal with it because your marriage is your fucking problem you boundary-less whackjob.
6/
You don't want people to read the Telegram history Totally Not A Stalker because it shows he was never abusive to you. Because you lie all the time. I was never abusive to you, either. But make the claim. I will disprove it like he did. And you will cry "VIOLATION!"
7/
Like you cared about who you violated by telling lies, Totally Not A Stalker? The people you've stomped all over.
And all of it? To preserve that hypocritical image of you as a perfect Too Kind, Too Understanding Woman. You don't admit to a single flaw, just tarted up virtues 8/
You share the medical and family history and social media of clients who piss you off or break with you, Totally Not A Stalker. So I guess you're sharing with Aileyn, Bobby and Per now because Sharing is caring, right? and LianaKares!
Unless their 'bad crazy' doesn't go with shoes- then discard! 9/
You blame this all on my husband, but it's on you and me that we couldn't deal with our husbands' crises, and Steven was in just as bad a state as Asher was.
But who got blamed? Who gets mentioned, Totally Not A Stalker? The queer non-monogamous guy.
Your Cis hetero spouse? Nobody knows!
10/
We're both fucking old enough to almost be grandparents Totally Not A Stalker, but you're the one still enacting highschool girl dramas, but fucking people over because you have an audience— poor fools, who can't see through yet. 11/
Totally Not A Stalker, what will you do? Will you admit you were self-serving, threw my husband under the bus and blamed him for something you and I shared equal blame in and be an actual adult and own up to your lies?
Hard to do with narcissism— don't squeal, you called me one, I get one too! 12/
We both know what you will do, Totally not A Stalker. You will squeal, call this 'unhinged' and an 'explosion', pretend I said a whole different set of things here because that's what you do, so no-one *ever* pays too close attention.
Totally Not A Stalker, you are pathetic.
13/13
Post Script: I've sat on this shit for sixteen months. So has Asher.
So much for 'no impulse control.'
You fucking lie about everything.
PS to the PS because lol: Go ahead and make a video trying to lather on more lies, releasing more unrelated private information. Like how you tell people Kim Crawley stabbed her husband every time she's mentioned as one of your critics, or how Schooley has an orgasm in front of the camera 1/5
or how your bete-noire-du-jour (mother in law, sister in law, milkman, idgaf) is "profoundly mentally ill."
Any song and dance to distract from the shit you do, right?
Only, please don't sing. The world is suffering enough as it is.
2/5
I guess you can try to get your critics in trouble with your contacts in the police who you've admitted tell you shity ou shouldn't know. ON VIDEO (archived.) Like, seriously.
The accusations that you sic the cops to harass your critics? Yeah, not beating those allegations with THAT confession!
3/5
Finally, I guess you could try to wave your boomer lawyer at me once again, with his bullying demeanor and his intentional misgendering of my husband? Real pro, that one.
Someone's registered business adress is a matter of public record is not doxing, you professional victim.
You really are a circle of mediocre people-users, and it is entirely my fault that I didn't catch on to the red flags because I wanted to trust you. I was an idiot. At least I am not... whatever it is you carnival of people users are.
So, let's see you try to spin yet again in tomorrow's video!
5/5
His mother loves him. The reason you're a raging misandrist is because you see your father in every man who opposes you.
Telling, you only use "pontificate" when referring to men.
And that's not the only thing you do.
My last warning: I never say things I can't back up.
That's not a trap card, poppet. This is a trap card: x.com/Ellronn28673...
What are you doing? "Manipulating the manipulator"? So, your answer as a Peer Counselor and mental health advocate is to manipulate someone you've consistently described as 'profoundly mentally ill' into giving you what you want?'
Actually, that tracks, knowing what I know now.
This tweet that your 'stalker' released. During the 'Very Ugly Fight' tagging Gail Simone... just as I had said that what you did to Asher looked like what you did to Gail, and now I saw the whole thing with new eyes.
Tweet was deleted almost immediately. Almost like someone made a mistake.
You know. The Gail Simone you have told your community bullied you and 'turned on you', and 'went nuts' on you. The Gail Simone who is the reason most people have heard of your name— and your fictional version has better morals. And *she's* married to two criminals!
WHO is TTT, who knew what you were talking about with me *down to the minute?* And, babe, it's not doctored, here's proof when I mentioned it to my friends.
Who is this vulgar sockpuppet account who mocks women's looks?
They realized they majorly fucked up when they posted that tweet, it's why it was gone in a flash. But Asher catches everything.
And we've kept mum all this time because we are not what you paint us as.
But you need people to see us as that so we won't be believed.
I wonder why?
Hey, since health influencer mountebanks like to put stuff on throw pillows, how about I come up with some actual good sayings that you can put on yours? Redbubble store coming soon, probably, right?
And if you want betrayals... well, look no further than Mitchel Jura, whom The Very Wise And Exceptional Peer Counselor doxxed to my husband, pointing out his social media *and* disclosing his personal mental health history.
Confidentiality agreements, amirite?
This isn't the only case. But just think: If you trust her enough to put your mental health in her hands, and you piss her off, Aileyn, Bobby, Per or even Cordonus can know about your family and mental health history!
Or if you are REALLY lucky, you can end up with a video made up about you and then she can parade your trauma in front of her pay-to-access Discord server and imply that your trauma was a scam.
You know. #Mentalhealth advocacy via Mean Girls and client confidentiality via Gossip Column!
Oh, so Steven J Kerzner is an abuser?
Good to know. So, you gonna call him out? Are you going to acknowledge that your failures in the game were due to him... or that's just an Asher thing?
Your image is not your looks, lady. You know that. You want a reputation you don't deserve.
And you call THAT an apology?
I haven't seen anyone lick their ass so thoroughly since I owned cats. And that was far more hygienic than what you did.
Let me show the Wise And Accomplished Exceptional Peer Counselor what an apology sounds like:
"I am sorry I lied. There were mutual domestic situations and the way that we handled them led to delays in the game. I misrepresented the situation trying to save face."
That's an apology. Not what you did
But notice that is an acceptance of mutual resposibility and blame. Can't exactly play the virtuous victim and crusader that way, can you?
Oh Gail disengaged THE FUCK away calling it the weirdest exchange she'd ever had.
I wish I had seen the red flags, honestly. I am an idiot.
She's Schrodinger Exceptional Woman: there is an exception for every state of being that she's in, flipped into it at her convenience.
Alll of this could have been avoided if dshe'd just told the truth. We were both to blame for the delays.
But no, she had to cover herself in victimization because she can't ever look bad.
She never grew.
Let the lies flow like water, for the drought will come soon enough.
You claim you never outed Mitchel Jura? That you didn't share communications from Giant Enemy Krab, a *client*- it doesn't matter repeat or not. Or the ex-clients you blast in your Discord?
Deny it.
Evading the point proves it.
Oh, I did do the work I was paid for. A crap-ton of sprites, assets, an hour of music that, by itself, is worth a thousand dollars at composer rates.
You couldn't finish a single script.
Let that sink in.
"They can try to create a false reality via screen grabs all they want" is giving mad "who are you going to believe, me or your lying eyes?" vibes.
I know you are 'block evading' to read what I post, Peer Counselor, and yet you still refuse to address the very specific instances of client confidentiality breach for your Peer Counseling clients. But you keep making up arguments that we're mad because of something else.
How convenient.
You know, a simple "No, I did not disclose M. Jura's private mental health and family history and his identity" would settle things right away. Or "I did not share giant enemy crab's private text messages."
Why is that so hard to do for you, Exceptional Woman With Integrity?
You like to spin and scream "Misoginy!" one moment and then "I am woman hear me rar!" the next. The most hilarious thing is that anyone would believe you that I am a misogynist outside of that cult you foster where you tear your ex-clients apart for their entertainment.
Ethics, what is that?
That cult where Aileyn stalks (by your definition) people's contents for you so you can claim you're not a stalker, and Bitchy Bobby the Snappy Kween laughs at people with disabilities and gives tepid basic Becky one liners.
Man, you have downgraded.
But I guess that's what happens when you exist as a perpetual cycle of reinforced self-victimization, obsessive pruning of a public image that doesn't reflect who you actually are, and the pruning of anyone who gets too close to see the cracks.
Talent drain.
So, I'll make it real easy for you, Pookie Totally Not A Stalker:
Jura. Crab. Song. Other clients.
Did you, or did you not? We are baiting with waited breath!
... you know what I mean.
COVID wrecked my singing voice for a year... and for two years my memorization skill suffered. I used to be able to memorize new music within a week, and it took two years to get back to that level.
It's absolutely horrible.
But with worse music.
The only danger she poses is that she has legacy audience from when she used to be in media, and a gaggle of uncritical people who believe everything she says.
If she didn't have that, she'd be irrelevant.
I do not think she is talentless, and I do not think she is incapable. Unlike her, I am not a narcissist so I am perfectly capable of recognizing her strong suits, whereas all she can do is call me mediocre and disparage my singing and skills.
But what she also is, is an interpersonal nightmare.
But then again, this is the woman who claimed she said things to 'make me feel important' so, she is patently dishonest to the core.
As if a compliment from her would make me feel important? My voice teacher was a star of the Met. Sang with Aflredo Kraus for fuck's sake.
Get a grip, lady.
She sure is.
THIS is what an accomplished, exceptional woman looks like, for the record.
Here is another throw pillow with a useful phrase from my brand, I Can't Believe It's Not Therapy!
Redbubble store coming. Someday. Maybe when Madonna wins an Oscar.
Inb4 she acts like a Discworld Dwarf and deliberately goes for the literal definition of 'looks' so she can excuse this as an attack on her looks, instead of the general colloquial phrasing that means "this is an example of this particular state of being," because victim.
I can't even believe someone made that argument without it being a bit.
Dear god these headline writers.
His mother is a woman who deserves more respect than you've ever earned. I could speculate about what your mother taught you, but I am an adult who stopped blaming parents as excuse for the shit I do.
We're 15 years away from a hip replacement, get a grip already you stunted teenager.
Here's a lesson she imparted when he was a kid: "If you do something for a friend, do it without expecting anything back."
How is that going, Miss Listing All The Money She Spent On People?
I guess we know which mother was better.
Think twice before come at my mother, who is dead as you know very well. Or do you know what she would want for me after she died, just like you apparently séanced Asher's dad to tell him what he wanted? Only after you mocked his suicide.
I saw your cruelty and called it. That was my sin.
Shoes that last means less money spent on shoes in the long term!
Hot damn, every checkbox checked.
You have to go to moderation, advanced, and turn "rude" off.
Now arguing with people over AI? Is she getting stressed and going out to argue with strangers online to take it out on them?
Is she an *checks episode name* 'Accidental A**hole?'
And here's one to take to your pillow!
I took the liberty of creating the Kerzner Youtube Bingo card for the next video. You could turn it into a drinking game, if you have a death wish.
Society teaches people to develop inflexible life plans with setbacks painted as moral failings, enforced by people who say things such as "Your spouse is so incapacitated he hasn't worked in ten years, shut your mouth" or "I have no patience for people who complain while people pay their bills"
Yeah, AI upscaling is a separate beast, and can be disastrous if not implemented correctly.
You can tell you have stumbled upon an abuser when reporting on her violating client confidentiality is a greater offense than the offense she perpetrated. And Bluesky's corrupt moderation is easily abused so that reporting on it is punished!
Mind reading is bad, y'all— unless you're Jean Grey over here.
Licensed therapists never say this. In fact, they get their asses fired and unlicensed because of this. And this deeply unqualified, unlicensed mental health cosplayer thinks she can see into your mind!
Miss Cleo was more honest.
I want to formally apologize for the Jean Grey comparison.
Jean Gray was a better person, comparatively speaking.
Let's tap the sign one more time, because I know what you are.
This is the thread that Liana Kerzner gets the phrase "raging agony" from. She turns this thread about my husband's declining health over the last 17 months into two things: 1) refers to it as beyond criticism *of her* and
1/
x.com/asherwolfste...
2) blames her target for his own misery due to listening to her in grave concern over the next thing she'd say about him (victim blaming). Asher wrote that in the past he attempted to emulate "an influencer" in sharing his health and living stresses to be more authentic.
2/
His conclusion was that "people's overreactions told me everything I need to know about that." Indeed, they did, and they continue to do so while Liana talks about her health issues every single week. Health issues she often relates to the stress from what people say about her.
3/
Asher has been publishing on the Internet since he was 16 and a high school student. No one but trolls up until now has ever said that Asher is ridiculous and terrible. But they learn their lesson, as seen here:
web.archive.org/web/20080424...
4/
Trolls who go on KiwiFarms and then claim they're not on KiwiFarms.
Oh, you didn't know? Yeah. Liana finds the photoshops on KiwiFarms hilarious, didn't you know?
asherwolfstein.com/liana-kerzne...
5/
So here's a fact: KW is a den of scum and villainy, but it is not true that it is 'full of malware' like Kerzner says. It's a harassment site, how can it be effective if *using it* is a minefield?
Maybe someone doesn't want you to monitor your harassers because of what you might notice?
6/
Hey, Audrey, Saige et al, did you ever think of that?
7/7
One thing to know about Kerzner is that she squeals as a distraction from what she's actually doing. She accused me of 'doxxing' someone— I exposed a KiwiFarmer from her community who was part of the harassment campaign on Poppy Diabolique, and us. But Kerzner has wailed about 'client details' 1/
Becuse he was a *creative* client of mine at one point. It's how we found him out. And all I did was identify him, I did not publish his address or private phone numbers, just identified him Queer Author by day Giancarlo Vanzzini, Transphobe Kiwifarmer by night Shaneequa, with proof.
2/
None of that was immoral. In fact, KERZNER verified his identity to her Discord server. She raked Song Eretson over the coals and made a video about her over a very minor thing.
Where's the expose on Vanzzini, Miss Trans Ally?
Why so offended a KiwiFarmer got outed?
3/
You had no compunctions in identifying Mitchell Jura to Asher with his social media, mental health history, family history... or going into details about Giant Enemy Crab's family situation.
THAT is doxxing. And why did you do it? Well---
4/
It's because you have a sneering contempt of the mentally ill. The truly disturbed individuals who don't perform 'good crazy' for you, the ones who are inconvenient to you and can't make you look good. Those? You doxx.
You vainglorious hypocrite. You predator.
5/
The sheer moral depravity and sickness to equate exposing a harasser from a suicide-causing website to a moral atrocity, while you liberally do actually terrible things?
Canada's privacy laws are very strict. How much have you told Aileyn? Bobby? Shared any private convos as of late?
6/
And maybe if not with Aileyn or Bobby, did you share them in any private threads? In a board somewhere? Somewhere you may feel very protective about?
So much about you is nothing more than smoke and mirrors. And god knows you're lying as fast as your tongue can carry you. Not fast enough, though
7/
But that's the grift, ain't it, gurl? You're more 'affodable' than therapy. You attract people who couldn't take you to court even if they wanted to. So when you shit the bed, you just wave that boomer lawyer in case they get to uppity, and they crawl into silence.
8/
When you said you admired the Quest for Glory series, all this time, it never occurred to me that your ultimate goal was to be Katrina. You carry your hurt whrever you go and what do you do? Want to control everyone so that you can feel safe, regardless of how you fuck up everyone else.
9/9
I am my mother's savage child. Hers was a fearless example I will never forget. She was universally beloved, endlessly generous, and feared by people who tried to play silly buggers.
I know exactly what a woman worthy of respect is like, and this is it.
So no, Peer Counselor, get a grip.
And the rest is silence, like Hamlet (whom she hates, because she sees herself as the Ophelia of every man she meets). Notice she is yet to answer for betraying Jura, Grab and other clients. Hmm? Was that mind reading? Goose, gander, right?
One should not practice what which they object, lest they find someone who will better the instruction.
You tell the entire world what everybody is thinking, feeling, what people's *real* motivations are.
That is the mind reading. And it's all over your rather awful content.
You still haven't answered: Did you betray Mitchell Jura's private information, and wasn't he was a LianaKares client?
It isn't that hard of a question to answer. Except you know that you can't answer it without cooking yourself, so you are gonna distract, distract distract, and if that doesn't work, Doctor Bourrie to the rescue like an avuncular Don Quixote!
Not this time.
From my operetta "Tangles", Dinah's aria. The lesson of the day:
#MERRYJEST #OriginalMusic #OriginalTrack #Classical #FurryMusician
Behold the sheer gloriousness.
Those who speculate on the state of someone's soul are demonstrating an enormous level of egomania.
Imagine purporting to be an expert on something that has never been proven to exist, in order to paint yourself as superior to them?
How ridiculous is that? How ridiculous are they?
If you're so upset that people don't care about the truth, why not be a brave truth-teller and tell the audience if you did or did not break client confidentiality of your LianaKares clients like Enemy Crab, Song, Mitchell?
Why is that so hard? I know you're block evading to read my skeets... so?
It's not that difficult. They're running for office because they see that running a business is out of reach for most people because of how rigged the system has become due to cronyism. You can criticize their policies m, perhaps, but the reason why they're doing this is very clear.
Kerzner blabbed my husband's trauma to her server for shits and giggles, and we have the logs for that. She calls stalking. But the woman is a pure counselor, she's a public mental health figure, how she handles peoples trauma? That's kind of her job, isn't it? She's playing innocent 1/
For 17 months, we have eaten her shit, watched her lie, and watch her abuse other people. I have said four months that I never make claims I can't back up. But narcissists only double down even in the face of evidence.
Notice she still hasn't answered my question about her clients? She can't. 2/
She can't because then I would have to tell you that she outed an autistic man she had a break with because his therapist pointed out she was trying to control him.
And if one thing is loved by Liana Kerzner, it's being able to have people under her control. The moment you become unpredictable? 3/
Kerzner insists that Asher wrote something in his blog that isn't there. You can read where he mentions that he had sexual violence in his past is a very short phrase and makes up for less than 3% of the entire log entry. And has no details.
Kerzner divulged the details, with mocking glee. 4/
But that's not the only time she does it. She drags Song's trauma from an abusive household, and Aileyn and Bobby take a gleeful swings at it. Song was a client BY THE WAY!
But here's a secret about. She only does that, and usually twists details, to smear people are dangerous to her image.5/
Kerzner tells everybody that @stopgenai.com stabbed her partner, that it's "documented." I bet you she's already told you I'm an abused husband. Schooley apparently spooges the moment a camera goes on? I've got the logs. 6/
She tells her server Gail Simone went nuts on her. That's false. I saw the confrontation and I was baffled because I thought I was looking at the end of something that had been going on for a while. But now I realize it wasn't. Liana went nuts on Gail and Gail disengaged because she saw the flags 7/
I wish I had been friends with Gail instead of Liana, because then Gail might've told me about whatever red flags she saw that I missed. I have never approached Gail because I don't want to drag her into the whirlwind of dysfunction and crazy that is Liana Kerzner. 8/
But let's be honest, the only reason she escaped? It's because Gail has a huge following so Liana can't do anything like she has done to me and my husband and all of the clients she has crushed. She is an opportunist just like her sock. 9/
She knows going up against Gail would have her crushed under Gail's gigantic Godzilla high heel.
That's a thing Liana likes to talk about a lot, getting crushed under big 🦶
Lana basically has a gossip network that she uses to mobilize against people who are a threat to her image.
10/
And her uncritical community goggles up everything she says like it's gospel. So you can imagine what damage is not my do in Ned spheres when those rumors start circulating.
"Hey, I heard Gail Simone likes to bully people because her fans tell her to!"
Yep, that's what Liana claimed.
11/
"Merryjest is all smiles when he performs but I heard he's a misogynist behind closed doors and is an abused husband and abuses back."
"Everything Asher does is for attention, he's a fake furry! don't believe his sad stories."
"Everything Song did was a con. Up to her abuse."
Lianarama!
12/
Notice Juliana always accuses people of doing anything for attention? Well, that's because when it is a discrediting tactic, but because also... well, let me look into her mind.
13/
That is because Liana Kerzner suffers from a deeply seated sense of absolute insecurity, coupled with symptoms that are very close to markers for altruistic narcissism. She desperately crave attention, so she believes everybody operates under that same premise. 14/
I'm allegedly an attention seeker, yet I disappear for months, composing, don't bother to publicize my YouTube channel or my records that much, and I leave the management of my singing engagements to someone else. Try to make the two fit? They don't. Nothing does when you look at her claims. 15/
But that's the thing, she never wants you to look at her claims, she wants you to take her word for it. That's why she doesn't want you to look at the telegram chat that showed that Asher wasn't an abuser to her. He's actually very loving and accepting, and yeah, he has problems, but... 16/
His reaction of the last 17 months? Perfectly in step for someone who has been at the receiving end of a Sameer campaign and has been ostracized, demonized, and presented as someone he is not for the benefit of someone's image. 17/
Kerzner floods the zone and point any person just to find themselves as spinning out, unhinged, deranged. She's an abuser, folks. Plan as day. In fact, she tried to gaslight someone by telling her. It was impossible for her to have shouted at her because she had laryngitis. 18/
This is, incidentally, right before she did a 17 minute musical number without amplification in a crowded room. I am a masters of vocal performance, my voice teacher shares vocal pedigree with Renée Fleming and Renata Tebaldi.
She was perfectly capable of phonating. LOUDLY. 19/
If there is one thing that Liana Kerzner hates, it's memory. She hates people being able to remember what she did, because then that informs a clear picture of who she is by what she does. And she hates that. She hates herself. 20/
She's never done The Work to not be her father's daughter. She's spent 13 years parading "the work" she had to do in a way that only points to what a monster Emily is. That's the only work she's done.
And fathers are a no go, Liana? Wasn't for you when it came to Asher's dad's suicide
LianaKares 21/
And she only apologizes in a way that makes other people look bad, but never really accepts full blame for something that makes her look really bad. And that? That is number one sign of narcissist right there. Incidentally? I'm more qualified than Kerzner to weigh in on this. 22/
Just for the record? I haven't sided with Emily. I think she's ineffectual, I think she's doing this for the glory of being a victim. Just like you.You two deserve each other. You've been playing at mutual victims for 13 years, grifting both your audiences on your victimization tokens.23/
And that's why you got nervous, isn't it? When you saw Asher dig up everything on Giancarlo and out him just like that? Were you afraid that he figure out who trans truth teller is? she's gone dormant now that you have someone with a face you can point to and say "stalkerrrr"
They ALL have.24/
Isn't that strange? Or do Asher and I need to be the center of attention right now? That's unusually cooperative for "stalkers."
For a real example- look at what happens to Poppy-- she doesn't get the sabbaticals you do. Conveniently timed. I've looked at their history. /25
And if you want to paint this as an explosion? Girl, please, you exploded so much on those tweets in October, all archived by the way, that you could have essentially been a one woman engagement at Disneyland.
I know your tactics. You're a troll, a caustic coward. That's something awful to be. /26
You have terrorized an emotionally disturbed person long enough.
He fought his own battle this whole time after you shamed him for me independently coming to his defense. And he did good. Now I’m back.
I'm not going to hurt anyone, I just want to tear down lies.
Too bad you lie so much.
26/26
*peer counselor. Phones suck sometimes you know. Waiting rooms don't have keyboards 😆
*Juliana is now, incidentally, my phone's nickname for L i a n a. Even the autocorrect treads her name like the sign of Pazuzu. 😆
Oh, the other funny thing? Liana sure thought that pointing out that I had second life boyfriends in their thirties was going to shame me. My husband and I are non monogamous. We're furries. What are you, Liana, a KiwiFarmer who thinks people still hate furries en masse? 1/
Isn't it funny how people in your server claimed not to know any furries but BIANCA IS RIGHT THERE. But... not terribly vocal about that. Is she under watch so she doesn't "freak out the mundanes" by getting her furry "all in their face."
2/
That's what you claimed about me being a furry to your server. Like, who is your dealer? Are you licking paint now? My account is one of the tamest furry accounts out there, I don't even draw adult art.
Poppy was right. You are bitter, and strange, but not in a good way.
3/
You're fucked up strange. The strange that useless people and discards them. That's why you never fit in anywhere for too long, you don't bother to fix that in you. But then everything that happens to you becomes everybody else's fault. You tweet about Trump and you're not even self-aware enough. 4/
The fact that you said that you had known me to never be in conflict with anyone, to your server, when you have enough of a history of constant conflict to make up for a good chunk of War and Peace? Girl. 5/
Until the mess of a hurricane that was you came into my life? I had never needed to make a video about someone. You? You have a conflict, make videos about people and claim it's "cultural critique".... about the shit you caused. Your makeup is spot on, but the act isn't. 6/
And that's what happens in the end. People wise up, or they get the patented Kerzner knife to the back, like those of us who were too clueless to see the red flags. That's why nobody in television wants you and your husband. That's why you constantly have to switch spheres. 7/
That's why you had to build a cult.
You are Lola Montez.
Read up on her. It might actually cause a lightbulb to go off in your head, because you're nothing more than a constant walking interpersonal catastrophe.
8/
People who have personality disorders might have an excuse.
You claim you don't have one, so what the fuck is yours?
9/9
* the management takes no responsibility for typos made while in the waiting room. The person who comes up with a great phone keyboard will get the next Nobel prize. I'm calling it now.
*Correction: USES people. I did not mean to imply Kerzner is useless, because she is not.
One final thing: Kerzner's TEE HEE excuse for divulging personal sexual trauma to her server to ridicule people basically amounts to "He didn't act enough like the kind of victim I approve of."
This woman doesn't even have a degree in counseling. Who is she to dictate how a victim should act?
This is how she will treat your trauma, too, the moment you piss her off. And if you don't believe that?
Remember what my motto is?
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I am Merryjest Starchild, high priest of the church of #ABBA, fourth deacon of Frida's Fabulous Fashion, beholder of Agnetha's Awesome high As, and Boogie-Bishop of their Benny-and-Bjornness, and I spread the faith!
Oh, and another thing?
That weak-ass non-apology she gave? Compare that with the public humiliation she was demanding of Song? Double standards all the way down.
And it's not the first time she's demanded something like that.
I remember... ah, but that's another story, to be told at another time.
So, #ABBA take- Voyage definitely feels like a very mature continuation of The Visitors. You can almost find parallells of later stories between songs in group A and group B.
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Liana Kerzner wants, more than anything in the world, for me to call her "bitch." In 17 months we critiqued her, we've never lobbed that word in critiques. She is so desperate that she tries to Humpty Dumpty my words into meaning "Bitch." You know this is me because of the cancellation video 1/
I told her exactly what I saw, and that is something she can't tolerate. Being called cruel is far more important to her than ever addressing the actions that caused others to call her cruel.
And "Bitch?" You know how much she hates that word?
Unless she's the one using it:
2/
This was me trying to be a friend to her after her mask slipped and she, basically, shat the bed and got herself ostracized by the Sierra On-line alumni. She had me convinced someone else was responsible for the upheaval. Fooled me.
But how did she paint me talking about a chance to meet Richard? 3/
I knew Kerzner interviewed Richard. Poorly. She's always said it was her worst interview of her career. It was a chance to meet him at a Ultima Dragon celebration after what I thought had been unfair treatment.
"making me feel important."
Who is she? Felicia Day? (hi fellow Ultima Dragon!)
4/
Quite different with the context restored, right? She was heartbroken and I was trying to console her. And what did she turn that into? Ammo for self-aggrandizement.
It's pathological. She has to lie to always look like she's on top of everything.
So what else has she told you that isn't true?
5/
Man, I could write a book about the many lies of Liana Kerzner... If I weren't busy composing an operetta, I would. Except people would tell me it's totally unbelievable, nobody lies so often, and so willingly, from small to big affairs. She'd be a mythomaniac. And she wants you to think I'm one.
6/
And yaknow? If she were just a nobody Youtuber drama queen? Fair. Wouldn't be an issue.
But she has an audience. And she tries to attract neurodivergent people to her 'Peer Counseling' for which she's not qualified.
And then, she hurts the customers she has strong breaks with. That's predatory.
7/
Divulging the mental health details of customers who piss you off is unethical, Peer Counselor.
Ascribing anonymous messages to people without verifying them and *reading them on the radio* is unethical, Alleged Journalist.
Weighing whose trauma's genuine is immoral, #MentalHeallth Advocate 8/
Calling people you have lied about, have defamed in your pay-to-access public server, youtube and radio, stalkers? Is abusive. What a person does within the law to expose the truth falls on the liar, not on the target.
I can prove all of this is on you.
And I never make claims I can't back up.
9/
So now, Peer Counselor Liana Kerzner, you can take to Wellness Wednesday to do your best Saint Sebastian impression and claim these are all false allegations, out of context, etcetera. And your braindead audience will look at the tiny evidence just posted of your lies and not even register 10/
But you know what they say- you can fool some people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but...
Al Lowe made the right call to get the fuck away from you. If only some of us had had his prescience.
When friendship is the greatest game of all, everybody's a pawn to you. 11/11
I composed the musical number at the end of this number, by the way. And the big lesson she puts in here is something she has shat on thoroughly. Because at the end of the day, she's not Sparklemuffin, she's not Solomon.
She's Zarkazaan. Who IS, actually, meant to be @anitasarkeesian.bsky.social
There's a difference between being a culture critic duking it out in the marketplace of the tabloid journalist word of streamers and dramatubers, and using those tactics to defend yourself against mentally ill people you've harmed. You haven't been cancelled twice. Howeve, now you've been caught.
Here, Asher puts all of the evidence together that Kerzner has lied and denied. This will be a blog post, but it's important to put it here as well. Scroll upwards. It's a lot
So is Kerzner.
It's X, 'cause Kerzner got Asher banned from Bluesky thanks to Aileyn's brigade-reporting.
Hola, chica!
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Also? Inb4 Liana's Tu Quoque of "They were ok with it!" ... actually, we trusted you, and were idiots and that's on us.
But also, we never shared anything that you leaked— until now that it's evidence.
But you also know what?
We're not the peer counselors. You are.
What? Not PRIMO?
Amazing lighting work!
Asher's birthday present finally arrived— the best print on Earth.
You can't control everyone and you can't rearrange the universe to be something other than it is.
You're far more honest when you own your ugliness as much as you try to highlight your good parts.
Because this is how it ends otherwise:
My dad just told me he found the copy of Juyungo that my uncle autographed for me when I graduated. I'm so happy, we thought it was lost.
Uncle Adalberto was among the most gifted writers in Latin America, and it's criminal how Ecuador has left an important Afro-Hispanic voice's legacy languish.
My cousins have had one hell of a time getting his works digitized for publication, too. The kids from his second marriage are a huge impediment in the process.
Uncle Adalberto taught me the gift of poetry, I'll always be grateful to him for it.
I can't tell you enough how often your skeets give me a much-needed laugh.
Also please don't get murdered! Bring a small hive with you. If they try anything, cover them with bees!
Liking people who are difficult but ethical is no virtue, if you are difficult and deeply unethical.
So, did you violate Jura, Crab, Song et al's client privacy for the amusement of your friends and server?
Just a few words, why are they so hard for you? And why is nobody questioning that?
Also... black coffee and dry wine are gross and make you unique? An entire country called Spain adores dry wine. It's called Rioja.
That's the blandest Martha Stewart 'cream of wheat is too spicy' take. Call me when you crave Nattō or something. 😹
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Nobody: ...
Liana: I'm like things with an acquired taste, like black coffee.
Asher: *drinks day old burnt coffee* Ah man that hits the spot, primo!
And Michael? Stop impersonating us.
Impersonation could be a Class 6 felony if done with the intent to injure another.
We spoke with Mr. Tenenbaum, incidentally. He is a very knowledgeable person.
Ok. Laying the sass aside.
Liana, none of this needed to happen. You lied and presented a skewed image, where only I was responsible for delays, and you came out as a victim. We both know that's not the reality.
And you threw Asher under the bus.
I've always been happy to accept what was my fault. I have a whole list of those, too. I wonder if your list exists at all, and it is more than "it's someone else's fault."
We stood by you and walked away from a wonderful community because we thought you were treated poorly.
People who were interested in Asher's ideas.
I distanced myself from Lori and Corey because I believed your version of events, though it killed me to do so. I believed your words, trusted your judgement.
And when I saw you be actually cruel to my husband, myself, the thing you say you never are—
I had to re-evaluate everything. And looking back over everything, seeing new evidence, I now know all the skewed pictures you've painted.
Funny, because now you've painted one with us in it.
But I'm not staying in your frame.
I chose you and stuck by you as a friend even when people kept asking me why on earth I did that. There were arguments.
It doesn't matter, because that doesn't matter to you. I know that now. I knew it when it was more important to you that I said I observed cruelty than for you to find out why.
I imagine you're hurting. You're always hurting and you destabilize things because you don't know what else to do. I hope you figure it out someday when you truly ask yourself why this keeps happening and don't go "it's the kids who are out of touch, not me."
You've said it yourself that it is a person's right to defend themselves when they're being lied about. I can prove the lies, so I am defending myself, and my husband.
You've painted us as ingrates, erased everything we did for you and reduced it to dollar signs and ledgers. Power over people.
You will mock this to your sever. I am sure Aileyn has her choice of uninspired comebacks already lined up. You will mock this as insincere, but it's the first time I'm being openly vulnerable since you started this shit.
I used to feel anxiety wondering 'what lies is she going to tell now?'
Not anymore. You have no power. Somewhere in the garden of forked paths, there's a branch where you didn't do this, and I've thought often about it. I imagine where things would have gone, if you hadn't done this.
You'll see that, someday very soon. But you won't be part of it.
We never needed your attention. We were content with your friendship, but I don't think now that you fully understand what that is. Not completely.
We still don't want your attention. We just want truth and a fair accounting.
Heroes and villains is how a child sees things. And the record of the game's development is not what you have portrayed. You've painted a Heroes and Villains story. I prefer fairly-apportioned responsibility. You're not the arbiter of everybody's intentions.
You said you missed compassionate responses. You know what? I miss those, too. But I haven't seen any of those since this began. And it is impossible to meet in the middle as long as you refuse to acknowledge the merits of any claim that may make you less perfect in people's eyes.
None of this really needed to happen, but you started it, and brought it to where it is now, so... here we are.
Things like these have worked to your favor in the past, but nothing is forever.
And that is all.
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That's fair, that would probably happen to me as well!